Everything I Didn't Say

My sweaty palms wouldn't let me pick anything up this morning. I was far too nervous for what was to come for today. It was nearly 3:30 in the morning but I couldn't sleep. Not one bit. "Stop pacing mate, it's keeping me up." Calum groans.

"Sorry." I apologize. "I just can't sleep. I'm too nervous. What if she doesn't like it?"

"She'll like. I know she will." He yawns and rolls over on his side which is pretty much on top of Michael. I invited the guys to stay over since I was going to need help in the morning with my big plan. Ashton said that he was going to wake up super early so that he could help. He couldn't stay the night because he had to take care of his siblings.

I don't know how he does it. I don't know what I would do if I had to take care of a kid at my age. I can hardly take care of myself. I try to push the thoughts out of my mind, and sleep. So I crawl in my bed and place my pillow over my head as if to shove out the screaming whispers.

Adeline

I stand in the shower at midnight crying. As I let the water rush down my back, I sob harder and harder. I wipe the water from my eyes, and look down at my bare stomach. When I stood tall enough, I could already see my baby bump forming. This made me cry harder. I had nothing planned out. I didn't know what to do at all. Of course I was going to have to tell my parents what happened, but when I tell her everything will crumble down.

I'll have to give away mine and Luke's private getaway. I'll have to explain why I really got a job and why I started taking college classes again. Everything will fall down and my nightmares will turn into reality.

I sob and sob, and sob. My hot tears mix with the now cool water. Suddenly I hear the door open and my mother's voice. "Adeline? Are you crying?" She asks.

I cup my hand over my mouth to try and stifle my sobs, still feeling my tears running down my face. "Adeline?" My mother says again.

"No." I sniff.

"Addy, baby what is it?" I see her shadow walk near the curtain and I watch as her hand draws the curtain back. I instantly hunch over so that she cant see my stomach. Not because I was embarrassed or anything. She birthed me, so she knows what I look like. "Honey what is it?" Her concerning voice washes over me and I turn the water off and run to her.

My mother hold my wet, nude body on the floor letting me weep. "I'm sorry." I whisper. "I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for? Addy, honey what is it?"

I stand up and let her see my bump. "I-I'm pregnant, ma."

I watch her face pale and she starts stuttering. "I-it's-" She stops and swallows. "Who's the father?"

I hesitate and look her in the eyes. I say goodbye to my innocence and come clean. "It-it's Luke."

Luke

My alarm sounds at 6:00am just like I had planned. I lay there and rub my eyes for what seems like forever. Then somehow without me even realizing him leaving, Calum reenters the room with Ashton follow behind him. "Get up, asshole. I didn't wake up at 5 in the fucking morning to watch you sleep." Ashton barks at me, waking Michael up in the process. Yeah, you could say he's not a morning person.

"What the fuck?" Michael groans.

"Stop saying fuck, my mum is here." I whine and begin to sit up. "Speaking of my mum, I'd better get her up." I say and head for her bedroom.

"Mum?" I whisper by instinct. I look at the empty imprint in her bed and grow confused.
"Mum?" I say again louder just incase she was in her bathroom.

"In here, Lukey!" She chirps. I make an 'o' shape with my mouth and follow the direction her voice came from followed by an overwhelming smell in the kitchen.

"Mum, you didn't have to make a breakfast. We're kind of on a time schedule." I chuckle, grabbing my plate anyways.

"Well if you're going to wake me up at the crack of dawn then I'm making you a hardy breakfast." Mum smiles. "So what is this plan you have?"

"Well you'll find out." I smirk looking at the guys. Michael's face is placed in his food, Calum actually smirks with me, and Ashton gives me his normal bitch looks that he used to give me when we had to wake up early for school. "Anyways, we'd better get going to have time." I say and push my half eating plate back.

After I get changed into some proper attire, I lead my mother down to our garage. "What are we-Luke!" Mum exclaims, looking at the large wood chipper, and the numerous bags of ice in the back of my father's pick up.

I cup her cheeks in my hands. "Promise me that after we do this you won't hate me?"

"Luke I could never hate you." She sighs. "What is all of this."

"You'll find out." I tell her again. "But you still love me right?"

