.1 Living In Her Shoes

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"Oh dayumn..." Jason muttered, watching as a muscular guy walked by. "He's hot as fuuuuuck."

"You're so weird Jase" I laughed, shoving him a little.

Jason rolled his eyes, continuing "oh come on Anna, you know he was cute."

"Not even. He has no tattoos" I stuck my tongue out at him.

Jase muttered under his breath, looking at his shoes as we walked to school. I tried not showing it, but it was pretty obvious - my palms were sweaty, and I was starting shake with fear. I've always been an outcast - never a popular. My weird hair and even weirder look made me the target for most bullies.

I don't feel bad for myself - it's my fault. I'm not going to change who I am, and so they continue to bully me. Jason knows I have a rough time at school, but not this bad. He goes to a different school, sadly. He's my only friend- not even that ... He' like an older brother to me, and he basically lives at my house. We know everything about everything about each other- well, kinda.

He doesn't know about my bullies and the scars buried deep in my wrist... I could never manage to tell him. I know it would just break his heart.

"Anna, you're shaking again." Jase said worriedly, "Are you sure you're alright?"

"I-I'm fine .." I lied, not making eye contact "I just hate the fact that it's only Monday"

He laughed, a short burst. I could see the hell hole known as school peeking up over the hill. I just want to turn around and run, run far away. Why can't we walk any slower? My heart was just beating against my chest, about breaking my ribs.

I could see the people of my school, on the front lawn, gossiping away. "well, bye Anna" Jase said, wrapping me in one of his very tight bear hugs. "Do we have to go to school today?" I whined, hoping to make him ditch with me.

"I'm sorry but I actually like school," he chuckled, "I'll see ya at home. Bya teacup!"

"Bye Cupcake .." I muttered (A/N Teacup and Cupcake are nicknames :3)

I shuffled my feet across the concrete sidewalk, arriving to school too fast for my liking.

Here goes nothing

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As I walked the corridor of my pathetic high school, I could feel insults thrown in my direction. Hugging my books to my chest, and looking at the ground, I did my best to make it to homeroom unnoticed. So far, I’d say I was doing a good job. I kept pacing myself when I heard Lizza walking by, she gave me a funny look but I was able to dodge it and keep going.

She really pisses me off sometimes.

I kept going and gasped when I had bumped right into someone.

Well, so much for going unnoticed.

I didn't even have to look to know who I ran into. The spear mint cologne gave it away.

My eyes slowly moved upwards, meeting the outraged eyes of Louis Tomlinson. "Watch where you're going for bloody sakes!" He spat, I cringed at his voice.

"S-" I was not about to apologize to this asshole, "No. M-maybe you should w-watch where y-you're going, Tomlinson."

Shit. What did I just do? It's all my fault

"What did you just say?!" He asked, his words sharp and piercing my heart.

Tears clouded my eyes, but I managed to never cry in front of anyone. That was my law.

"Y-You heard me."

I was pushed against someone's locker, being held by my collar. "You talk to me like that again, I will not hesitate to fucking beat the shit outta you." He threatened.

Did he really just ... wow ... He'd never hit me, or said anything like that ... Tomlinson would never hit a girl, he knows at least not to go that far.

He let me drop to the floor, walking away. The group that formed around us followed him, making sure to insult me as they did.

Notes

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