LOVE PLANT
chapter 39
Niall’s point of view:
“Your very lucky she’s been here for you.” Harry says to me
I am very lucky to have her but I don’t know.
“I just feels like she is obligated to look after me, like she owes me something.” I say
Main character point of view:
Is that what he really thinks? I don’t see myself obligated to look after him. I want to be here for him I do. I head into Niall’s room and place the tray on his bed and don’t even look at him and I am about to walk out of his room.
“Why are you still here?” he asks me and my head automatically turns to him.
“What do you mean Niall?” I reply
“You don’t have to be here I have heaps of people here. I don’t need you” I understand Niall is frustrated with this situation his in. He feels like his a burden and people are only helping him because he thinks they feel sorry for him, I know this because I was in his situation.
“I want to be here Niall, you don’t have to push me away.” I say in the calmest way possible.
“Well I don’t need you here”. Now that hurt I can feel the tears coming.
“Niall I know your frustrated, but”
“NO YOU DON’T” he yells back at me now I am crying and he doesn’t even seem to care.
“I think you should go” I give him a nod
“Yea I’ll give you time to cool down”.
“No I mean GO HOME BACK TO AUSTRALIA” he says, with that I walk out the door head into the guest room and start to pack my things but it’s hard to concentrate through all my tears.
I leave the house in tears no one even noticed I left which is bad I should have said good bye to Maura but I didn’t want her to see me like this, she already has enough on her plate. I get in a cab and head over to the hotel where Kylie and I sated. Luckily they have one room left available so I take it, it’s the penthouse but I might as well cry in style. After hugging the pillow and crying into it I can understand Niall’s frustration but it doesn’t mean he has to yell at me it hurt I was there for him and that’s how he repays me. I snap out of my thoughts as I hear the door knock I get up to answer it to reveal Harry.
“Wow nice room” he says as he walks in.
I tell him everything that happened with Niall and I bury myself in his chest and cry. As I am done finished with my tears I take myself out of his chest and stare at him I look into his eyes I have really missed them my mind isn’t really clear at the moment. Next minute I know Harry and I are kissing, on the bed I am basically on his lap and my fingers are running through his hair next without breaking the kiss he is holding me behind my head laying me down on the pillow as my head hits the pillow he takes of his shirt to reveal is perfectly abed body with the tattoos. He helps me take my leggings of kissing my thighs all the way back to my lips, I am now in my bra and underwear and we go back for another passionate kiss. He is in nothing but his boxers I left up my knees and wrap my legs around his waist still on the bed he begins to kiss to my neck, my arms and chest I pull him closer into me. He looks at me my god he is so gorgeous right now “Are you sure” he says I just simply nod.
Two days later:
I am still at the hotel I am just chilling in this massive room with El and Sophia. So since Harry and I hooked up, I mean it was amazing I missed him every time I was with him he always made me feel safe but I can’t help feel a bit guilty I mean I have no idea where this leaves us I was really upset with what had just happened with Niall and I wasn’t thinking clearly. I have messaged Maura a few times to see how Niall is doing, he is still the same getting better slowly but shutting everyone out. The girls and I have just finished dinner, when Louis and Liam have come over now.
Louis comes over to me and sits beside me.
“Hey love want to tell me what’s on your mind?” Louis sweetly asks me.
“It’s nothing.” I say
“Really because I spoke to Harry.” Oh shit
“Oh my god you probably think I am a slut now” I say
Louis just laughs
“No sweetie, I don’t.”
“You still love him?”
“Of course I do, I mean its Harry. I say truthfully
“Ok are you still in love with him?” now that’s the answer I don’t know.
“Your very lucky she’s been here for you.” Harry says to me
I am very lucky to have her but I don’t know.
“I just feels like she is obligated to look after me, like she owes me something.” I say
Main character point of view:
Is that what he really thinks? I don’t see myself obligated to look after him. I want to be here for him I do. I head into Niall’s room and place the tray on his bed and don’t even look at him and I am about to walk out of his room.
“Why are you still here?” he asks me and my head automatically turns to him.
“What do you mean Niall?” I reply
“You don’t have to be here I have heaps of people here. I don’t need you” I understand Niall is frustrated with this situation his in. He feels like his a burden and people are only helping him because he thinks they feel sorry for him, I know this because I was in his situation.
“I want to be here Niall, you don’t have to push me away.” I say in the calmest way possible.
“Well I don’t need you here”. Now that hurt I can feel the tears coming.
“Niall I know your frustrated, but”
“NO YOU DON’T” he yells back at me now I am crying and he doesn’t even seem to care.
“I think you should go” I give him a nod
“Yea I’ll give you time to cool down”.
“No I mean GO HOME BACK TO AUSTRALIA” he says, with that I walk out the door head into the guest room and start to pack my things but it’s hard to concentrate through all my tears.
I leave the house in tears no one even noticed I left which is bad I should have said good bye to Maura but I didn’t want her to see me like this, she already has enough on her plate. I get in a cab and head over to the hotel where Kylie and I sated. Luckily they have one room left available so I take it, it’s the penthouse but I might as well cry in style. After hugging the pillow and crying into it I can understand Niall’s frustration but it doesn’t mean he has to yell at me it hurt I was there for him and that’s how he repays me. I snap out of my thoughts as I hear the door knock I get up to answer it to reveal Harry.
“Wow nice room” he says as he walks in.
I tell him everything that happened with Niall and I bury myself in his chest and cry. As I am done finished with my tears I take myself out of his chest and stare at him I look into his eyes I have really missed them my mind isn’t really clear at the moment. Next minute I know Harry and I are kissing, on the bed I am basically on his lap and my fingers are running through his hair next without breaking the kiss he is holding me behind my head laying me down on the pillow as my head hits the pillow he takes of his shirt to reveal is perfectly abed body with the tattoos. He helps me take my leggings of kissing my thighs all the way back to my lips, I am now in my bra and underwear and we go back for another passionate kiss. He is in nothing but his boxers I left up my knees and wrap my legs around his waist still on the bed he begins to kiss to my neck, my arms and chest I pull him closer into me. He looks at me my god he is so gorgeous right now “Are you sure” he says I just simply nod.
Two days later:
I am still at the hotel I am just chilling in this massive room with El and Sophia. So since Harry and I hooked up, I mean it was amazing I missed him every time I was with him he always made me feel safe but I can’t help feel a bit guilty I mean I have no idea where this leaves us I was really upset with what had just happened with Niall and I wasn’t thinking clearly. I have messaged Maura a few times to see how Niall is doing, he is still the same getting better slowly but shutting everyone out. The girls and I have just finished dinner, when Louis and Liam have come over now.
Louis comes over to me and sits beside me.
“Hey love want to tell me what’s on your mind?” Louis sweetly asks me.
“It’s nothing.” I say
“Really because I spoke to Harry.” Oh shit
“Oh my god you probably think I am a slut now” I say
Louis just laughs
“No sweetie, I don’t.”
“You still love him?”
“Of course I do, I mean its Harry. I say truthfully
“Ok are you still in love with him?” now that’s the answer I don’t know.
Love I
8/31/15