LOVE PLANT
chapter 9
Niall’s Point of view:
I’ve just left my cousins house and on my way to get my bags and fly back home. We have had a one month off and heading back to do our where we are tour. We are going back next week and going to North America. Then by early October we will be done thank god. This tour was really short but still exhausting. I pull up at the house go into the flat check all the rooms to make sure I haven’t forgotten anything. I head into her room and find her sleeping so peacefully with a piece of her hair over her face. I gently walk up to the bed; sit on the side and just look at her. I wasn’t joking when I offered my kidney to her but maybe she was right I mean we do have another tour in another few months. I pull the strand of hair remove it from her face, I feel a vibrating sound thank god it didn’t wake her. It’s the driver saying his here, I take at one more look at her before I go I slowly get up and kiss her forehead. What happened with us a week ago was not a random thing, with her I see this beautiful yet broken girl and for some reason I want to be the one to fix her.
1 month later:
“Come one lets go mum.”
It’s a cold Thursday morning and mum and I are going for our usual Tuesday, Thursday (treatment) days off) walk. We walk for about twenty to thirty minutes in the morning. I know it’s not much but it’s something. We head out the front door head down the streets and go on the familiar walking path we have been doing for ages now. We talk about just random things and walk and walk and just are happy as we can. I know the treatment and everything that goes with it is a lot for me to handle, but then I stop and think and wonder what it must feel like for my mum. I mean if it was I and I had to watch my daughter go through all of this I probably would not be able to cope. I would just wish there would be something I could do to help her. Mum and dad have been tested if there match for a kidney for me but she has diabetes and dad has other issues and I wont let my brother because his too young and has his whole life ahead of me, he doesn’t need any setbacks. I told my mum that Niall offered, and when I did she just cried and cried, which was a bit weird and she called him praised him like there was no tomorrow. My family know Harry and I broke up, but they don’t know why. Honestly I didn’t tell them the truth that way my brother and dad would have had to give ‘I’m going to kick his ass’ speech. I just told them that I needed time for myself and I didn’t want anything holding Harry back, and I said that Harry was cool with it and he said he would always be there for me even if we weren’t together. Yea I know I made him look like a saint when I should not have. Niall and I speak almost everyday, he is my best friend and I think I prefer it that way we just bounce off each other very well. I still speak to Liam, Louis and Zayn and the girls sometimes call me, which is lovely. Harry and Taylor have broken up which isn’t surprising at all, I am slowly waiting for a song to be released about him.
“And any drinks for you?” the waitress asked me
“Umm yes I’ll have a latte please.” The waitress smiled and walked away.
Mum and I are sitting down at a café to have some lunch, and then we will go to the supermarket and do our dinner shopping. That is always our routine we go for a walk in the morning, get ready, have lunch, do the shopping and I always cook dinner I love it so much and it’s a real distraction for me.
I’ve just left my cousins house and on my way to get my bags and fly back home. We have had a one month off and heading back to do our where we are tour. We are going back next week and going to North America. Then by early October we will be done thank god. This tour was really short but still exhausting. I pull up at the house go into the flat check all the rooms to make sure I haven’t forgotten anything. I head into her room and find her sleeping so peacefully with a piece of her hair over her face. I gently walk up to the bed; sit on the side and just look at her. I wasn’t joking when I offered my kidney to her but maybe she was right I mean we do have another tour in another few months. I pull the strand of hair remove it from her face, I feel a vibrating sound thank god it didn’t wake her. It’s the driver saying his here, I take at one more look at her before I go I slowly get up and kiss her forehead. What happened with us a week ago was not a random thing, with her I see this beautiful yet broken girl and for some reason I want to be the one to fix her.
1 month later:
“Come one lets go mum.”
It’s a cold Thursday morning and mum and I are going for our usual Tuesday, Thursday (treatment) days off) walk. We walk for about twenty to thirty minutes in the morning. I know it’s not much but it’s something. We head out the front door head down the streets and go on the familiar walking path we have been doing for ages now. We talk about just random things and walk and walk and just are happy as we can. I know the treatment and everything that goes with it is a lot for me to handle, but then I stop and think and wonder what it must feel like for my mum. I mean if it was I and I had to watch my daughter go through all of this I probably would not be able to cope. I would just wish there would be something I could do to help her. Mum and dad have been tested if there match for a kidney for me but she has diabetes and dad has other issues and I wont let my brother because his too young and has his whole life ahead of me, he doesn’t need any setbacks. I told my mum that Niall offered, and when I did she just cried and cried, which was a bit weird and she called him praised him like there was no tomorrow. My family know Harry and I broke up, but they don’t know why. Honestly I didn’t tell them the truth that way my brother and dad would have had to give ‘I’m going to kick his ass’ speech. I just told them that I needed time for myself and I didn’t want anything holding Harry back, and I said that Harry was cool with it and he said he would always be there for me even if we weren’t together. Yea I know I made him look like a saint when I should not have. Niall and I speak almost everyday, he is my best friend and I think I prefer it that way we just bounce off each other very well. I still speak to Liam, Louis and Zayn and the girls sometimes call me, which is lovely. Harry and Taylor have broken up which isn’t surprising at all, I am slowly waiting for a song to be released about him.
“And any drinks for you?” the waitress asked me
“Umm yes I’ll have a latte please.” The waitress smiled and walked away.
Mum and I are sitting down at a café to have some lunch, and then we will go to the supermarket and do our dinner shopping. That is always our routine we go for a walk in the morning, get ready, have lunch, do the shopping and I always cook dinner I love it so much and it’s a real distraction for me.
Love I
8/31/15