Harry’s POV
‘’All I ever wanted for me and Selena is to be happy. To be perfect. To be normal. I can’t give her what she wants anymore. I’ve been able to give her what she wants.’’ I say.

‘’What do you mean?’’ Niall shakes his head lightly, not too sure I’m sure. ‘’Niall.. You and Jana have everything I ever wanted for myself. A family. Love. Everything.’’ I tell him. ‘’We’re not perfect.’’ He says.

‘’I doubt that.’’ I mumble lightly. ‘’There’s days when I leave.. and I don’t tell my kids why. There’s days when Jana ups and leaves.. and doesn’t tell anyone why. Jana left me for four straight months before we were even married.. we fight like motherfuckers.. we.. we have physical bruises on each other.. and you fucking think we’re perfect?’’ He asks, furrowing his eyebrows lightly at me.

‘’You have it better than I do. At least you can have kids.’’ I say. ‘’Harry, stop blaming yourself. There’s just some people who can’t have children together. Maybe God just doesn’t want that for you.’’ Niall says, trying to convince me of the same things my mother said. But I know its true, I just don’t want to believe it.

‘’Selena wanted kids, Niall. I wanted kids. God knows we did. I can’t give her what she wants.. there’s nothing I can do anymore to keep her happy. She doesn’t need my money, she has her own. She doesn’t need my warmth, she has her own.. she doesn’t need me.. she has herself.’’ I felt my eyes beginning to tear up. This was true, and I was for sure of it.

‘’Stop saying that Harry, Selena loves you. And you love her.’’ Niall insists. ‘’She doesn’t love me. I don’t love her. I used to.. until I realized she didn’t give a fuck about me.’’ I say, allowing those tears to just go on and flood from my eyes, just like they do all the time.

‘’What.. what do you mean..’’ Niall mumbles, gulping loudly as he’s witnessing me crying over someone who isn’t even worth it anymore. She’s not, nor am I. ‘’You think I haven’t saw the messages? The.. the phone calls.. the.. the letters.. the evidence. You honestly think when I leave town for business purposes.. or to visit my mother.. that Selena sleeps alone?’’ I say lightly, my heart is already broken so it can’t break anymore.

Niall just stares at me, parting his lips lightly, probably out of complete shock. ‘’Everyday I pray to God that she’ll hurry up and leave me. I’m sick of being her pathetic husband. She’s not happy.. she doesn’t love me, she doesn’t need me anymore. I just want to be happy for once… I wish I could be happy.. like I was a long time ago. I know you and Jana probably hate it when I’m over all the time.. but you know.. it makes me happy. Being in my own home doesn’t even make me smile. When I leave Selena alone.. and I’m by myself.. I feel.. happy. I feel free. When I see you and Jana.. and the kids.. I feel at home, like I’m actually loved by someone. You guys are my family.. you know that.. and you know that you’re the only reason I’m happy. And I love that reason.’’ I admit, my feelings and thoughts just flooding out like a bursting damn.

‘’If.. if you want to.. to be happy.. then go to the courthouse. You’re not happy with her.. so stop being with her.’’ Niall says, shaking his head lightly before sighing loudly. ‘’I want to. I really do.’’ I nod to him, making sure he knows that I’ve been wanting for a long time.

‘’Then do it.’’ He smiles only lightly, not much, but enough. ‘’Ni.. the other day.. I.. I was in the bathroom.. cleaning up a little.. and I was changing the garbage bag.. and I saw.. a condom package.. and of course.. I know who it belonged to.. but then I saw.. I saw something.. else.’’ I stop myself, this is the hardest part for me. The hardest.

‘’What.. what did you see, Harry?’’ Niall asks, his voice soft as he listens closely, paying me all of his attention. ‘’A.. a pregnancy test. So I asked… Selena about it and.. she.. Selena.. Selena told me… that.. she.. she’s pregnant.’’

Niall’s eyes widen as he stares hard at me, probably trying to comprehend all of this. ‘’It’s not.. not mine. Obviously.. it isn’t.’’ I shrug looking away from his gaze. It hurt me more than anything to have the girl I used to be in love with to cheat on me and finally be happy with her life when I was suffering trying and attempting to make her happy.

‘’And when it starts to become noticeable.. the entire world is going to freak. They all know that me and Selena can’t have kids together.. they’re not going to ever let it go.’’ I remind him of that.

‘’Wait.. who’s.. who’s.. baby.. is it?’’ He asks me, I could see the confusion on his face. ‘’Think about it.. he’s here.. he’s always been in her life..’’ I mumble, not wanting to say his god damn name.

‘’It’s.. Justin.. isn’t it. He.. I knew.. she could never.. get away from him. Harry, gosh, I’m sorry.’’ Niall tells me. ‘’Don’t apologize. She’s not worth it anymore.’’

