Real love tested.

The next break Harry and the boys get is in another month, the rest of the boys will be flying back home to see their families and girlfriends. Harry will be spending two weeks in London and then another two weeks with me, and then they will head off to America for the next part of their tour.
It has been two weeks since Harry has left and is exploring the world and playing at different arenas each night. We text all the time call one each other every night, despite the time difference for wherever he is. The boys are nearly finished their third album and are going to announce a stadium tour very soon. I am so proud of them all. I still can’t believe what they have accomplished in three years.
I am still having treatment three times a week and Harry has been really supportive he calls me when I get back home from the hospital and makes sure I am ok. School is officially over and I graduated with a certificate I don’t really care that much that’s all I got but knowing I had the ability to finish school with everything else happening to me, I am still so proud of myself.
It’s a sunny Saturday afternoon and I am sitting in the flat all lonely and silent especially when the boys aren’t here, it’s funny I can still hear their goofy laughs every time I walk into the flat. Laying down on the couch in Harry and mines usual spot and scrolling down up my Twitter feed. I then decide to give Harry a call. He answers the phone pretty quickly but he doesn’t sound his usual happy chirpy, quirky self.
“Is everything alright Haz?”
“Yea why wouldn’t it be?”
“You just don’t sound happy.”
“No, no I’m fine.”
This conversation is so dry and just feels a bit awkward.
“Look I gotta go, busy.”
“Oh ok, don’t work too hard, I lo......”
Before I could finish speaking he just hung up. That was really strange and weird; I don’t know what is up with him.
Later that night I try to call Harry again but it goes straight to his voicemail. So I try again and again voicemail. Maybe I’ll try tomorrow.
Sunday morning, I wake up check my phone for any missed calls or messages and nothing. I get changed in my black leggings and a grey hoodie, get my runners on and head out the front door for a walk. The cold air is making my body cold and my cheeks and hands are frozen. Walking for about ten minutes and I am trying to clear my head and wonder why Harry is acting so weird, I mean everything has been so good with us, he knows the truth and has been nothing but supportive. And yes ok maybe I was a bit too quick to judge him thinking that as soon as I told him he would run away, but he has been amazing. I stop at the park that Harry and I would always go to, and I see a couple down there sitting on a picnic rug and laughing and smiling at each other, it reminds me so much of Harry and me. I smile to myself as I walk away and head straight home. I go to my room check my phone, I don’t like bringing it with me for my walks too much of a distraction. Still no messages from Harry I then sit on my chair push it in my desk and go on my computer and decide to do some online shopping.
After buying nearly the whole shop of clothes. I decide to check Facebook I click on my notifcations I have one, my friend has tagged me in a post about Harry Styles. I click on the link and all these photos and some girl pops up and the headline reads ‘HARRY STYLES PARTYING IT UP IN LA! WHO IS THE MYSTERY GIRL?’ I am taken back a bit and wonder if it is true or not. I know rumours are made up about him all the time. But this time the pictures look so real and the one photo that is breaking my hear into a million pieces is him and this ‘mystery girl’ with his arm around her. I grab my phone from my charger and try and stop from the tears from coming. I dial Liam’s number and he answers.
“Hi Liam how’s it all going?”
“Good love, how’s everything with you?”
“Good as it can be. Listen have you noticed Harry acting differently lately?” I just come right and say what’s on my mind.
“Umm well, to be honest yes he only speaks to us if it’s work related, we only see him during sound check and then the show then he heads out at night. CRAP I’ve probably freaked you out now, sorry!”
“No it’s ok Liam, I just his been very, very distant lately, I don’t know what’s going on.”

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