Love through a suicidal act...
"Just checking''
Joan’s POV
“What is the answer?” Mr Hays says interrupting my thoughts and getting a little impatient. “huh?” I say before I could even think. “What is the answer?” he repeats once again and this time I react. “Please will you repeat the question” I asked. “I asked you how…” is all that he could get out before one of the office ladies walked in and started talking. “Mr Hays, the principal wants to see you in his office when the bell rings” she said before she walked out and Mr Hays continued with class. “So as I was saying…” Mr Hays started off and this time he was interrupted by the ringing of the bell. “Class dismissed, Oh and don’t forget to bring the goodies for the project.” he said not very happy or impressed. “Enjoy your afternoon guys” he added with a fake smile and I started packing my books up and started walking out of the class. “Hii, Hii” a friendly voice said and I immediately recognised it as Hayley. “Hey Le” I said looking up to see her friendly, smiling face looking at me. “How was class?” She asked and I looked up at her as I started talking. “Well I was lost in my thoughts and in the mean while Hays asked me a question that woke me up and then I didn’t know the question and lucky for me, one of the office ladies walked in and when she left the bell rang” I said looking quite relieved at the end. “You can thank your bloody stars” she said smiling while patting my back. “I think if I thank them once more they… well let’s just say I won’t live to see tomorrow” I said causing Hayley to burst out in a fit of laughter. “How’s your story coming?” she asked me when she FINALLY stopped laughing. “Not too bad and yours?” I reply. “GREAT!” she exclaimed causing everybody to look at us. “OOPS” she whispered with blushing cheeks. “Let’s go” I say and I motion Hayley to start walking too. “So school’s finally over” she said as we started walking down the stairs. “Yup” I said and I looked at Hayley, who was looking at me with pleading eyes. “Yeah, you can come over” I said and she threw her arms around me almost causing me to lose my balance and roll down the stairs. “Ok” I said after a while before I loosened myself from her grip. Once again we started walking down the stairs and when we reached the bottom we started heading for home.
When we reached my front door, I started searching for my keys until I finally found it. I unlocked the door and we walked in. I placed my bags on the sofa before I ran upstairs and grabbed the laptops. I came running down the stairs, only to find Hayley digging in the fridge for food. “Your fridge is empty” she moaned. “Ugh, forget about food” I say before I place the laptops on the sofa. “FINE” she says not very impressed. “I’ve got the laptops” I say before I pick the one she always uses up. “Yay!” she exclaims before she jumps on the sofa and grab the laptop out of my hand. I started laughing and soon I sat down and switched the laptop on and a few seconds later Hayley asked for the password. “Ugh… it hasn’t changed since you used it last time” I said before she started typing. “Just checking” she answered. “How’s your story coming, Love in the dark?” Hayley said and it placed a smile on my face. “Not too shabby and yours, Hold me tight?” I answered and she smiled before answering “same”. I started typing and then decided to look if I had any new votes or subscribes. “AAAAAHHHHH!” I fangirled when I saw that I had 22 votes. “WHAT?” Hayley yelled after she had the shock of her life. “I have…” was all that I could get out before she also fangirled. “What?” I asked not surprised “I have 22 votes” she yelled before she started jumping around and when she finally calmed down she finally remembered that I also fangirled. “You were saying?” she said before motioning me to go on. “I have 22 votes!” I yell and she starts jumping around all over again. “Calm down” I said after a while and she then calmed down and sat back down on the sofa. I started typing again and when I finish writing my chapter I re-read it to make sure it’s ok. It’s ok, I say to myself before I type www.onedirectionfanfiction.org in the bar and when the site opens I click on Login and immediately it shows my username, Love in the dark. I go to My Stories and then click on my story, Broken. I then click on chapters and then on New Chapter before I add the new chapter to my story. I look up at Hayley who’s smiling brighter than ever, before I tell her that I added my new chapter. “Me too” she says as looks up and the goes back to typing. I then also start working on my next chapter. I decided to put on some music and I then grabbed my phone and started playing music “thanks” Hayley said after a had put on the music “pleasure” I replied. I went back to typing and it wasn’t long before a certain neighbour ran out of ideas for her story. “Joan” she said as she looked up at me and the look on her face said everything. “Where did you stop?” I ask with a smile. “Well they're at the beach and they’re going to fight but I don’t know how to put it together” she said as she turned the laptop around so that it faced me and I leaned in and look at her laptop screen and got an idea. I place my hands on the keyboard and started typing. “Ummm… what about that?” I asked after a while of typing and she turned the laptop around so that it faced her. “Perfect!” she exclaimed and I looked up from my laptop screen with a smile. “Thanks”, “pleasure” I replied and I placed my hands on my laptop’s keyboard.
