Real love tested.
chapter 30
“Is there anything I can get you babe?” I’ll let you sleep then.
I feel someone brushing my hair out of my eyes and someone placing their hands on top of my forehead placing a kiss on my cheek.
“Harry?”
“Yea”
“Thank you so much for being here, just you being here is more than enough, taking time off from your tour and being here. Thank you so much.” I whisper to him as I am too weak to even speak at a normal tone.
“I’m always here, I’m not going anywhere.” Harry says reassuring me everything will be ok and he will always be by my side.
My eyes flutter open two hours later and I realise all that was just a dream. Yes I slept for two hours I am still so tired I’m just thinking is this what it’s going to like all the time I finish my treatment. My head is still spinning, I feel a funny sensation in my hands like everything I touch is so sensitive and I could honestly continue to sleep until the next day. My mum yells out and tells me dinner is ready so I head into the dining room and eat my pasta, take my tablets then head back into my bedroom. I grab my phone off the charger and see a missed call from Harry so I dial his number and wait for him to answer.
“Hey babes how are you, how was your first day of school?” Harry asks me
“Yea it was alright so exhausting though.” I reply back. I am hoping Harry doesn’t hear the different tone in my extremely tired voice.
“Are you ok, you sound different?”
“Yea no I’m fine I’m just really tired it hit me hard today just how difficult this year will be.” I said to him as a tear fell from my eye and onto my cheek.
“You’ll be fine you’re the smartest most intelligent beautiful girl I know, everything will be ok and you’ll get through it.” Harry says back to me.
It’s like he knows about everything that is going on, although he doesn’t. His words are comforting and reassuring.
“Thanks babes really appreciate it.”
“I’m always here, sorry to do this but I gotta go love you”
“Ok bye love you too.”
I said as I hung up the phone.
It’s been a couple of weeks and so far my treatment is going as good as it can be there have been no other complications that would sometimes come along with it. Which I am so thankful for. I only go to school Tuesdays and Thursdays I am trying by best to keep on top of my school work, I do my homework while I’m having treatment so I don’t fall behind at school and it’s also a distraction for me and helps the time of four hours of treatment go much faster. I have spoken to Harry every single day and the tour is going really great they are all so excited to be on the road and on stage again. He still doesn’t know about me but I don’t want to worry him and distract him while his on tour so it seems for to go it alone for a bit and tell him when I feel is an appropriate time.
I feel someone brushing my hair out of my eyes and someone placing their hands on top of my forehead placing a kiss on my cheek.
“Harry?”
“Yea”
“Thank you so much for being here, just you being here is more than enough, taking time off from your tour and being here. Thank you so much.” I whisper to him as I am too weak to even speak at a normal tone.
“I’m always here, I’m not going anywhere.” Harry says reassuring me everything will be ok and he will always be by my side.
My eyes flutter open two hours later and I realise all that was just a dream. Yes I slept for two hours I am still so tired I’m just thinking is this what it’s going to like all the time I finish my treatment. My head is still spinning, I feel a funny sensation in my hands like everything I touch is so sensitive and I could honestly continue to sleep until the next day. My mum yells out and tells me dinner is ready so I head into the dining room and eat my pasta, take my tablets then head back into my bedroom. I grab my phone off the charger and see a missed call from Harry so I dial his number and wait for him to answer.
“Hey babes how are you, how was your first day of school?” Harry asks me
“Yea it was alright so exhausting though.” I reply back. I am hoping Harry doesn’t hear the different tone in my extremely tired voice.
“Are you ok, you sound different?”
“Yea no I’m fine I’m just really tired it hit me hard today just how difficult this year will be.” I said to him as a tear fell from my eye and onto my cheek.
“You’ll be fine you’re the smartest most intelligent beautiful girl I know, everything will be ok and you’ll get through it.” Harry says back to me.
It’s like he knows about everything that is going on, although he doesn’t. His words are comforting and reassuring.
“Thanks babes really appreciate it.”
“I’m always here, sorry to do this but I gotta go love you”
“Ok bye love you too.”
I said as I hung up the phone.
It’s been a couple of weeks and so far my treatment is going as good as it can be there have been no other complications that would sometimes come along with it. Which I am so thankful for. I only go to school Tuesdays and Thursdays I am trying by best to keep on top of my school work, I do my homework while I’m having treatment so I don’t fall behind at school and it’s also a distraction for me and helps the time of four hours of treatment go much faster. I have spoken to Harry every single day and the tour is going really great they are all so excited to be on the road and on stage again. He still doesn’t know about me but I don’t want to worry him and distract him while his on tour so it seems for to go it alone for a bit and tell him when I feel is an appropriate time.