I made my way over campus and into the sportshall. there was a man stood by stairs and he had a clipboard. "umm hi I'm here for the ladies football tri-outs." I said shyly. He replied with "what's your name." "Katie Kelland." "ahhh good we were wondering when you would arrive." he said and looked up at me then at what I was wearing. "the changing rooms are just down the hall too your right. The others are in there already. Meet us out with boots on the field." I was walking off but I heard him say "what have we got some Barbie trying out." I knew for a fact that I had to prove myself more than ever. I walked into the changing rooms and everyone stopped and looked at me. there was an empty space inbetween two girls so I went there. I started to get changed. I put on my sports bra and all my matching shorts. I heard a few off the girls saying "omg what is that a Barbie."
I decided to put on my bandage just incase as I don't know these girls."ohhh she's most probably protecting her baby." I heard another one say. I put on my vest and my shinpads and socks. I took my boots out off the bag and layed them down on the floor. I quickly checked my phone and I had a message from Niall.
To: princess.
From: nialler.
Hope the footy is going well tell me about it later. Love you sooo much. Ni <3 Xxxxxxx
I smiled. That is what I needed to get me through this tri-out. I decided to go on FB and twitter. Soo many people are judgemental for me turning up in heels to a football tri-out can't a girl look nice. I think its time to prove them wrong. Gonna kick some very unexpected ass.
I put on my boots and made my way out to the field with my drink and my goalie gloves. I was ready and really excited to go.
The coach came out. "so ladies you have all been told to come here for a tri-out. Don't think it will be easy because its not. So introduce yourselves. Say ur name what your studying here and anything else really. So let's start with you." he said and pointed to the girl on the otherside off the group. By the time it got to me I knew exactly what I was gonna say. "umm so I'm Katie. I'm studying fashion and textiles. I have recently had a training session with Newcastle squad with my boyfriend and mates. Ummm yeah that's about it really." people were shocked. "so the introductions are out the way now a warm up hmmm let's see," he said and was looking around and stopped on me. "Katie how about you warm up the group." "I would love to." I said. I thought back to the Newcastle training session and I used some off that.
The girls didn't seem impressed that coach asked me to do the warm up.We ran in a square did high knees and then ass kicks and the side steps. I then done stretches. "very nice Kellz" the coach said. "right next goal practise. Take it in turns to shoot." he Said we done this for about half an hour. "next a little game. Half off you will be shirts the other half will be skin." when it got to me I was a skin. I thought great. I took off my top and I forgot I had my bandage on. "kellz what that." coach asked and pointed to the bandage.
"its so she protects her baby." one off the girls said. I looked at her and was pissed off. "actually I have this bandage on because I rupptured a muscle and tissue in my stomach." I said. "ouch. That must off hurt. Well just do what you can." he said looking simpethetic with me because he heard what those girls had said. We were playing a game. The girls on my team started to talk to me and they were actually really friendly. we were making our way up the pitch to the goal. "Katie." one off the girls shouted. The ball came towards me. I knew it was my time to shine. I looked around all the girls were being marked. I could see a clear way through but I knew it would be tricky. I dribbled the ball half way.
I could see a space towards the left hand side off the pitch, the only way I could get myself and the ball there was by flicking it up in the air and then chesting it above the head off the opposite player and then letting it hit the ground,whilst I jump inbetween the two players and dribble it to the goal and take a shot. I took a deep breath and started. The girls on the team stopped and looked at what I was doing. They seamed shocked. I carried on dribbling the ball up until the goalie came running towards me. Another idea came rushing to my head. As the goalie came towards me she stopped, that's when I kicked the ball over her head and then I almost done a side tackled but I slid through the goalie's open legs and got back up. The goalie was looking through her legs. I started to dribble the ball again and I booted the ball stright into the back off the net. I turned around and everyone just looked at me. The assistant coach blew the whistle and it was the end off the game. We all went in to the coach and he gave us an end off match talk. "well I can say that we have some exceptional talent here. We will be in contact with you over the next day or so to let you know." coach Liam said.
