Niall's POV

Shaking, I lightly rub my arms covered in blood, I can't help but scream. Still shaking, I lay on my bed and cry. The pain all over my body is nothing compared to the pain in my heart.

"Niall, I love you, I can't spend one moment without thinking about you. It hurts me seeing you like this."
"Harry, I love you too, but it's not like you actually love me. Just leave me alone, please."
"Nialll-"
"No, Harry, there's nothing left to say. I can't do this anymore...I'm sorry."
"No, Niall-"
"No, Harry. Goodbye."

I take the pillow from underneath my head, and throw it across the room.

"I'm sorry."
"No, Niall, don't apologize...I am the one that needs to apologize."
"Harry, you never did anything to hurt me-"
"You are lying, and you know that."
"No, Harry, I'm not. I just want everything to go back to the way it used to be."

I believed my own lie, why was I so dumb?

"I thought you loved me!"
"I love you, Niall. I always have, and I always will."
"P-promise?"
"Niall, I promise."

The tears from my eyes make their way off of my face, and onto my bloody hands.

"H-Harry, stop."
"Don't tell me what to do, Niall."
"Ow, Harry, stop!"
"What did I just tell you!?"
"I'm sorry..."

I begin to cry harder recalling what happened next. These feelings I feel right now will forever leave scars, and will be remembered when I look back to these times of being in the dark. At least I will know I survived...If I ever get there.

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