A Single Mother
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I dropped the phone an grabbed my bag niall just stood there wondering what was happening. "What's going on" "Sadie er stopped breathing got to go" i said in a panic "Here let me take you" "Ok" We ran out to the truck, I opened the door slamming it sondid Niall. We rushed to the hospital and ran into the waiting room. Where we found Katie sitting there crying with her head down. I ran over to her. "What's going on, where is she" "They took her back they haven't said anything yet I'm so sorry I should have been watching her closer" I walked up to the desk an asked for my daughter but they said sit down the doctor would be right with you I was mad i wanted to see what was wrong with my girl. I went and sat down next to niall I was mad at Katie mad at the world mad at God. Why had his happened I thought ovr an over again. Suddenly the doors opened and s Doctor csmenout all sad looking. My heart broke into a million pieces I was scared of what was going on. "Miss White" "Over here"/I called " OK so your baby Sadie is on a ventilator, we still trying to figure out what happened " "Is she going to be OK" "We dont know yet to early to tell" "Oh God i can't lose my baby" "Were doing the beat we can possibly do" "Just save my baby" "We will try" He walksd away back threw the door, I put my head down and started crying. I can't lose my baby girl, I felt a hand on my back it was niall being all sweet on me but I wasn't in the mood. How has this happen. I looked over at Katie who was crying to I knew it wasn't her fault. We waited around into the doctor told us more. I walked outside to get some fresh air I didn't realize niall had followed me. "You OK" "No my baby is on a ventilator" I said crying "Come here love" I walked over to him as he put his arms around me. I started crying even harder as he rubs his hand on my back trying to comfort me. He leans over and kisses my forehead, and kept telling me everything was going to be alright. How did I know that my baby was on a ventilator, suddenly the doors open and Katie came running out the doctor wants you. I let go of Niall and walked inside with the doctor was waiting for us, he didn't look any happier more sad my heart broken into a million more pieces. "I'm.sorry to say your baby has a 40% out of 60% chance of living" "No its can't be your wrong" "I'm sorry miss white" "Can I see her" "I'm sorry we doing more tests on her if I were you I would go home its going to be a long time before you get to see her I will call you if anything changes" "Alright thanks" I want to tear from my face turn the Niall and shake my head yes he took my hand and all three of us left the hospital me and Niall headed back to the house. Niall pov Sitting on the couch drinking a beer trying to get everything out of my head Amanda was over there drinking a beer too I never seen a drink before but apparently she does. She had more beers then I had. We were watching a movie trying to get everything out of our heads but it wasn't working we were still thinking about Sadie. Amanda got up at for another beer this one tonight. I was on my third, it was going to be a long night. I was drunk and so was she. She came over an laid down putting her head in my lap. I didn't mind I loved her . .......
