Real love tested.
chapter 36
In my room at my desk trying to start my English essay on the novel Interpreter of The Maladies. But nothing is going on the page I have all these ideas in my head that I want to use but they somehow aren’t leaving my brain to pen to paper. I drop my pen and place both my hands on my face and wipe my eyes intensely. Two tears one from each eye drops down onto both my cheeks. I shake my head and tell myself not to feel sorry for yourself this is your life now and you have to try and roll with it the best way I can. I then pick up my pen again go to the page as I am about to write something down my phone starts vibrating on the corner of my desk. I rummage through all the papers that are everywhere on my desk and finally find it under my dictionary and it’s incoming call from Niall.
“Hello” I answer.
“Hey how are you love?”
“Yea I’m alright.”
Niall is the person who knows when something isn’t right. So it doesn’t surprise me that he knows I’ not really ok.
“What’s wrong, you don’t sound like your usual quirky self.” He asks me
SEE WHATI MEAN
“Nothing just a lot of homework”
“Come on spill, what’s on your mind.”
“Nothing I promise Niall.”
“Ok but I’m not getting off the phone till you tell me”
I just laugh to myself.
“But could you please hurry and tell me, this phone call is costing a fortune.”
Dam Niall is good he knows how to get me.
“Dam you Niall.”
“So what’s on your intelligent mind?”
“Ha yea no, definitely not intelligent.”
“Well, it’s just that everythi.ng is getting to me, I’m so annoyed at everything and anyone. Treatment is affecting me lately I have been feeling very tired and sometimes vomiting after it, my blood pressure goes very low. Then there is school and homework and assignments and I know that’s nothing to really worry about, but I actually do want to do well in school it’s my final year and I want to do well.”
WOW it’s great to get that all out I think to myself.
“Ok love listen.”
I smile to myself because every time I hear Niall talk his accent makes everything better.
“No one knows but you how you should handle your situation. So do it your way, if you want to cry, laugh get mad or anything just do it. And your school work that’s about the only think you can control right now so of course you want to do well, which you will I know you will.”
Niall honestly gives the best pep talks he is the one who brings you back down to earth even when you’re having such a crap day. I feel really bad I should be talking to Harry my boyfriend about this.
“Thank you Niall you have a way with your words for sure.”
“I know that’s why I’m the perfect one in the group. I got the looks, the charm and the best advice.”
“Oh my god you self indulged person I’ve ever met. Haha but you’re the best. Some girl someday will be lucky to become your wife.”
“Yea well that’s true as well. Listen got some work to do so I’ll speak to you later on and hang in there.”
“Thanks Niall. See you Leprechaun”.
I hang up the phone and get back to my essay. An hour later I am surprised at myself I have one more paragraph to go and then I am finished.