LOVE PLANT
chapter 19
Niall’s Point of view:
Ok I did overact last night when I walked out but I went to talk with Deo and I chatted with him about it.
I’ve come to the realisation now that Harry will be coming back in a few days everything will maybe go back to how it was I mean she’s healthy now and nothing is in her way she can get that life back she did when she was Harry being a young and in love and I do want that for her. But why can’t it be with me? I have stuck by her through everything I was there not him; he was probably going around the world and screwing a different chick every night. She will always pick him he is her first love. I know I should probably tell her how I fee but what’s the point? She doesn’t feel the same.
Main characters point of view:
I honestly have no idea what Niall is thinking or feeling. I don’t want him to feel like I have abandon him because I haven’t, he is the only one that really stuck by me through everything and I can’t thank him enough, I literally would not be standing where I am if it wasn’t for him. He really stepped up and showed me how a man is and how loves someone and sticks by with them no matter what. That’s what I have always wanted for someone to stick by me through not only during the good and happy times but the bad and scary parts as well. Now that everything is good and fine with me I don’t want him to feel I’m going to abandon him because I wont. I do feel something for him I don’t know exactly but I am willing to work on it with him but I doubt it, he doesn’t feel the same way about me, he only sees me as a friend.
Niall’s Point of view:
When Harry returns she will be dying to get back with him. He will always win this battle his first one that made her feel loved and worthy. I guess I’ve just been here to keep his seat warm.
Main character point of view:
But then there is Harry I have all these unresolved feelings towards him, I mean we didn’t really break up, and I couldn’t keep him on a leash when I was sick that would not have been fair. He was my first everything and made me feel loved and worth something. But Niall he demonstrated it in a non physical way.
Ok I did overact last night when I walked out but I went to talk with Deo and I chatted with him about it.
I’ve come to the realisation now that Harry will be coming back in a few days everything will maybe go back to how it was I mean she’s healthy now and nothing is in her way she can get that life back she did when she was Harry being a young and in love and I do want that for her. But why can’t it be with me? I have stuck by her through everything I was there not him; he was probably going around the world and screwing a different chick every night. She will always pick him he is her first love. I know I should probably tell her how I fee but what’s the point? She doesn’t feel the same.
Main characters point of view:
I honestly have no idea what Niall is thinking or feeling. I don’t want him to feel like I have abandon him because I haven’t, he is the only one that really stuck by me through everything and I can’t thank him enough, I literally would not be standing where I am if it wasn’t for him. He really stepped up and showed me how a man is and how loves someone and sticks by with them no matter what. That’s what I have always wanted for someone to stick by me through not only during the good and happy times but the bad and scary parts as well. Now that everything is good and fine with me I don’t want him to feel I’m going to abandon him because I wont. I do feel something for him I don’t know exactly but I am willing to work on it with him but I doubt it, he doesn’t feel the same way about me, he only sees me as a friend.
Niall’s Point of view:
When Harry returns she will be dying to get back with him. He will always win this battle his first one that made her feel loved and worthy. I guess I’ve just been here to keep his seat warm.
Main character point of view:
But then there is Harry I have all these unresolved feelings towards him, I mean we didn’t really break up, and I couldn’t keep him on a leash when I was sick that would not have been fair. He was my first everything and made me feel loved and worth something. But Niall he demonstrated it in a non physical way.
Love I
8/31/15