Dear Niall
December 2, 2015
Dear Niall,
Guess what??? It snowed today. I woke up around 4am and looked out the window and it looked so beautiful. I remember that day. It was a very special day. A day I could never forget. A day I love remembering. It's the day we had our first kiss. I remember like it was just yesterday. But it wasn't, it was two years ago, under that oak tree.
December 2nd 2013
Eva :)
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Today I woke up to Louis lightly shaking me. "Hmm?" I managed to get out pulling the covers over my head trying to go back to sleep. "C'mon." Louis shook me again. I opened my eyes the clock read 4:50am. I groaned knowing I wouldn't get back to sleep. "Louis its almost 5am in the morning, what could possibly be going on?" I looked at him, he looked like he had been crying. I could tell he was taking Niall not being here really hard, probably harder than I am. I sat up and he was playing with his fingers. "Louis?" I tried getting his attention. He mumbled something I couldn't quite here. "Huh?" I asked. "I want to play out in the snow with you, because we're both hurting and snow makes us feel better." He said with a lump in his throat. I smiled to myself and got up and got my boots on and we went outside. We didn't talk much we were probably out there until about 6am and started throwing snowballs at each other. Its the first time in forever we smiled. We just looked at each other, his smile faded and began to cry. I hugged him and rubbed his back. "I miss her." Was all he said. "Why don't you get her back?" I said still hugging him. "I can't." He cried even harder, I could feel his warm tears on my shoulder. "Why not?" I asked.
"She's with someone else."
Guess what??? It snowed today. I woke up around 4am and looked out the window and it looked so beautiful. I remember that day. It was a very special day. A day I could never forget. A day I love remembering. It's the day we had our first kiss. I remember like it was just yesterday. But it wasn't, it was two years ago, under that oak tree.
December 2nd 2013
Eva :)
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Today I woke up to Louis lightly shaking me. "Hmm?" I managed to get out pulling the covers over my head trying to go back to sleep. "C'mon." Louis shook me again. I opened my eyes the clock read 4:50am. I groaned knowing I wouldn't get back to sleep. "Louis its almost 5am in the morning, what could possibly be going on?" I looked at him, he looked like he had been crying. I could tell he was taking Niall not being here really hard, probably harder than I am. I sat up and he was playing with his fingers. "Louis?" I tried getting his attention. He mumbled something I couldn't quite here. "Huh?" I asked. "I want to play out in the snow with you, because we're both hurting and snow makes us feel better." He said with a lump in his throat. I smiled to myself and got up and got my boots on and we went outside. We didn't talk much we were probably out there until about 6am and started throwing snowballs at each other. Its the first time in forever we smiled. We just looked at each other, his smile faded and began to cry. I hugged him and rubbed his back. "I miss her." Was all he said. "Why don't you get her back?" I said still hugging him. "I can't." He cried even harder, I could feel his warm tears on my shoulder. "Why not?" I asked.
"She's with someone else."
@megsworld
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