The Making Of Us

Harry still has an iron grip on my hand even though we are in the safety of the building now. We walk up to the podium still fingers interlaced with each other as he tells the usher we need a private table for two.

“We have a table open on the patio or we have small table in the back that should be opening in about 45 minutes if you would rather wait.” The usher says

“Well seeing that we were just mobbed by paparazzi I think we will wait for the table in the back, thank you” Harry says

Harry, still holding my hand drags me over to sit at the bar while we wait for a table to open. We are watching the soccer match between England and Ireland. It’s a close game but I think England is going to take it. We’ve been sitting in silence for a while before a few young girls come over asking Harry for a picture and autographs. Harry looks over to me for approval before I nod my head. Why would I care if he takes pictures and gives autographs to these girl?

“Oh you guys are so cute together, I was hoping you two would get together” one girl says to Harry

“Oh were not” he starts but is cut off by the other girl

“Can we please get a picture with the both of you? So are you guys like a thing now? What happened with Niall?” the girls’ questions seem to never end

Finally the get the pictures and autographs they want and spend a few minutes talking with Harry about the band and the other boys and if they are planning a tour for this fall again. Which they are, they have the new album coming out in about a month called Take Me Home. The tour is supposed to start in September right after Niall’s birthday.

“Well that was awkward” Harry states

“Just a little. You don’t think they believe we are… together do you?” I ask him

“No, we are friends… just friends” Harry says his voice cracking a bit

“Harry?” I ask

“Yeah love” he replies

“I have a confession to make” I say

“What’s that?” he says not really paying attention but watching the game on the tele.

“When you told me the other day that you still had feeling for me and I told you I didn’t like you that way and said to keep it to yourself and not let Niall find out about your feelings for me,.. Well I lied a bit when I said I don’t have feelings for you. Because for some reason I do, I get butterflies in my stomach every time I’m around you and I can’t for the life of me get you out of my head.” I blurt out speaking fast.

That caught his attention. Harry whips his head around to look at me.

“What are you talking about? When did you of all people start feeling this way towards me? You’re Niall’s fiancé you can’t be having feelings for anyone else but him” Harry says

“ I know I love Niall with all my heart and never want to hurt him, but I don’t know I can’t help the way I feel. God damn it Styles why do you have to keep reminding me how pretty I look, or how amazing I am and tell me how much you care for me”

“Because its true Cassie. You are the most beautiful girl I’ve met. I do care for you and when I took advantage of you it tore me apart on the inside to know that part of me is what caused you to go off the deep end. You don’t know how sorry I am for doing all of that. But I do love you… I love you more than a friend should, and I don’t care who knows it anymore.” With that Harry reached over and planted a passionate kiss on my mouth. I hear the cameras clicking and see the flashes. Great now the paps have something for the media. I can see it now 1D WHORE AT IT AGAIN. I think to myself. I push Harry back glaring at him, my face hot with annoyance.

“Harry why would you do that?” I whisper shout at him

“I’m sorry love I couldn’t resist it. It’s been so long since I’ve tasted your sweet breath on my tongue.”

“You can’t just go around kissing me whenever you feel like. I am engaged, I have a fiancé at home who is pissed off at me right now and will be even more pissed off now that there are pictures of us kissing….again” I say a little louder this time

My head is spinning I don’t have time to process what just happened before the waitress comes over to take us back to our table. When they said in the back they meant in the back. In the corner of the restaurant sits a small table with two chairs on either side. As of right now the place is empty, Harry looks over at me smiling from ear to ear. I know what he’s thinking and it’s not going to happen.

It’s bad enough that the paps got photos of us kissing. We order our food and eat in silence, Harry tries several times to talk to me about my feelings for him but I just shut him out. I don’t want to talk about that right now. My phone starts buzzing like crazy with text messages, I pick it up to see Taylor has texted me like 17 times in a row.

“WTF are you doing with Harry Cassie? It’s all over TMZ right now. Kissing him Cassandra? How could you do that to Niall? How?” is what I read when I opened the first text.

From then on it was link after link to different articles that have already been written about Harry and I in the short time we’ve been here.

“FUCK ME!” I say loudly Harry looking over at me with concern on his face

“What is it love?” he asks

“This” I say shoving the phone in his face.

“I told you it would be in the media by morning and it is. Niall is going to kill you and I both you know that right? What the fuck are we going to do now?” I say tears streaming down my cheeks

“We’ll just tell him I was out with someone else and they photo shopped the pic of us kissing.” He says

“No that won’t work we can’t lie to him. I’m sure he’s called the hotel a million times by now and Mary has told him I am out with you.” I say

“Well that was your own stupidity for telling her to tell him that” He shoots back at me

“Harry can you work your magic and get us a bottle of Grey Goose please. I’m starting to feel the need to let loose. I feel the whirlwind of trouble that is about to happen when Niall turns on the television.” I say

Harry sweet talked the waitress into bringing us a chilled bottle of Grey Goose I add it into my Sunkist drinking it slowly, then once I have a nice buzz going on Harry and I start taking shots not caring that they burn going down. We are pretty well hammered by now and I have to call Olli to come get us from the restaurant. We stumble out to the car when he pulls up, there are still some stragglers left from earlier tonight; I see the flashing of cameras in my face once again. Harry is holding my hand once again and I use his strong hard body to prop myself up to walk. We reach the hotel and I make my way back up to my room, Harry says he’s fine sitting outside to get some fresh air, then Olli offered to take him home.

