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Tell Me A Lie

Chapter 4 - Confused feelings

Harry's POV

I was in a field of flowers, it was so beautiful. There was a beautiful rainbow in the sky, butterflies were surrounding me but only one butterfly caught my eye. It had outstanding colors that no other butterfly had. It seemed to be drawing me to follow it. It felt as if I didn't have control over my own body. I just followed the butterfly until it suddenly landed on the shoulder of a girl. I was unable to see who she was as her back was facing me.

"Who are you?" I asked the mysterious girl.

The girl turned around and I was shocked to see that she was.... Alex? She looked so beautiful with her long brown hair and hypnotizing green eyes.

'What the? Alex's a girl?' I thought, bewildered.

"Alex is that you?" I asked, my eyebrows furrowed.

"Who else would it be?" she asked with a smirk.

"But it can't be, you're a girl" I said. How could it be? Alex was a boy, not a girl! And here she was, standing in front of me looking like a girl.

"Oh but I am, Harry." she said, taking a few steps forward towards me.

I just froze in place while she continued coming closer until our faces were just a few centimeters apart.

"So Harry, what's running through your mind right now?" she whispered looking at me with those gorgeous eyes.

"I..... I......." I stuttered feeling my heart pounding so hard against my chest that I was afraid that it would jump out.

"Come on, Harry" she whispered, her lips only millimeters away.

I leaned in closer and as our lips were almost touching......... She disappeared.

Gasping, I sat up from my bed. I looked at Louis' bed, checking to see if I woke him up but I saw him sleeping soundly. Then I recalled the dream I had.

"Is Alex a girl?" I whispered to myself.

'Maybe this was the reason why I feel this way towards her.... What am I saying?! Harry, he can't be a girl. Liam would never lie to us.' I thought, trying to convince myself.

I cleared it all out of my mind and looked at the clock to see that it was 5:30 am, then I proceeded to the kitchen to cook us some breakfast, which is also a daily routine for me. As I heated the pan I got all the ingredients to cook a ham and cheese omelet. After a bit of preparing, I was finally done after 30 minutes. I was in the living room waiting for the others when I heard quiet footsteps sneaking about in the dining room and I instantly knew who it was.

"Hey, Niall step away from the food!" I shouted approaching the dining room.

"But I'm hungry" Niall whined.

"Let's wake up the others first before you finish it all by yourself." I said, chuckling.

"Uhmm....... Okay." Niall said, pouting.

Me and Niall woke everyone up except for Alex because I knew it would be better for him to sleep more because he's probably worn out from jet lag. As we all got to the dining room we sat down and ate.

"Where's Alex?" Liam asked, looking up from his plate.

"Well, I let him sleep in today because I know he's probably worn out from his flight." I said then took a sip from my tea.

"Oh ok." Liam said then continued eating.

After about 40 minutes we finished eating and just relaxed in the living room.

"Hey Harry could you please wake Alex up. We have an interview today at 12 and I don't want to leave her here." Liam said.

"Uh...." I hesitated a bit, "sure" I said then headed to Alex's room.

I quietly entered Alex's room and saw him sleeping soundly, his back facing me.

"Alex, wake up." I said, slowly approaching him.

It didn't seem to wake him up so I got closer and slightly shook him awake.

"Alex c'mon, wake up." I said.

He still didn't wake up but he did groan then faced me. I couldn't help but stare at his face. I suddenly had a flashback of my dream, the one when me and the girl Alex almost kissed. My gaze then turned to his lips and it seemed to be drawing me closer to it, to the point where our lips were almost touching.

Suddenly I saw his eyes slowly opening, I didn't know what to do. I took a step back and just froze in place. He was stunned at what was happening and we just awkwardly stared at each other for a bit.

"Uh Liam said you should eat your breakfast now 'cause we have an interview later and he wants you to come with us." I said while rubbing the back of my neck.

"O-okay." he stuttered then I exited his room and went back downstairs.

"Is Alex awake yet?" Liam asked as I sat down on the couch.

"Yeah he'll be down in a bit." I said.

A few minutes later we heard footsteps coming down the stairs and saw that it was Alex who was already dressed up. As Alex approached the living room, I tried not to look at him.

"Guys, management texted me and they said that we should be at the headquarters at around 11:00 for the interview to promote TMH." Liam informed us as we all gathered in the living room.

"Alex, why don't you eat your breakfast while we get ready." Louis said. Alex nodded then proceeded to the dining room.

