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Chapter Thirteen

"Awe! That is so cute!"
"That's disgusting!"
" I think I'm gonna be sick ..." I wonder who said the last two... But anyway I woke up to comments from all the boys. I slightly confused on what's cute but then it pops into my brain when I hear the snapping of photos. Shit! I felt Louis untangle out arms and legs from each other before he got up and started whispering I decided to just pretend I'm still asleep and to see where this conversation goes.
"What the bloody hell are you three doing! Lacy had a bad night last night and she doesn't need you lot in here right now. Especially curly sue and buzz cut Barney over there!" He snapped.
"Wow! That's Offensive!" Harry smirked sarcastically. I can imagine his sarcastic face right now perfectly because I've seen it so many times!
"Wait, what happened to her last night?" Liam asked.
"Well besides the part that she came home drunk off her ass, she started crying." Lou said.
"Oh wow! Why?" Niall asked. Oh no, I can't let Louis tell them. I decided to end the conversation by groaning and moving around in bed. Then I opened my red and still puffy eyes to see that everyone was looking at me.
"What in the world are you lot doing in here?" I mumbled sleepily.
"We were just leaving. Have fun you two!" Harry said. He pushed the other two boys out the door, leaving me and Louis by ourselves. I sighed outloud which made Louis look at me.
"Umm, so about last night, with that story and all. Do you want to keep it between us?" he asked me.
"It doesn't matter. Everyone's gonna figure out eventually but for now I would like it to stay safe with you if you don't mind." I say shyly. He nods and rubs the back of his neck awkwardly.
"Well we have a show tonight and we have to be at the arena in about two hours so I'm gonna go get ready and we can talk later." He said dropping his hand to his side and giving me a small smile. I return the smile and nod back in response. He turns and walks through the door.
"Oh, Louis? Thanks for staying with me last night. It really means a lot." I smiled sweetly at him.
"Anytime, Lacy...Anytime." He said and walked out the door shutting it behind him.
On the nightstand Next to me I see a glass of water and two Advil. I guess Lou laid them out before bed last night. I take the water and swallow the two pills not leaving a drop left in the glass. I stand up and head towards my closet. God this headache is horrible. Stupid alcohol. Or it could be that I left my fucking wig on all night so I didn't expose my secret. I'm actually considering giving it up. I mean, I did this for my family. If I give away my true identity I'm almost positive my father will come running back to us like the gold digging son of a bitch he is. And I don't want to put my brother or my mom through that again. He would probably leave us again once he gets what he wants. Money. I shake it off and find a simple outfit since I know I'll be changing into something in a few hours for the show. So I grab a random outfit and throw it on not forgetting to grab my shades before making my way to the bathroom to do my makeup and hair, or wig...haha. I look pretty good! I grab my phone and walk down the stairs.
Wow I have so many Twitter notifications. I go to my recent tags and read some comments.
'Wow! Just wow. I can't believe the boys chose to go on tour with that old had. She's such an attention seeking whore. She screams bitch!' Ouch. That was rough.
'Stay the fuck away from the boys or I will slit your throat in your sleep bitch!' Okay now I'm a little scared. I stare down my phone, reading at all the rude and harassing tweets while I'm walking downstairs. I don't know how but somehow I missed a step and suddenly I was falling I let out a slight scream as I prepared myself for hitting the hard ground. But it never came...
"Its over, love. You can open your eyes now." I heard an Irish accent say from above me. I open my blue eyes and automatically meet his ocean view ones. Our eyes automatically connected and after a few seconds he flinched in confusion. Confused myself I stood up more and brushed myself off before I say a quick thank you and rushed off to the living room couch. I can't believe the boy's fans would say those things to me. What great fans they are.
I feel like I'm gonna fall asleep. 'I'm exhausted' is an understatement. I lay down on the couch because no one else is in the room. And slowly I feel myself fall asleep. What feels like five minutes later I feel myself being shake away by a hand on my shoulder.
"No! You've got to be kidding me. Five more minutes!" I groan. I hear a few chuckles from everyone in the room. I open my eyes a little to see Louis squatted in front I me and the others standing behind him looking at me while laughing. I sit up and rub the sleep from my eyes before fixing my hair and standing up. I knew they woke me up because it was time to leave for the arena. Harry nods towards our door and we all file out of the penthouse and take the elavator down to the first floor. When we get in the lobby I see the huge ass crowd standing outside. I pull my shades down and let my bodyguards Tyler and Chase go before me and Liam's body guards after me with Liam and their body guards and themselves after that. I opened the door and was greeted by ear piercing screams. Damn, almost instantly my headaches back. I stop to sign a few autographs before I made me way to the limo. Tyler opened the door and guarded me as I climbed in. Then got in Liam,Harry,Niall and Louis. Now we are on the way to the second show of the tour! Yay!