Harry’s POV:

I’ve got to tell her how sorry I am for kissing her tonight. Niall is going to shit bricks when he sees the tele and the tabloids tomorrow morning, I’m a dead man walking. I can’t find Olli anywhere so I make my way over to the elevator and go up to Cassie’s floor. I stumble down the hall to her door banging on it a little too loudly.

“Just a minute” I hear her say

The door flings open and there she is standing in nothing but her bra and panties with her robe undone. I don’t know what came over me but I shove my way into the room and slam the door shut. I grab Cassie and pin her to the wall. She closes her eyes as she pleads for me to let her go, but I can’t

“Cassie you and I both know you want this. You’ve wanted this… you’ve wanted me for a while now right? Well here’s your chance” I growl in her ear.

Cassie moves her head to the side as I start sucking and nipping at her neck. A small moan escapes her mouth, so I take that opportunity to plunge my mouth onto hers, kissing her forcefully. Passion burning brightly along with being smashed drunk we end up having the wildest sex ever.

“Wow Cass I didn’t know you had it in you” I gasps

Cassie POV:

I roll over instantly regretting what I had just done… again….with Harry. I lie on my side facing away from him hoping he would get out of bed and shower or something so I could get up, but he doesn’t. I roll over and he is already staring at me.

“How long have you been watching me?” I say tears in my eyes

“Well it’s not every day you have the best sex of your life then turn to see your partner is rolled over crying… was it that bad?” Harry asked

“First off I am not your partner. We should have never done this Niall is going to kill the both of us. He will never forgive me for this. We will never live a normal life because of you Harry Styles” I say tears flowing heavily down my face

Niall POV:

Mom is blowing up my phone for some reason and I have no clue what for. I grab the phone to look at the messages she’s sent to me

“Quickly turn on the tele Cassie and Harry are up to something love” I read out loud.

I turn on the TV to see that reporters have caught them out to dinner and a few fans have confirmed seeing them kissing and holding hands in plain sight. What the fuck are they doing? Cassie knows she’s not to be alone with Harry.

He can’t be trusted and this just goes to prove how right I am. I look at the links mom has sent me. At this point I am irate, I don’t care if it’s two in the morning I grab my keys and drive downtown. I know she’s staying at Mary’s hotel, I’m not stupid she stays there every time she’s come to visit me.

“Mary what room is Cassie in?” I say out of breath

“Niall, oh uh she didn’t want me to tell you what room she was in” she said calmly

“Why because she’s fucking around with my supposed best friend? Just tell me the room number Mary” I ask with more force in my tone

Here is a spare key to the room, I am going to turn around and if that key disappears I know nothing about it” she says turning around

I grab the key and head up to the 5th floor, room 578. I find her room and use the key to unlock it, I slowly shut the door not making a sound. I walk the short distance to the bedroom and see them. I see that bastard and her in bed together obviously I’ve interrupted something.

“What the fuck is goin on here?” I yell

“N..N..Niall I’m so sorry” Cassie starts but I cut her off

“Save it! I’m done with your sorries. I’m not good enough for you? You feel the need to keep fucking my friend as if I can even call you that anymore you lying, backstabbing smug son of a bitch. You two deserve each other” I say not meaning half of what I just said. I am so pissed off that shit keep rolling off my tongue.

“Niall please I’m sorry. This is a mistake, I’m sorry please” Cassie says

Cassie POV:

Niall says nothing more he walks up to the bed and hits Harry square in the face. Harry’s nose starts bleeding instantly and he cries out in pain. Niall drags Harry out of the bed hitting him a few more times. I wrap myself in the sheet from the bed and get up to separate them before they kill each other.

“I was just starting to trust you again and you go and do this shit! So what every time something terrible happens you’re going to fuck my girl? Huh Harry?” Niall yells at him

“No mate, that’s not what happened” Harry says

“He’s telling the truth Niall.” I say

“What? What are you talking about Cassie” he asks

“Niall I’m sorry, with everything that’s happened to us I just… I just… I don’t know” I say as a wave emotion over comes me

“Harry I think it would be best if you leave before I fucking rip your balls off and shove them down your throat” Niall says staring him down

Harry grabs his clothes and hurries out of the room, Niall comes to sit on the bed and motions for me to come sit by him. I walk over, head down not looking at the person in front of me. I feel so ashamed of myself, I’ve ruined everything I worked so hard for.. and for what?

“Is this the part where you tell me to fuck off and live a happy life and never talk to me again” I say

“What? Cassie NO… god NO. YES, you’ve fucked up and yes it will take some time before I can trust you and that son of a bitch again, that’s if I can ever trust him again. What happened here tonight” Niall asks me

"Well I was upset about our fight earlier today and Harry came her knocking on my door thinking I was going back home. He told me a few weeks ago that he still has feelings for me. He asked me what we were fighting about and I asked him to go out to eat instead of talking about the fight we had." I explain

"We got to the restaurant and the paps were taking pictures of us and we had to wait almost an hour before we could be seated so in the mean time we sat and talked and the topic of feelings came up. I feel horrible for saying this but I have or at least had feeling for Harry too. I’m sorry Niall I promise those feelings are pushed aside now though. I realized that I don’t want anyone else but you and only you. Maybe it’s all the shit we’ve been through lately I don’t know but I want you… I choose you” I say trembling barely able to speak

Notes

Niall is super pissed but he still loves and cares for Cassie. He can't stay mad at her forever. Harry also loves Cassie but he's going to have to give those feelings up and Cassie needs to stop giving into Harry.