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Jana’s POV
“Stay with me.. cus you’re.. all I need.’’ Niall whispers lightly in my ear as he holds me tight against him, the song playing through the speakers. We weren’t the only one’s dancing, but it was still perfect to me.

‘’Hmmhmm.. hmmhmm.’’ He hums to me, brushing his nose against my ear. The song goes off, and a better one comes on, a beautiful one, an amazing one. A perfect one.

‘’Goin’ out tonight.. changes in something red.. her mother doesn’t like that kinda dress. Everything she never had.. she’s showin’ off.’’ Niall’s voice made me smile, it’s been a very long time since he sung that to me.

He skipped the next verse, but he wasn’t the only one that started to sing aloud instead of in a whisper. ‘’We’re only gettin’ older baby.. and I’ve been thinking about it lately.. does it ever drive you crazy, just how fast the night changes. Everything that you’ve ever dreamed of.. disappearin’ when you wake up, but there’s nothing to be afraid of, even when the night changes.. it will never change.. me and you.’’

The ballroom sounded like a choir. It was amazing, it was just amazing. I smiled against Niall’s chest as I squeezed him tight. I was mumbling the lyrics, but he knew I loved it right now. Right here, right now. This is all I need.

‘’Hmm..hmm..hhmmm.. goin’ out tonight, changes into something red, her mother doesn’t like that kinda dress, reminds her of that missin’ piece of innocence she lost..’’ Niall started to rock us from side to side, just lightly though, to the beat of the music.

There were perks to having a musician as a husband. But a good advantage is that it’s just amazing. He can make up a song about anything, and he can find the beat and the rhythm and just slightly dance to do. ‘’It will never change.. me and you.’’

The music went to something faster, something a little more modern day. Me and Niall liked to stick to the older stuff, because its better. Ten years ago, music was different. But it’s always going to be the best.

Niall leaned back, releasing me and I released him. He grabs my hand, not saying a word as he leads me towards the door. ‘’What are we doing?’’ I ask with a smile as we reach the double doors of the ballroom.

‘’Shhh.’’ Is the only reply get. I sigh lightly as he opens the door and guides me out into the lobby, shutting the door behind us. ‘’What are we doing?” I ask with a light laugh leaving my lips. ‘’Babe.. just.. please.’’ He sighs lightly.

I furrow my eyebrows, not too sure of what’s wrong, or what’s going on, or anything really. ‘’Ni.. what’s wrong?’’ I ask as he lets my hand go. ‘’Nothing.. its just.. when I talked to Harry earlier.. he..’’ Niall stops, looking away from me.

‘’Babe.. what happened?’’ I ask, bringing my hand to his cheek, stepping closer to him. He sighs as he puts his hands on my waist. I don’t move my hand, I keep it there just to assure him I care, because I do.

‘’He said.. that.. he.. he just wants.. to be happy.. and he.. he’s not happy.. with Selena.. Jana, Sel’s.. she’s.. she’s pregnant.’’ Niall mumbles lightly. ‘’But.. her and Harry can’t-‘’ ‘’I never said.. it was Harry’s.’’ He interrupts me for the better, not to be rude.

‘’Oh.. my god. Please tell me it’s not.. who I think it is.’’ I whisper. Niall’s eyes find mine again, I see that they have a layer of water of them, it was hard for him I could tell. He didn’t like it apparently, nor did I.

‘’Yeah. It is. But.. Harry said.. not to worry.. that he was going to take care of it. He wanted me.. me to tell you.. he said he just couldn’t.. talk about it anymore. But he’s.. he’s going to get a divorce.. and he.. he’s hurting Jana, and I don’t know what the hell to do anymore.’’ Niall sighs a little.

‘’Babe.. there’s nothing you can do. Don’t stress is, okay?’’ I assure him. ‘’He said.. he said he was only happy.. when he was with us. It’s pathetic Jana, his own wife doesn’t even care anymore.’’ Niall tells me.

‘’Niall.. you can’t go blaming Selena completely. I’m sure Harry has some part in this. Maybe.. maybe they just don’t have any love left. It’s okay to.. to not love anymore.’’ I tell him, trying to convince him everything’s going to be okay with that situation.

‘’He said.. he told me to not.. to not talk about it, or tell her we know yet. He just wants us to have fun. He said he’s going to get a nice buzz tonight.. and we should focus on the party, not on his problems.’’

Notes

>>If some of the song lyrics are wrong or off track, I'm sorry. I'm very tired and stressed out at the moment. I didn't have time to spell check this or read over it. But anyways, please comment your thoughts I will update soon, I love you!<<
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