My story is literally a autobiography of my own life, because everything that happens in my story happened in my own life except the part in my story where I know One Direction. I always describe my life as broken and as a disaster because I NEVER get the guys, people ALWAYS call me fat, except my ONE true friend and my other three childhood friends, ALL the teachers hate me and they ALWAYS pick on me and if I answer a question in class my answer is ALWAYS incorrect. I sometimes wish that I can just lose myself in my story and never find myself again, but I know Hayley won’t survive without me. Hayley is the one true friend that I have, yeah I have my 3 childhood friends, Tristan, Melissa and Tayler, but they don’t know me like Hayley does and they don’t even like One Direction, so they’re not really my best choice of friends, but if they wanna hang out or come over they’re always welcome. Tristan is the ‘always good as gold’ boy and his girlfriend Tayler is the ‘I know it all’ girl, but Melissa it the worst she’s the ‘I get what I want cause I’m daddy’s little spoilt brat so don’t tell me what to do and if you like a boy, you’re just wasting your time cause all the boys fall for me’ girl, oh yeah and she’s whore material, but together they are the rich, popular bitches and they act like they own the school and it’s a wonder that they’ve never called me fat, but I guess it’s because they know me since kindergarten. I still actually don’t know why I still hang out with them, but I guess I’ll never know.
The first person who called me fat and a waste of space was my best friend when we were in 8th grade and then all the kids started calling me fat and saying the nastiest things to me. I soon stopped eating and I started starving myself until I met Hayley, she is the one that changed everything. She told me not to listen to them and she told me that I’m beautiful and that I shouldn’t change a thing. She’s the one who got into detention for hitting a girl twice my size so hard that she had a black eye, JUST cause she called me fat, she’s the one who showed me that there is greater things in life than my size or weight and she’s the one who showed me that I’m not even fat, but I guess the more people say it to me the more I start thinking it’s true and it’s like I can’t help but to believe them
“What is the answer?” Mr Hays says interrupting my thoughts and getting a little impatient. “huh?” I say before I could even think. “What is the answer?” he repeats once again and this time I react. “Please will you repeat the question” I asked. “I asked you how…” is all that he could get out before one of the office ladies walked in and started talking. “Mr Hays, the principal wants to see you in his office when the bell rings” she said before she walked out and Mr Hays continued with class. “So as I was saying…” Mr Hays started off and this time he was interrupted by the ringing of the bell. “Class dismissed, Oh and don’t forget to bring the goodies for the project.” he said not very happy or impressed. “Enjoy your afternoon guys” he added with a fake smile and I started packing my books up and started walking out of the class. “Hii, Hii” a friendly voice said and I immediately recognised it as Hayley. “Hey Le” I said looking up to see her friendly, smiling face looking at me. “How was class?” She asked and I looked up at her as I started talking. “Well I was lost in my thoughts and in the mean while Hays asked me a question that woke me up and then I didn’t know the question and lucky for me, one of the office ladies walked in and when she left the bell rang” I said looking quite relieved at the end. “You can thank your bloody stars” she said smiling while patting my back. “I think if I thank them once more they… well let’s just say I won’t live to see tomorrow” I said causing Hayley to burst out in a fit of laughter. “How’s your story coming?” she asked me when she FINALLY stopped laughing. “Not too bad and yours?” I reply. “GREAT!” she exclaimed causing everybody to look at us. “OOPS” she whispered with blushing cheeks. “Let’s go” I say and I motion Hayley to start walking too. “So school’s finally over” she said as we started walking down the stairs. “Yup” I said and I looked at Hayley, who was looking at me with pleading eyes. “Yeah, you can come over” I said and she threw her arms around me almost causing me to lose my balance and roll down the stairs. “Ok” I said after a while before I loosened myself from her grip. Once again we started walking down the stairs and when we reached the bottom we started heading for home.
