They don't know about us......

Eleanor pov:
"Mum can you please turn down the music, I'm getting a massive headache."
I was up all last night balling my eyes out and drinking away the pain. I couldn't stop drinking, I felt so empty and I tried to use liquor to fill in that hole but it just didn't work. Last night hit me hard like a wrecking ball I couldn't move forward or backwards, I was their frozen. Louis confirm he was going to be a dad yesterday and when that happen my Twitter and Instagram notifications were blowing up. All I could think about was him. I wonder how he felt, if he was ok or if he was frozen like me. What hurt the most is that I couldn't go over their to see him and talk to him. I couldn't even simply text him and ask or phone him. My pride took over me and so I sat their frozen and I decided to call my bestfriend over and drink it up. I thought that was the best thing I could do and now here Iam with a big ass headache and a hole that is still yet empty.
Louis pov
"Louis it's time to wake up man we have a busy day today."
I could hear Niall screaming in the distance but I didn't bother to get up. We are gonna preform at MetLife today and I was extremely excited but now I'm not so sure any more. I'm not in the mood for anything but sleeping and hoping that this is all a nightmare and I will just wake up and everything was back to normal. Back when I had Eleanor...
Everything felt so right when I was with her. I had no worries in the world when I was with her. The world would just stop when I saw her. People assume I have a thing with Harry but we are simply just best lads. The reporter yesterday quickly thought that Harry was quiet because he didn't approve of me being a dad but he was simply shock just like the rest of the lads. I was shock, I would have never thought this would happen this soon. But what's done is done, now I just have to be here and be the best father I can be. But this is all to much for me and the lads and even the fans. I don't even want to check social media right now. All I need is someone to be here and tell me it's all gonna be alright. Maybe jogging will help me clear my mind.
Eleanor pov
It probably took my mum 30 minutes to drag me out of my bed but she some how succeeded.
"The best way to get stuff out of your head is by exercising" my mum said.
"Is that true or do you just want me to join you?" I said laughing.
"A bit of both" my mum said.
We just started laughing and I made up my mind and join her. I quickly put on some shorts, a sports bra , and put my hair in a pony tail and we where out the door.
Louis Pov
I arrived at Liberty park, and no one was their which is a good thing since I want to be at peace. Don't get me wrong I love my fans but sometimes it's nice to be alone for once. I decided to listen to The Fray since its been a while. As I ran through the trail I couldn't help but to run even faster. I felt like I was being chase and all I could think about was Eleanor and her reaction about all that has happen. Eleanor was the love of my life and I wish she was back in my life. I kept running, I'm running out of breath. I feel like I'm drowning.
BAM!
Eleanor Pov
Me and my mum took our separate ways when we arrived at the park. I wanted to run in the trail where there was more trees because I didn't want paparazzi to see me and start asking me questions about Louis. Music always put me in the best mood so as I was running I was listening to The 1975. I kept running and then in the distance I saw some guy with a red sports jacket on the ground. I wanted to turn back around and pretend I didn't see anything but I had a gut feeling to keep going forward. So I did and as I got closer the guy seem very familiar it looked like he ran into a tree and then I slowed down and tap the guy in shoulder.
"Hey are you ok, do you need any help?" I said.
Louis pov
"Hey are you ok, do you need any help"
Oh no.. I know that voice.
I got up and slowly turned around.
"Lou..is" she said
She stood their frozen and so did I. She looked so beautiful and I could see her big hazel eyes. It's been over a year since we last saw/spoke to each other. I can see why she stood their frozen. I didn't know what to do or what to say. I want to pour myself out to her but I can't we aren't together or friends. I miss her so damn much. We can't stand here in silence.
"I'm fine Eleanor, how- how you've been?" I said.
Eleanor pov
"I'm fine Eleanor, how- how you've been?" Louis said
I felt dizzy and lightheaded and his words went blurry and so did everything else.....
*1 hour later*
I open my eyes and the first thing I saw was Louis close to my face stroking my hair and then I notice that I was in his bed right next to him. He was holding me and I actually wanted to go back to sleep and pretend I didn't see him for we could be like that more time. It was to late he saw me.
"Hey how are you feeling?" he said
"Well I feel comfortable and confuse and fine at the same time." I said
"Look I made you some tea and some eggs and toast." Louis said
He is so fucking perfect and being here with him feels so right. But then it hit me.
"Wait how I'm here? Where is my mum? " "Wait are you ok I saw you ran into a tree" ?!" I couldn't stop panicking.
"Shh, don't worry your mum knows you're here and you fainted, and don't worry I'm fine now" he said it so smooth and slowly.
It felt just like old times except it wasn't like old times. It's completely different and so much has happen. I got up really quick and headed to the door. Louis ran to me and grabbed me by the hand and pulled me into him.
"Eleanor this past year I've been feeling like crap and I need you here to stand by me and tell me everything is going to be ok. Eleanor please I need you please don't leave me. I know we haven't talk in ages but please hear me out and I will explain everything. I love you Eleanor so damn much." He said all of this crying.
" Louis I missed you even more, all of those sleepless nights without you felt like hell and your weren't their for a year I need to move on and keep going with my life and I hope you make a great father Louis I really do"
I ran out the door and at this point I was crying.
*****END OF CHAPTER ONE*****

Notes

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