"Lacy, you're on in one hour head to makeup!" Angie yelled. Yeah you can tell she's frustrated. I nod and walk out of the lounge room and into another big room with clothing racks, a dressing room, and five makeup stations with each boy at one and one left for me.

"Finally you're here! Go put this on now!" The lady threw the outfit at me and punched me onto the dressing room. I heard the lads chuckle at how rushed the lady was. Okay. I guess I'm putting this outfit on weather I like it or not! I put on the dress. Wow this is really cute. I walk out of the dressing rooms to see everyone still in the same spots. The lady rushed me over to the chair and started doing my hair and makeup. Soon I was all prettied up and ready for a good show. I walk out of the room and the boys followed me. I guess they wanted to see me perform. I am doing a cover on one of their new songs. I hope they like it. Or at least I hope Niall and Louis do. I walk to the stage and start doing my voice warm ups and scales and mouth movements to release the tension in my mouth.

"Lacy! On in five minutes!" I heard someone yell. I grab my mic and take deep breaths counting to ten in my head. You got this.

"You got this lady. Have fun!" Lou says and the guys say good lucks and walk over to the edge of the stage so they can see me and no one else can see them but me and the people backstage of course. I walk over to ththe stage where the directors are leading me under so I can pop out of the ground. I climb on the platform and I hear the countdown begin. I can hear my little video on the jumbo screens blast through the arena with pictures and videos of me singing and doing my job. Then the music for Sorry For Loving You came on and the countdown began.

"10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 go!" And I popped up onto the huge Stage instantly surrounded by thousands of screaming fans. I'm ready.

"You thought I was miserable but really all I was, was Sorry for loving you!" I sang perfectly. I finished the song and sang a few others before the last song was on. A person brought my guitar and a stool for me so sit and play on. I turned on the mic that was connected to my check and started talking.

"Okay now for my last song, I am very happy to say that the boys have given me the honors to sing one of their new songs off of their new album 'Made In The A.M.' Have you guys heard that song?" I ask and everyone was cheering.

"Haha! Okay well I've been working on it for awhile and I even learned how to play guitar for this so I hope this sounds good. And thanks boys for letting me have this chance." I smile. Everyone cheered and I started playing the guitar. It went silent and the only thing you could hear was my playing. I saw people bring out their flashlight and I began to sing 'If I Could Fly'


"If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you
I think I might give up everything, just ask me to

Pay attention, I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless

For your eyes only, I show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only

I've got scars, even though they can't always be seen
And pain gets hard, but now you're here and I don't feel a thing

Pay attention, I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless

For your eyes only, I show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only

I can feel your heart inside of mine
I feel it, I feel it
I've been going out of my mind
I feel it, I feel it
Know that I'm just wasting time
And I

Hope that you don't run from me

For your eyes only,

I show you my heart

For when you're lonely

And forget who you are

I'm missing half of me

When we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only

For your eyes only, I show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only"
I finished. There was complete silence.Oh god was it bad?! Then the crowd broke out into the loudest cheers and screams over ever heard. It then turned the camera on the jumbo screen to show all of the boys on the edge of the stage clapping their heads off. Yes even Harry and Liam surprisingly. I bowed and thanked everyone for a great performance before turning my mics off, grabbing the stool and the guitar before exiting the stage. The boys were gone now because they were about to go one so I went back to the lounge and watched the show from the tv. I'm nervous every to hear what they have to say to me about the cover...




Notes

Love you guys!

Xx-Erica<3

Comments

love this.. update soon

Sophalicious Sophalicious
11/8/16

okay, so i disappeared ( sorry for that again ), but the fanfiction is great tho!

@Erica_Loves_You
Sorry I didn't see that you had replied to my comment. I wish I lived near her so I could know what happened, but I only talked to her over text. I still haven't heard anything from her, I'm still worried.

sugarcube. sugarcube.
1/19/16

Yeah I haven't! I'm worried too. She just quit when I needed her most and that doesn't sound like something she'd normally do! Do you know her personally, like live near her, or do you just talk a lot?

Erica_Loves_You Erica_Loves_You
11/9/15

@Erica_Loves_You

I was friends with Jules and she just deleted all of her social media accounts and isn't replying to anyone. I'm starting to worry about her, but I'm guessing you haven't heard anything.

sugarcube. sugarcube.
11/3/15