Everything I Didn't Say

"Are you ready?"

"For what?" I ask Luke, whilst sitting criss cross on his bed.

"The party tonight? I'm sure you've never been to one. It'll be an experience of a lifetime."

"Sure it will."

"Come here." Luke puts out his arms, gesturing for me to get wrapped up in him.

"I love you Addy." He murmurs against my head.

"I know." I look up in his disappointed eyes. I know he's waiting for me to tell him that I love him back, but now's not the time. After everything that has happened between us, I cant say I love him, but I sure do like him a lot.

"Kiss me." Luke whispers, me still in his grasp. I stand on my toes, reaching up to touch his lips. The grip he has on my waist gets tighter as he deepens the kiss, sliding his tongue along my bottom lip, asking for entry.

"Lu- OH GOD! THEY'RE FUCKING!" Michael barges in, exclaiming out of proportion.

Luke sighs and kisses my nose. He walks out of the room, me behind him. "Eww don't even look at me right now. This is like my parents all over again." Michael shields his face from us, which only makes me laugh.

"Geez we weren't doing anything. Calm down." I assure him. "You walked in on your parents?"

"It's not funny, Anderson. The worst part was that they actually finished and then came out to tell me what the meaning of sex was." He shivers while I giggle.

"Even if we were going to do anything, you would've ruined it. Why are you here anyways?" Luke wonders.

"I was going to pick you all up for the party tonight."

"No need. I've got a car." I put my hand out, palm up in a stop position.

"So I drove all the way out here, and walked in on foreplay, all for nothing?" Mike complains.

"That's why they make phones." I retort.

"Later losers." Mike shrugs, not knowing he just triggered some pain. Luke sees it, and grabs my hand, leading me to the couch.

"He didn't mean it."

"I know." I nod. Of course he didn't mean it, he was just being his regular bitchy self.

"So where were we?" He asks hovering above me.

"I think you might need to refresh my memory." I tell him, my breathing already getting heavy.

He falls into me, crashing his soft lips onto mine. Luke trails down my neck, leaving soft loving kisses. He exposes more of my collar bone and kisses there. "Your so beautiful." He mumbles. "So, so good." He moves down and lifts the bottom of my shirt up, exposing my stomach and begins leaving kisses there. I moan at him just being this low on me.

A car door slams. "Shit." Luke looks out the window, to find his parents getting home from their business trip. He grabs a pillow and places it over his erection, shortly after his parents come in.

I place my hand over my mouth to keep from laughing. Luke blushes while he grins, biting at his lip ring.

'Let's go.' He mouths. I nod, standing up and grabbing his hand. I walk in front of him to hide his member that stands at attention.

"That was so fucking close." Luke laughs.

"I know! Oh my goodness you should have seen your face!" I burst out in laughter. We walk to my car, as I grab the keys from my pocket.

"Your not nice." He pouts.

"Neither were you."

~xx~

"Welcome, Welcome to paradise." Ashton opens the door to Michaels flat. Already a lot of people were here, and that kind of made me feel uncomfortable.

I stay close behind Luke, making sure I don't lose him out of my sight. "What do you want to drink?" Luke yells at me over the music.

"What's here."

"Beer or soda?" He rephrases his question.

"Soda." I nod. Once I receive my drink, Luke pulls himself a beer.

"Dance with me baby." Luke slurs, obviously tipsy.

I giggle, letting him lead me to the dance floor. As we dance, he grabs my hips, pulling me closer to him, making me grind against him. "You feel good against me, Addy. Oh god."

I blush and tense at first, realizing that more people than just us surround us. Luke relaxes me by touching my arms, sending chills down my spin.

"I have to pee." He states, leaving me alone. All by myself.

Calmly, I make my way of the dance floor. Luckily, I find Michael pouring himself a drink. "Why aren't you with Luke?" He asks.

"Oh he went to pee and I didn't want to be by myself." I explain.

"He really likes you. Like a lot. He talks about you non stop. Luke really does love you, and I know it may not have seemed like it in the past, but that boy has some true feelings for you. Trust me. Ask him, I heard true feelings come out best when a person's drunk." Michael says then disappears in the crowd.

"There you are." Luke sighs most likely coming back from peeing. He hungrily presses his lips to mine, pushing me up against the wall. I look around but no body seems to care. Problem is: I cared.

"Luke stop." I say, trying to push him off of me. He doesn't budge. He slides his hands up my shirt, attempting to touch me. "Luke stop!" I sternly state this time, causing him to stumble back.

"What the hell, Adeline?!" He yells.

"I could say the same to you! What the hell?! Don't do that to me in public!"

"So you want to be a closet couple? Not me. I'm going to show people what's mine! You know I'm glad I fucked that girl, at least she gave me what I was looking for. Unlike you. You wont even walk near me in public." Luke growls, making tears pour down my face.

At the last minute, he slaps back into reality, realizing what he has just done. "Addy.. I-" I shake my head and walk away. "Addy don't go, I didn't mean that!" He calls. I keep walking. "I'm sorry!"

This makes me stop. "Your sorry? Ha!" I snort, shaking my head.

"I am. I never meant to hurt you."

"But you did." I point out, walking away.

"I didn't mean to! I love you!"

"But not enough!" I sneer. "That is not the way you treat somebody you love. What were you planning to gain from all of this? You've already taken everything away from me! My friends, my self confidence, and now, whether you realize it or not, my family! I have nothing now because of you! I thought you were different. I thought you changed. Better yet, I thought you loved me!"

"Addy, don't go. Please don't walk-"

"No! You don't get to have that! Don't call me, don't talk to me, stay away from my family. Don't step foot on my doorstep ever again! I hate you! Thanks for the experience of a lifetime." I spat, my tears now drying.

And with that, I slam the door to my car, leaving behind my happiness with him. One of the last things he stole from me.

Notes

Oh my goodness guys, I'm terrible xD Did you like it? Let me know what you thought in the comments section. If you liked it, Vote/Subscribe/Comment

Much Love,
UnknownRocker