"Yes." She then laughs.

"Okay then, lets get going." I laugh along and we all file into the pick up.

Adeline

Dad was pretty mad at me after I explained everything. "How could you be so stupid?!" She screams again, making Shelby jump. I sit where I am, hugging my knees to my chest. I had woken everyone up from their slumber and we were all sitting in the lounge now.

Dad sighs and sits down beside me. "Look I'm not mad because you're pregnant. I'm made because you lied to us. This isn't you Adeline. You don't lie."

"What made you want to have anything to do with him after what he did to you?" Ma asks.

"He made mistakes, but he thought he was protecting me." I say, looking at Caleb and my Uncle Dan. "We talked about it, and I made him realize what he did was wrong, and we became friends. Then we started dating. He felt guilty for everything so he came clean to everyone. When you told us we couldn't be together, my heart broke. So we kept seeing each other, but one lie lead to many other and I realize that now."

"Do you love him?" Dad asks.

I nod. "I do."

He then sighs. "We'll figure everything out later. It's your birthday, how about you get some sleep for a while and we'll talk about it later."

I smile a little, feeling better that everything was lifted off my chest. "Okay." I say and head off to bed.

Luke
"Here we are." I say hesitantly.

"Why are we here?" My mother asks me. "It's that Adeline girl isn't it?" I nod.

"Look I love her. I really do. And you said that you wouldn't hate me."

"I don't, but you lied to me didn't you? You've been seeing her behind mine and her family's back."

I sigh. "Which is why I am here. I'm going to make everything right, I promise."

"Look at me." Mum says sternly. "If you really love her, then really show it. If you're only doing this because you want an 'in the moment' thing, then turn this truck around."

"I love Adeline mum. One day we're going to get married, and have a child of our own. I hate to say this, but I'm going to have to step out of the truck." I tell her.

Mum sighs and gets out too, followed by the boys. "Unload the truck and get everything together. We have some talking to do."

Adeline
I wake up to a piercing sound in my ears. I groan and roll over looking at the time. 8:16am. Shelby then burst through the door, grinning. "Happy Birthday!"

"What the hell?" I rhetorically ask, standing up and covering my ears.

"You're going to love this!"

"Love what?" I question, walking down the stairs in my slippers and a long tshirt. The sound of laughter and chomping kills my ears and I have to start screaming just to hear myself. Uncle Dan stands at the doorway smiling real big. "Happy Birthday!" He mouths, because I can't hear him.

"What's going on?" I scream in his ear.

"Look for yourself!" He screams back, pushing me out the door.

I step out onto my porch and my eyes instantly divert to the ground. It was a white
landscape. I look up in shock and see Michael and Calum playing in the white substance and Ashton with his siblings. I look back to see my mum and dad, Caleb, Shelby, and Luke's Mum and-wait Luke's mum?

My smile falters and I turn back around and spot the love of my life. Luke Robert Hemmings. He stands in the yard with snow clothes on smiling like a goof.

Luke

I watch as a smile creeps upon Adeline's face and she takes off running to me. The collision of our bodies makes us fall down, and she lands on top of me. Without thinking, she presses her sweet lips to mine and takes my pain away.

"What is all of this?" She asks, clearly out of breath.

"Well I couldn't bring you to the snow, so I brought the snow to you." I explain.

Addy laughs, and kisses me again. "Am I forgiven?"

"You should be the one forgiving me." She smiles. And I kiss her.

"Well you're forgiven." I whisper. The her face pales and she looks over to our parents.

"I talked to them. They know about our love now, and nothing can tear us apart ever again."
"Thank you so much." She smiles and kisses me once more. "No matter how much we like it, neither of us will ever be apart from each other again." Adeline says.

"What'd you mean?" I ask.

Adeline draws in a deep breath and says, "I'm pregnant."

My whole heart explodes and feelings I never knew I had erupt in me. I'm going to be a father with the girl of my dreams. Everything has fallen into place. I'm glad I moved into her neighborhood for that short period of time, because if not I couldn't have told her how I really felt.

I could've never had a family with her, a future, a life. I'm glad she didn't let our difference overrule what we felt. I'm glad I told her everything I didn't say.

~The End~

Notes

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