Harry’s POV

‘’Best idea yet!’’ Niall says with a laugh as I continue to smoke the joint. This is the most relaxing thing I’ve ever have. I’ve done it before, believe me.. Just not in a while.

‘’Gonna get high as fuck..’’ I mumble, smirking as Niall begins on his third one.

‘’Harry Styles! How could you do that!’’ I heard that voice I fell in love with suddenly yell through the room, echoing between the walls. I throw the evidence down and look up to see her.

Emmy had her hand on her hip, the other one by her side. ‘’I’m not doing anything.’’ I say, shrugging lightly as I walk towards her some.

‘’Busted.’’ Niall says, continuing on his because he couldn’t care less what anyone thought about it.


It’s not like we do it all the fucking time, just even now and then.


‘’I’m not fucking stupid! Do you know how many brain cells your killing! You’re such a fucking idiot!’’ She yells at me.

As I get closer to her in the dim light I could see the tears beginning to stream down her cheeks.


Seeing Emmy cry makes me cry..


A tear slips from my eye as I witness her run her palms over her eyes, smudging her makeup as she tries to wipe off the tears.

‘’Emmy.. Please, baby, let me explain.’’ I sigh, standing only a half of a foot from her.

‘’No! I don’t need your damn explanation! There’s nothing you can say to make this okay!’’ She yells at me, stepping back some.

‘’Emmy, please baby. I… I promise it’s nothing. I won’t do it again, just please, hear me out!’’ I beg, grabbing her wrist as she tries to back up away from me. I jerk her forward, her body slightly bumping into mine.

‘’Emmy.. please.’’ I say, a few more tears leaving my eyes, followed by many, many more.

‘’No! Harry! I knew there was something you were hiding.. and this is horrible! Why would you want to do that to your body!’’ She yells at me, jerking her wrist free.

‘’I-‘’

‘’Save your shit, Harry! I don’t care what you have to say! I’m going home.’’ She says, opening the door and beginning to go up the staircase.

‘’No, Emmy please! Baby..’’ I call out as I hurry to follow behind her.

‘’Just wait on me, okay? I’ll take us home. We can go to bed or whatever, just please listen to me.. for a minute.’’ I beg just as she stops on a stair, almost all the way up the staircase.

She doesn’t move, just stands there. I hear her sigh loudly, and then she lifts her foot onto the next step. ‘’I never said I was going to your house.’’ She says as she opens the door, the loud music from the party filling my ears and blocking my pleads and calls to her.


I’m an idiot. She’s right, I’m fucking stupid.



Emmy’s POV

I never knew I could love someone as much as I love Harry, but right now, it’s hard to believe anything at all.

I love Harry with all my heart, he is everything to me and he knows it. But there are some things I can and cannot take.

His drinking, okay whatever I don’t mind, that’s okay.. I can handle that. But this, no, drugs is a huge turn off and I hate it because he doesn’t understand what it’s going to do to him.

Most people claim they just take one puff and their done with that shit, but that’s wrong. They won’t stop. I don’t want Harry to become like those people, those useless no good people.

Anyone would think that as much as he cares about me that he would have more respect for me than to ditch me and go do that of all things. I’d rather him hooking up with another girl than doing that.


Okay, no, that’s a lie. I would hate that, I would kill for revenge.


My point.. Harry will understand that he doesn’t realize what he has.. until it’s starting to slip away.

I know with all my heart and with everything that I am that Harry loves me, he loves the love we make and so do I, but sex isn’t everything in a relationship… I need to know I can trust him.

And obviously, just by what happened tonight, I might not be able to. And if I can’t, then I’m just going to have to pack up and leave.. go back home, not to my apartment, but home.

But I can’t make that jump yet, I just have to let this play out.

Right?

Yes, that’s right. Just let it all unfold.. and see what he has to say, but not tonight, not now. I’m too angry and hurt to do anything involving him right now.

“Emmy?’’ I heard that all too kind voice belonging to Liam. I turn around, wiping at my eyes but knowing that it’s not helping my appearance any.

‘’Love, what’s wrong? Are you alright?’’ He asks, pulling me to him.

I start sobbing against him, putting my arms around his torso. He holds me close, swaying lightly from side to side, just lightly.

“Shhh.. I know.. it’s okay… he’s.. he’s having some rough times.. I know what’s going on, but I promise Emmy, it’s okay.. shh.. don’t cry. I got you.’’ Liam soothingly whispers the words into my ears.

The party was giving me a headache, the music was too loud and the crowd was too big for my liking and comfortable zone. I just want to leave, go anyway, anywhere but to Harry’s.

‘’Liam.. I got it from here.’’ I heard Harry say, feeling a touch on my side.

‘’No.. she doesn’t want you right now, you’re an idiot, you know, for hurting such a faithful person. Emmy loves you Harry, and if you loved her like you say you do then you wouldn’t do stupid shit.’’ Liam says, squeezing me a little tighter.


It felt nice, I liked having a friend for once.


It was much more different than when Harry holds me or hugs me. It felt different because it was different, and I liked that. Liam gave me that caring brother like vibe, he’s one of those friends, and I really need one of those.

“Fuck off Liam, she’s going home with me.’’ Harry says with a sigh. ‘’No, you fuck off.. I’m taking her home, she doesn’t want to be with you anyways.’’ Liam replies. ‘’How ‘bout we let her decide. Because I’m sure she wants to go with me anyways.’’ Harry insists.

‘’Fine. Emmy.. love, what do you want to do?’’ Liam asks, loosening his grip some as I lean back. I look up at him, ignoring Harry completely.

Liam’s hands had a gentle touch as they were on my waist, keeping me in his possession where I wanted to be right now.

‘’I want you to take me home, Liam.’’ I mumble to him. He nods, kissing my forehead gently. I get back like before, holding him close and tight.




Another scar, another tear, another reason why.

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