Dear Niall
April 2nd, 2016
Dear Niall,
Yesterday was April Fools, and we all were just hoping you run through the door and shout out "APRIL FOOLS!". But no it was quiet that day. You always would bring out the laughs on April Fools. It was your favorite holiday. We all would smile that day. Now we just cry. We're afraid that you won't come home or that your dad. The police came by again today they said the body wasn't yours, it was someone homeless guy sleeping on the street. But the homeless guy says you were talking to him about me, you never said where you were going. You just handed him an engagement ring and left. The cops gave me the ring and I just cried all day. I want you to be okay, I want you to come back home. I want to kiss you, I want to hug you and say it's all my fault. You can't be gone, I know your somewhere. You have to be finding your way back home. I don't know why but you missing got over the best of me and I started cutting again. You were the one who got me to stop and now I can't stop. I cut so deep and screamed and woke up Zayn from his nap. I don't remember much, all I remember is him picking me and I was holding onto him like it was you. I've been in the hospital for two days now. Calum is on his way to see me. I have get well gifts from the guys and the fans. Please be okay. I love you so much. And yes I will marry you.
Eva
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I was looking up at the hospital ceiling just staring at the light. I didn't even hear Zayn walk into the room. "You're going to go blind if you keep staring at the light." He softly chuckled. I looked at him and smiled.
He smiled, he pulled a chair over and sat down next to my bed. He put a McDonald's bag on my bed and pulled out the food he got me and put my drink on the table. I was eating slowly. It was quiet between us.
"Thank you." I said breaking the silence.
"Your welcome." He smiled.
After we ate, I got a text from Calum saying that he was stuck at the studio and that he would be late. Me and Zayn talked more, he was talking about his upcoming album Mind of Mine. I loved talking to Zayn he was always so interesting. I laid my head down to get some sleep. I was leaving tomorrow and Calum texted Zayn saying he was on the way. Zayn grabbed his jacket and got ready to leave.
"Zayn?" I said with my eyes closed.
"Hmm?" He said looking back at me.
"Can you sing Little Things to me?" I asked.
He smiled and closed the door, and sat back down in the chair. I smiled and held his hand. He smiled and started to sing. I was sound asleep before he even got to Niall's solo. He smiled and kissed my head and left.
Yesterday was April Fools, and we all were just hoping you run through the door and shout out "APRIL FOOLS!". But no it was quiet that day. You always would bring out the laughs on April Fools. It was your favorite holiday. We all would smile that day. Now we just cry. We're afraid that you won't come home or that your dad. The police came by again today they said the body wasn't yours, it was someone homeless guy sleeping on the street. But the homeless guy says you were talking to him about me, you never said where you were going. You just handed him an engagement ring and left. The cops gave me the ring and I just cried all day. I want you to be okay, I want you to come back home. I want to kiss you, I want to hug you and say it's all my fault. You can't be gone, I know your somewhere. You have to be finding your way back home. I don't know why but you missing got over the best of me and I started cutting again. You were the one who got me to stop and now I can't stop. I cut so deep and screamed and woke up Zayn from his nap. I don't remember much, all I remember is him picking me and I was holding onto him like it was you. I've been in the hospital for two days now. Calum is on his way to see me. I have get well gifts from the guys and the fans. Please be okay. I love you so much. And yes I will marry you.
Eva
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I was looking up at the hospital ceiling just staring at the light. I didn't even hear Zayn walk into the room. "You're going to go blind if you keep staring at the light." He softly chuckled. I looked at him and smiled.
He smiled, he pulled a chair over and sat down next to my bed. He put a McDonald's bag on my bed and pulled out the food he got me and put my drink on the table. I was eating slowly. It was quiet between us.
"Thank you." I said breaking the silence.
"Your welcome." He smiled.
After we ate, I got a text from Calum saying that he was stuck at the studio and that he would be late. Me and Zayn talked more, he was talking about his upcoming album Mind of Mine. I loved talking to Zayn he was always so interesting. I laid my head down to get some sleep. I was leaving tomorrow and Calum texted Zayn saying he was on the way. Zayn grabbed his jacket and got ready to leave.
"Zayn?" I said with my eyes closed.
"Hmm?" He said looking back at me.
"Can you sing Little Things to me?" I asked.
He smiled and closed the door, and sat back down in the chair. I smiled and held his hand. He smiled and started to sing. I was sound asleep before he even got to Niall's solo. He smiled and kissed my head and left.
Notes
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