We were all walking in and I had a shower and was getting changed into the stuff I had created. I checked my phone and I had a text from Niall. Hope everything has gone well. Love you lots. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I put all my stuff in my bag and was about to walk out when some off the girls stopped me by calling my name. "umm Katie. We are sorry for calling you a barbie and that you were pregnant." she said. "its okay.I've been called worse. I better be off now. Bye." I said and walked off. I got to the car and started to head for the areana.
Once I arrived I parked up the car by the tour bus and got my bag. I checked the mirror to realise my hair was still in a pony tail but I didn't care. I texted Leah to let her know that I had arrived. I locked up the car and made my way through. Everyone was near the dressing/chill out room. I walked in and went and sat on the arm off the sofa. I could hear them all walking down the corridor and the entred the room. two hands covered my eyes so I couldn't see anything. I felt a hot breathe by my ear. "missed me," and Irish accent said seductively."you look mighty fine." he finished. My phone started to go off. He removed his hands and sat next to me. I looked at my phone and it was an unknown number. I answered it. Me. Caller.
Hello is that miss Kelland. Its Liam smith. The football coach.
Ohh hi Liam yeah its Katie. What can I do for you.
Ohh nothing it was just about your triout. We were shocked at the skill you have. We have never seen anyone like yourself. So we would love for you to be on the team. Also we would love for you to be the captain.
Oooooooohhhhhhhh. Mmmmmmmyyyyyyy ggggggggoooooooaaaaaaaadddddddd. Are you serious it would be an honour. Omg. Thank you soo much.
Its a pleasure. Anyway bye.
Bye.
As soon as I got off the phone I screamed. Everyone looked at me confused. I was trying to breathe properly but I couldn't well I could but I had to calm down. "I. I. I. I. Have maaaade the uni's football team and as captain." I said. They all came running towards me and ingolfed me into a group hug. They were all happy for me. They got up and I saw that Leah had the dress she made. "aaaaahhhhhh Leah. You look amazing. You are soo talented. Give us a twirl." I said. "wait a min ur the talented one. Look what uve creathed in 5 hours." she replied. Everyone else was looking at us a little weird. "wait you both made what ur wearing."Lauren asked. Me and Leah shaked our heads. "holly shit." the girls all said in unison. Niall whispered in my ear.
"I know one place that it will look better on than you. Our bedroom floor." I hit him. I could tell he was in one off those moods. The boys got called to the stage and all off us girls made our way to the front and we took our seats. You could tell that Leah was sooo excited it was cute. Half way through the show the boys were doing twitter questions as normal. "I would just like to give a shoutout." Niall said. "SHOUTOUT" Louis butted in and shouted. "thanks Louis anyway we would like to say hey to our new friend Leah. Also we would like to congratulate Katie for making the ladies football team at uni. Woap woap." Niall said. There was an almighty scream around the areana. They finished off the last song. "we have to move quick." I said. We got up and practically ran backstage and into the tour busses. "don't worry about your car Paul will get someone to pick it up and deliver it." I said to her.
We liturally were all on top of each other. There was us five girls the five boys and then the 5SOS lads on the bus as well. I was sat on top off Niall. The girls were sat on top off their boy except for Leah. Leah was sat right next to ashton and they were getting on pretty well(if you know what I mean).
They both got up and walked into the other room. All of us looked at each other and gave one off those looks. They were gone for a little while. I got up and walked over to the door. "you two love birds. We going out for a meal. You coming. Leah your cars here." I said. He opened the door and had a massive smile on his. She was stood behind him but she looked a little worse. "Leah and I will catch up with you. I just need to have a word."
Me.Leah.
Leah your lipstick is messed up its all over your face. you too got it onn. Didn't you.
She went red. Bright red. She quickly fixed her make up and straighted her dress. Maybe we did kiss.he's really really nice.
