Hi.That's my story.The story of a girl called Jordan.Well,let's start.Two years ago,my dear mum commited suicide after being depressive over years.That was and still is a hard time for me.I kinda feel guilty and sometimes I think it's my fault that she's dead now.On that day I realized that I can't trust anyone and that if i do they'll break my heart anyway.After her funeral I started doing drugs and alcohol and that pretty much.I once even fall into coma.Because my dad doesn't want me to end up like 'her'-that how he calls my mum-he decided that I need a change.New people-new school-new life-new chance in a new city.
It pisses me off that my dad doesn't want to talk about my mum and if I ask him about her he's getting furious saying:'That's an old case.Let's forget about it'.I'm tired of all those lies and this non-plus-ultra-protective-thing.

Now,I'm with my dad in the city of London,buying some things for me before my first day on school starts.
I try to start a conversation with him,which is not as easy as you think:

'Dad,i know you don't want to talk about mum,but it's really important for me.' He looks at me disappointed,trying not to get furious

'I told you that I don't want to talk about her anymore.It's over-she's dead.Live with it as I do live with it.Is that soo much to expect from you?Please,just forget about her.'

'Dad!!She was my mum.She's still my mum.She's not just a person.Why can't you just forgive her?'

'Someone who left us alone,who commits suicide is nothing than a coward.Such a person doesn't have to expect forgiveness from me'

'You piss me off!! Gosh you're unbelievable.'

I run away from him just straight,tears in my eyes and anger in my heart.Then I feel that I run against someone's chest.

'Oww,my head' I look up seeing clear blue eyes gazing at me shocked

'Are you ok?' It's a friendly boy with a big smile asking me

'Yes.I think so.I'm sorry...'

'Niall' He says quickly almost laughing

Whoooaaaaa.Niall what?!I stand straight now,seeing that I walked in Niall Horan's arms
I blush,realizing what I did and with who I'm talking now

'Sorry.I didn't want to hurt you.'

'Ohh no problem...'

'Jordan'

'Beautiful name.Sorry,are you crying?'

Now I realize that tears are rolling down my cheeks

'Oh.Yes I was.'I quickly dry my cheeks with my sweatshirt

'That's a long story and I don't want to bother you'

He smiles at me taking a step forward

'I have time now.You can tell me everything you want to while drinking coffee with me'

I smile looking at the floor

'OK.Why not'

Notes

Hey guys.This is my first Niall fanfic
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