Valerie's POV

When Niall came back last night,I had the urge to tell him but just couldn't.So I thought it can wait.I stayed up all night,tossing and turning.I broke out of Niall's tight grip and went to the living room.I checked the time and it was 2am in the morning.I sat on the lazy boy with my knees against my chest and my arms around them.I just started crying.I felt an arm on my shoulder,I looked up and saw a half asleep Niall rubbing his eyes with the other hand.

"Why you crying babe,did something happen?"He asked.I thought this was the perfect time to tell him.
"Niall,I have to tell you something"I said nervously,he's so going to hate me for this.
"Yeah,what is it love"he asked concerned,he was now holding me in his arms-where I felt safe."I-I-I"I began.I could feel him tense."I-I had sex with Z-Zayn"I finished."You what?"He said with anger in his voice.He was now standing."N-Niall,I'm sorry. We weren't thinking and our feeling just took over.We didn't mean..."I said now with a cracked voice-really scared."You didn't mean to hurt me...?Well you did."Those were his last words before he stormed to Zayn's room.

All I heard was *bangs* *screams* and *shouting*.An angry Niall stormed out of the door and disappeared into the quiet streets.This made me cry even more. Everyone sat around the living and I didn't even realise I was on the floor. "What happened"?Louis asked."I had sex with Zayn"I said.Everyone gasped and looked at Perrie.She just shrugged but I could see she was hurt."I know"I told her.She nodded and A diamond tear fell down her cheek and she stormed out like Niall did. What have I done?


Niall came back but Perrie didn't.Niall looked like a complete mess and wasn't talking to anyone.Niall and I had to drive in seperate cars to the airport.This was the worst day ever.When we got to the airport,we sat at the waiting area.I kept on glancing at him and he looked deep on thought.I was hurt that I wasn't the one consuming his thought,I maybe,but it wasn't in a good way.I tried apologising and talking to him but he wouldn't budge.The fight attendant anounced fight,Niall hugged everyone but me.It was so awkward.A sharp pain began to hurt by my heart. I watched him walk away from me,from us and everything we HAD. I was sure our relationship was over and there was nothing I could do.