When we reached my front door, I started searching for my keys until I finally found it. I unlocked the door and we walked in. I placed my bags on the sofa before I ran upstairs and grabbed the laptops. I came running down the stairs, only to find Hayley digging in the fridge for food. “Your fridge is empty” she moaned. “Ugh, forget about food” I say before I place the laptops on the sofa. “FINE” she says not very impressed. “I’ve got the laptops” I say before I pick the one she always uses up. “Yay!” she exclaims before she jumps on the sofa and grab the laptop out of my hand. I started laughing and soon I sat down and switched the laptop on and a few seconds later Hayley asked for the password. “Ugh… it hasn’t changed since you used it last time” I said before she started typing. “Just checking” she answered. “How’s your story coming, Love in the dark?” Hayley said and it placed a smile on my face. “Not too shabby and yours, Hold me tight?” I answered and she smiled before answering “same”. I started typing and then decided to look if I had any new votes or subscribes. “AAAAAHHHHH!” I fangirled when I saw that I had 22 votes. “WHAT?” Hayley yelled after she had the shock of her life. “I have…” was all that I could get out before she also fangirled. “What?” I asked not surprised “I have 22 votes” she yelled before she started jumping around and when she finally calmed down she finally remembered that I also fangirled. “You were saying?” she said before motioning me to go on. “I have 22 votes!” I yell and she starts jumping around all over again. “Calm down” I said after a while and she then calmed down and sat back down on the sofa. I started typing again and when I finish writing my chapter I re-read it to make sure it’s ok. It’s ok, I say to myself before I type www.onedirectionfanfiction.org in the bar and when the site opens I click on Login and immediately it shows my username, Love in the dark. I go to My Stories and then click on my story, Broken. I then click on chapters and then on New Chapter before I add the new chapter to my story. I look up at Hayley who’s smiling brighter than ever, before I tell her that I added my new chapter. “Me too” she says as looks up and the goes back to typing. I then also start working on my next chapter. I decided to put on some music and I then grabbed my phone and started playing music “thanks” Hayley said after a had put on the music “pleasure” I replied. I went back to typing and it wasn’t long before a certain neighbour ran out of ideas for her story. “Joan” she said as she looked up at me and the look on her face said everything. “Where did you stop?” I ask with a smile. “Well they're at the beach and they’re going to fight but I don’t know how to put it together” she said as she turned the laptop around so that it faced me and I leaned in and look at her laptop screen and got an idea. I place my hands on the keyboard and started typing. “Ummm… what about that?” I asked after a while of typing and she turned the laptop around so that it faced her. “Perfect!” she exclaimed and I looked up from my laptop screen with a smile. “Thanks”, “pleasure” I replied and I placed my hands on my laptop’s keyboard.
My story is literally a autobiography of my own life, because everything that happens in my story happened in my own life except the part in my story where I know One Direction. I always describe my life as broken and as a disaster because I NEVER get the guys, people ALWAYS call me fat, except my ONE true friend and my other three childhood friends, ALL the teachers hate me and they ALWAYS pick on me and if I answer a question in class my answer is ALWAYS incorrect. I sometimes wish that I can just lose myself in my story and never find myself again, but I know Hayley won’t survive without me. Hayley is the one true friend that I have, yeah I have my 3 childhood friends, Tristan, Melissa and Tayler, but they don’t know me like Hayley does and they don’t even like One Direction, so they’re not really my best choice of friends, but if they wanna hang out or come over they’re always welcome. Tristan is the ‘always good as gold’ boy and his girlfriend Tayler is the ‘I know it all’ girl, but Melissa it the worst she’s the ‘I get what I want cause I’m daddy’s little spoilt brat so don’t tell me what to do and if you like a boy, you’re just wasting your time cause all the boys fall for me’ girl, oh yeah and she’s whore material, but together they are the rich, popular bitches and they act like they own the school and it’s a wonder that they’ve never called me fat, but I guess it’s because they know me since kindergarten. I still actually don’t know why I still hang out with them, but I guess I’ll never know.
The first person who called me fat and a waste of space was my best friend when we were in 8th grade and then all the kids started calling me fat and saying the nastiest things to me. I soon stopped eating and I started starving myself until I met Hayley, she is the one that changed everything. She told me not to listen to them and she told me that I’m beautiful and that I shouldn’t change a thing. She’s the one who got into detention for hitting a girl twice my size so hard that she had a black eye, JUST cause she called me fat, she’s the one who showed me that there is greater things in life than my size or weight and she’s the one who showed me that I’m not even fat, but I guess the more people say it to me the more I start thinking it’s true and it’s like I can’t help but to believe them
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