What about Pakistani butterflies?

Valerie’s POV

-Alright guys, CUT. Good job. Take a break!

Nicholson’s voice is drilling my brain. I have had this terrible headache since I’ve woken up this morning to get to set and the pill isn’t working at all. Plus, today has been an exhausting day and although Louis tried to make it fun as usual; I haven’t been able to have fun since I felt like my head was going to explode any minute.

I had to laugh when Louis walked around the set with two pieces of white paper in his mouth like walrus tusks though. No one was laughing and he was trying so hard that it makes me laugh in his pathetic and cute attempt of making people laugh. Louis noticed that I wasn’t feeling well and so he sort of gave me space today which I gladly take being miserable around. I mean whenever I’m sick I’ll go around pretending I’m dying and that the pain is tenfold worse than it really is. I’m such an actress you could say.

Anyway I have a real headache, acting skills apart, and I just want to go home and have a hot bathe with boiling water until the headache is gone. Then I’ll just lay down with the cat and chat with Sandy if she is not going out tonight. I wish she is not but it’s Thursday so she probably is.

From Harry Styles: Are you feeling any better?

How sweet is Harry? Since I opened up to him and told him what I want from him for this month, I’ve been living a fairy tale. Things with him are just perfect at the moment and the fact that I don’t have to care about the future with him because I am just not gonna have it only makes things easier and genuinely better. He is the best fake boyfriend of all times and he is so sweet and caring it’s crazy.

We have been hanging out with the lads these past few days and he has introduced me to some of his friends such as Ed Sheeran (that was absolutely insane) and Kanye West. Then we laughed when he tried to introduce me to Rita Ora and she just came running towards me and hugs me tight. Harry was so confused because he didn’t know I knew her but Rita is a good friend of mine. She is crazily talented and beautiful and I really love her. Then I met Cara Delevingne again.

She is a great friend of Harry and I don’t want to be jealous but damn she is beautiful. She is a Victoria Secret’s angel for god’s sake and I know her so little but I think she is funny. I mean I can’t compete against her by any chance so I’m just lucky she doesn’t give a damn about Harry because I’m sure she would take him from me if she wanted to. Okay, quit thinking about this now that you have this headache, Valerie; otherwise your head is most likely exploding tonight.

To Harry Styles: Not really. Just want to sleep.

From Harry Styles: I’m sorry, Val. I’ll pick u up from set and drive u home asa u finish.

To Harry Styles: Thanks but u don’t have to XX

From Harry Styles: Wasn’t a question. Call me when u r done.

I really feel the urge to tell him I love him but I won’t because I don’t want him to get confused. I love him as a person like I can love Louis or Roger and I also feel a physical attraction for him but I don’t love him in terms of love and romance so I don’t want him to think I do.

When I see his Range Rover waiting for me right next to the sidewalk I instantly smile and find myself slightly jogging towards the car. I get into the car and he smiles widely at me showing me his dimples and I swear my headache fades out a little.

-How are you feeling?

-Better now. – I tell him sincerely smiling. – Thanks for coming, that’s sweet of you.

-I mean it isn’t that sweet, I wanted to see you.

-That’s even sweeter.

He chuckles and I bend towards him to kiss him sweetly. He presses his lips against mine in a sweet kiss, no tongue, just our lips caressing each other. The drive home is comfortably silent and I guess he doesn’t talk because he knows I have this headache. When he parks the car he places his hand on my knee and I open my eyes since I was resting with eyes shut in the passenger’s seat.

-Here we are, Valerie. – I know he is smiling because of the way his voice sound. I am aware it is sort of creepy that I can tell he is smiling without looking at him but I know him so well already.

-I don’t want to get out of the car. – I tell him lazily and he chuckles.

-Unfortunately, the dinner I bought you is in your house.

I open my eyes instantly and find him looking at me smiling. It’s the best view I could have asked for and he is the sweetest man I’ve ever known. He doesn’t even get to fuck me and he does these things for me. I am so terribly lucky.

-You make me feel guilty. – I tell him looking into his eyes.

-What? – He laughs. – Jesus, I was just trying to make your day better because of your headache. I’m sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable.

I shut him up with a kiss smiling at his lips. He is so terribly cute he really makes me feel guilty because I don’t feel like I am that sweet to him. It’s not that I don’t want to because I really want to make sure he is feeling good all the time but I just feel sort of self conscious because I might suffocate him. I don’t even know why I think that much to be honest.

Again the kiss is sweet without tongue and when he pulls out he stares into my eyes and he seems to be considering something. I want him to stay with me but I don’t want to ruin his Thursday night with such a boring plan and he is most likely hanging out with the lads so I rather not put him on the spot. I bet he is actually thinking how to tell me that I need to get out of his car because he needs to go.

-Thank you so much for the ride and the supper you’ve gotten me. You really are the best boyfriend ever. – I take a second staring at his smile. – Have fun tonight.

He chuckles shaking his head almost imperceptibly.

-What’s funny? – I ask him amused.

-Nothing. - He says shaking his head. – I hope you like your dinner.

I kiss him on the cheek and get out of the car and as I’m walking home I decide I’ll let him know I want him to stay. When I open the door I find him looking at me amused.

-What have you forgotten?

