*The next evening*

'Oh my God,really?' I laugh at Niall

'Yes.Then Louis came and he fell over on exactly the same place'

Niall laughs so hard,that it seems like he's about to cry

'I swear,it looked so funny and - '

Suddendly my phone rings and I answer by loudspeaker

'Hello?' I say still laughing because Niall's playing with my hair

'Is this Jordan Porter on the phone' It's a male voice speaking.He sounds a bit older.
Maybe in his 40's or 50's.

'Yes.Who's on the phone,please?'

'That's not important.I have to tell you something about Jenna.'

Jenna - my mum's name.What does this unknown person wants to tell me that I don't already know?
Honestly,I don't know anything about what really happend,but I'm also scared what he has to say
I look at Niall and I see the shock all over his beautiful face

'M-My mum' I finally stutter

'Right I have to tell you something about her.Your dad doesn't want me to tell you this,but however my days on this earth are counted and I want to tell you this before I die.It's that your mum had-'

Then the line cuts off.Suddendly.My face - pale and shock written as description.
As I look at Niall I see that I'm not the only one.It's quiet.The only thing we hear,is what happens outside the walls.

'N-Niall?' I stutter,looking at him

'Everything's gonna be ok.Don't worry.'He whispers

'I'm afraid,Niall' I whisper
I cried too much in the last few years.Haven't I got the right to be happy?

'Oh God' I cry on his chest.He comforts me but I can't stop crying

'I don't think I can handle this anymore'

'Of course you can'

'No.I'm not strong enough.I'm only 18.' I can hardly breath 'I'm too young to handle that typ of shit'

'Don't forget that I'll be there for you'

'And I disturbed you so much.I'm just thinking of me and forget that I already bothered you too much'

'No you didn't' He whispers into my ear 'Really'

I don't know how much or how long cried that night.But then everything became black and stopped crying