Real love tested.
chapter 48
The sun is streaming through the curtains, I get up wash my face, get dressed and head out the door. Off to the hospital there is general chit chat between dad and I but not a lot as I am still angry and confused about last night after Harry had said all those things. I sent a text to Niall saying I was on my way to the hospital and we could hang out later.
I get home from the hospital and head straight to my room to my bed and have a sleep. After what feels like forever I get up from my bed and head into the dining room where everyone is seated and even Niall and we all sit and talk about our day while we eat. I use my fork to move my food around not really having an appetite, and Niall places his hand on my thigh under the table to get my attention. He mouths the words ‘what’s wrong’? I just shake my head indicating that nothing is wrong. After dinner I go to my room and watch tv, Niall is over at his cousins house and wont be back till later, although I told him he could spend the night there and that I was fine. I grabbed my phone and tried to call Harry AGAIN! But nope nothing straight to voicemail. I am no longer sad anymore I am angry. I get his upset with me, but I just want to work it out with him and tell him everything that I only told Liam because his been in a similar situation and Niall overheard a phone call about it. But his being stubborn and God I hate it. I need to fix this, I don’t know how but I will.
The next morning Niall text me saying his on his way back from his cousins house, he ended up falling asleep there, which is completely fine. I made my way to the flat and had my laptop out and just browsing through the internet. Niall comes in “morning love, how you sleep.” He greets me with his goofy smile. “Yea good, good, how’s your family?” I asked. “Yea there good.” He replies back.
I am about to get up off from the table but something catches the corner of my eye on my computer. I click the link and all of a sudden the anger I have built up inside me has returned back to sadness again. I cannot believe it I sit back on the chair and begin to cry a river Niall notices me and comes rushing and hugs me and starts rubbing my arm hushing me and telling me everything will be ok. But it won’t be, I know it.