-You. – I say smiling at him. – I mean if you’re hanging out with your friends today I totally get it; there is no problem but if you don’t have any plans... maybe you want to stay with me?

-I thought you will never ask. – He says smiling.

I feel him walking after me and I have to say it feels great. As we get to the door I look for my keys on my purse and he waits for me to find them right next to me. I don’t even know what this feeling is but for some reason I love to have him just standing up next to me and I can’t stand it anymore so I turn around and kiss him. He is surprised at first and smiles against my lips but then he reciprocates.

-What was that for? – He says laughing when I pull out.

-I am just happy. – I tell him shrugging.

-I am glad you are. – He says caressing my back while I open the door.

My head pounds like a drum with every single step and I can’t help but to wince. Harry then asks me where I have the pills and gives me one. Then he convinces me to eat something and I actually know eating will do well to my headache. He has bought some Vichyssoise and my favourite banana and soy ice cream from Speedice. I can’t believe he remembers these are my favourite meals and that he actually went to buy all of these and brings them to my place before he picks me up. Could he get any cuter?

We have dinner together and we just talk about each other. I’m letting him know everything he is asking and he lets me know everything I ask and I know I’m smiling like an idiot looking at him but he is sort of a wonder. He has me going crazy and now I get why I overreacted when he came yelling at me that one time. I didn’t want to fall for him and I thought that was a great excuse to run away but now I’m tired of trying to stay away from him. I want to give him everything I have and if I fall, I’ll figure it out later on.

-Val, are you feeling any better? – Harry asks concerned.

-Yes and seriously, thank you very much – I place my hand on top of his on the table – thank you for coming and for remembering everything I like for dinner and bringing it to me.

-Thank you – he says burning his sparkling green eyes on mine – for letting me be with you.

He smiles at me and I smile back. It’s impossible for us to keep up with this relationship after this month but I want to take full advantage of it. When we finish our long dinner, we mess around in the kitchen for a little bit kissing against the counter and hugging each other.

We then decide we’ll watch a movie so that I forgot about my headache and we choose Water for elephants. Harry sits down first while I put the movie on and as soon as I reach the couch to sit down he pulls me next to him really really close so that we cuddle during the movie. He places my head on his chest and hugs me tight from behind. Then he kisses the top of my head and caresses my arms with his hands while we watch the movie. He really is calming me down and my head doesn’t hurt that much anymore. I wish we could just stay like this forever.

We watch the movie in silence except from my comments when I tell him how some kinds of scenes are shot and how difficult it is to do some things and he nods and asks me some questions about the making off of the movie. At some point I take his hand and play with it, bringing it to my face and caressing myself or kissing it. All of this feels so great I could do this for one or two lives. The movie ends sooner than I would have liked.

-Are you awake, Valerie?

-I am. Are you? – I ask him smiling.

-I am not. – He says chuckling.

He moves next to me and shifts me carefully away so that he can stand up. He stretches himself and looks at me. Then I yawn and he looks at his watch.

-I’m tired. – I tell him.

-Are you? I am going to go and leave you rest.

He bends towards me and pecks my lips. I don’t want him to go.

-Will you stay with me?

-Do you want me to? – He asks confused.

-Yes, please. I want to sleep with you tonight.

He smiles widely at me and kisses me placing his hands on my waist. I mean literally sleep but for some reason I know he has understood. I lead him upstairs and give him a new toothbrush and he pecks my lips again. He is being so sweet with me tonight I can’t even believe it.

When he gets out of the bathroom I’m already in my pyjama. Well, I don’t really have a summer pyjama so I’m wearing a plain black tank top and I’m in my undies. I’m fixing the bed for us placing all the pillows in the floor.

-Jesus Christ. – Harry whispers when he gets out of the bathroom.

-What happened? – I ask him concerned.

-I got out of the bathroom and you were on your underwear. That’s what happened.

-Come here.

As he reaches my spot I hug him tight. I am so much in a cuddling mood today and I noticed he is too so I am just taking advantage of it.

-You can take your clothes off too. You are at home, Harry. – I peck his lips and he smiles at me.

The he gets on his underwear and I’m already laid down on my bed taking all of him in. He is perfect. When he gets on the bed he was going to lie down next to me but I put him on top of me and I start kissing him. He kisses me back and pulls my hair out of my face. I trace his bottom lip with my tongue and he opens his mouth for me being our first kiss this watery today. Our tongues play with one another but we are not fighting now and the kiss is not eager or rushed. We kiss each other’s lips tenderly and lovingly and I moan on his mouth because I’m going crazy only because of his scent, the sensation of his skin against mine, his hot breath in my mouth and his tongue playing with mine. I caress his back while we kiss and he hums caringly. We make out for minutes and then he pulls out, pecks the tip of my nose and rests his forehead on mine.

-I like you so much. – He whispers and I feel his hot minty breath against the skin of my face.

I kiss his lips again and hug him tight so that he is lying on my chest and I get to play with his curls. He pecks my neck while I caress his hair and hums against my skin caressing my arms. We fall asleep so close to one another, fitting perfectly together in this bed. I am amazed that he is sleeping on top of me when we haven’t had sex of any kind and I secretly wish we could sleep together every night. Oh man, I got it bad.

Notes

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