Me and Louis went to our room and I took the opportunity to tell him what happened.

"Uhm Louis," I said, sitting down on my bed.

"Yeah mate?" he asked.

"I wanna tell you something." I said.

"What is it Harry?" What's wrong? You know you could tell me." He said sitting down beside me.

"Well..." I started "I had this dream."

"What is it about? C'mon Harry spit it out." Louis exclaimed, looking at me.

"Long story short, I dreamed that Alex was a girl and we were about to kiss when she disappeared. When I woke up I couldn't get the dream out of my head and I almost kissed Alex. The worst part of it was that Alex saw what I almost did." I rambled on and on.

"Wow, that is messed up. Maybe it's because Alex is a bit feminine that's why you dreamed of him being a girl which caused you to do crazy things." He offered, shrugging his shoulders.

"But Louis, you don't understand. I've been feeling weird ever since he arrived. Like, for example, I felt sparks when I first hugged him and I felt jealous when Niall and Alex were on top of each other. I don't know what's going on with me Lou. I'm so confused. I'm not gay, right?" I said, putting my face in my hands in utter confusion.

"Harry, mate it's alright. Maybe you're just stressed out because of your break up with Taylor. You're not gay OK." Louis said, patting my back.

"Ok thanks Lou." I said.

"You're welcome, now if you'll excuse me I need to get ready for the interview." Louis said then disappeared to the bathroom.

After Louis went inside the bathroom, I just sat at the edge of my bed and tried to convince myself that I'm not gay. After Louis was done taking a shower, I occupied the bath room.

The hot water against my skin was really soothing and it helped me clear my head for a while. After my shower I exited the bathroom and got dressed and met the boys in the living room. Liam called Paul then and put the phone on speaker.

"Morning Paul." we said in unison.

"Morning boys." Paul replied.

"Hey Paul, what time are you gonna be here?" Liam asked.

"Well, I'm kinda stuck in traffic so maybe about an hour or less." Paul said and we could hear the beeping cars in the background.

"Ok.. Oh hey Paul I almost forgot, can I bring my brother along with us? I hate to leave him here alone." Liam said.

"Sure Li. The more the merrier. Ok well I gotta go the traffic is clearing up. See you guys later." Paul said.

"Bye Paul." we said and then Liam hang up.

"So what now?" Niall asked.

"Let's just talk." Zayn suggested and everyone agreed.

"So, How was your sleep Alex?" Liam asked.

"It was ok but I was actually a bit uncomfortable 'cause of my new surroundings and since it's my first day in your flat. By the way thank you guys for letting me stay with you so I could be with my brother. " Alex replied offering us a slight smile

"By the way what happened last night?" Alex asked "All I remember was me and Zayn were in a closet then nothing." he added

"Well you had a panic attack last night then fainted, I brought you back to your room afterwards." Liam explained

"Oh........ Ok" Alex said

I was relieved that he didn't mention what happened this morning.

'Thank God' I thought to myself.

"Oh, that's alright you'll get use to it. Just remember if you need anything, don't hesitate to ask any of us. Our rooms are always open." Louis said, offering Alex a big smile.

"Thanks guys." Alex said, smiling back.

The next few minutes consisted of joking around and randomness but it was cut off by a honk from our front porch indicating that Paul had arrived. Liam went outside to fetch Paul. Once they were inside Liam took the chance to introduce Paul and Alex to each other.

"Paul, I'd like you to meet my brother Alex, and Alex this is Paul our 'baby sitter'" Liam said.

"Nice to meet you Alex" Paul said reaching out his hand.

I saw a bit of hesitation in his eyes and he also seemed to be a little uncomfortable. I was confused as to why he was like that but shrugged it off as to being nervous.

"Anyway, let's go guys" Paul said and we all got inside the car.

We jammed around to the songs in the radio during the whole ride. After an hour and a half we arrived at the headquarters and headed down to the studio where we met up with Nick Grimshaw.

"Guys, nice to see you again." Nick said shaking all of our hands but stopped at Alex.

"Well, who do we have here?" he said eying Alex which made him a bit uncomfortable.

"This is my brother Alex." Liam said stepping in front of Alex in what seemed to be a protective way.

'What is going on here?' I thought, confused.

"Well it's nice to meet you Alex. Would you like to join us in the interview?" Nick asked.

"C'mon Alex, it would be fun." Niall said giving him a big grin.

Alex thought about it for a bit then agreed.

"Great, now let's get on with the show." Nick said then started the show.

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