Why do I do this to myself being alone on a car with niall? This is torture. When we got there everyone else was already there. I don’t mind that. Niall and Louis said they would get the drinks in. As they turned the corner, Lauren just smiled and said I need to tell you something later. When the lads finally came back niall had a massive smile that was cheek to cheek in length. “Nialler why have you got that bigger smile on your face?” he replied with “no reason just happy to be here.” As they sat down Lauren got up and said “Katie coming toilet?” but it wasn’t any normal way she normally says it she was giving the look. I got up and walked to the toilets with her. She checked the toilets and then finally said “umm u know how u like like like niall. Well he is in love with you.” I don’t think my jaw could get any lower. We then went back to the table. Lauren told me to smile. So I did.
When we finished the meal, everyone all went back to Louis’s and Niall’s apartment. When I and niall arrived everyone was waiting for us again. That is just too funny. Me and niall spend so much time together I have like half my wardrobe in his and he has half of his in mine. I went and put my stuff in his room and sat on his bed for a while. Nialler came in and was worried about me. He sat next to me. I put my head on his shoulder. Tears started to roll down my face and hit his hand which was around me. I couldn’t stop crying. What was so wrong with me……?