Ahhhh. What a cutie so u like him then. Anyway let's get out there otherwise they will be asking questions. You two should ride together. Me and Niall are. The others are driving. Go on just to get to know each other. She nooded. We went out and we got In our cars and drove to the pub down the road. By the looks off it Leah and ashton were gettting on extremely well.
We ate our meal, Leah and ashton went a separate way. The rest off us minus the other 5SOS lads went back to the apartment. Zayn went straight to his room to skype perrie and then me and Niall went to our room as well and things got a little steamy.
The next morning me and Niall just layed in bed. "you know what babe I don't wanna leave you next week. I hate it. I wish you could come with me. " he said.
"I wish I could as well but I have college and I have the centre to go to. And one good thing about it is that when I do see you "I said and starting to slowly remove his boxers to revel his already hard Dick.
"ohhh I think I know where this is going. "he said and moved me so I was hovering over him. He held me with his arm. He got out a condom and he slid it on. We were kissing roughly but it was full off passion. He lowered me slowly onto his length.I started to slowly roll my hips in a steady rythm but it hit the right places everytime, after a while I picked up the pace and Niall started the thrust. Every time he did I felt pleasure growing up inside my stomach. Everything got faster and the feeling grew bigger. Small beads off sweat started to build upon nialls head. He was close and so was I. Three hard thrusts from Niall and we both fell apart under eachother. We both rode out and I fell onto niall's bare chest. "I think it has to be the best yet.and I have to agree with you." he said after catching his breath back. I kissed his forehead "I'm going for a shower." I said and got up and got one off niall's T-shirts. I had about a ten minute shower which I so badly needed, not because I smelled but just it felt soo good.I walked out in my underwear and niall's shirt. "why do you insit on making it so hard for me to want to rip my shirt off of you." he said. "well too bad its not gonna happen cause its already off." I said and took off the shirt and walked over to Niall in bed still. "ohh I'm ready for round 3." he said leaning closer. I gave him a kiss and walked over to the wardrobe. I got out a pair of lose shorts and one off my oversized short sleeved baseball tops and chucked it on and tucked the front off my top into my shorts. I put my hair into a loose messy pony tail and I walked back out to Niall. He had put on a pair off his sweats and a t-shirt. "I don't like that. Its not fair. Your a little minx" he said.as he grabbed my waiste and gave me a firemans lift out to the kitchen. He placed me down on the counter. "ohh god there lovey dovey. The both got some last night. Cause we could here you." Louis blatently said without flinching. Me and Niall just looked at each other at kissed passionately. "please please there are people around." Liam said "don't make out like that its like your about to fuck her on the counter. And like its the last time you are gonna fuck." zayn said. "its not like you've fucked this morning." Harry said with a smile on his face. "well on that maybe we have." Niall said quietly only so I could hear. Me and Niall laughed. "omg you have haven't you. Ewwwwwhhhhhhh how much can you too fuck." Harry carried on saying but we were inturrupted by the door. "ill get it." I said and went to the door I opened it and to my surprise it was Leah and ashton. she had on jeans and a cute print silk vest. Her hair was cutely up with a pink ribbon tied around the pony its self. She had the biggest smile on her face. I let them both come in.
"what a surprise too see you both here.Leah do you want to help me in the kitchen." I said and she knew what I ment. We walked into the kitchen. "spill the beans." I said just as she was about too the boys walked in. Ashton walked over to her and put his arms around her waiste. "Leah I'm gonna show you around." I said giving her the eye. We walked out and I showed her the apartment and we went and sat up on the roof. "soo I need all the deats." I said taking a seat on the day bed.
"well when we left last night we drove for a little bit and we went back to mine. We were talking about our favourite movies and we have the same favorite so he invited me back to his to watch them. Me being me I packed a little overnight bag and we went to the supermarket and got some food and then headed back to his obviously downstairs." she said and she had the happiest smile on her face. You could see that she was truley happy. "carry on. Please. I'm on a need to know bases." I said. "well we got changed into our comfy clothes and then we snuggled down and watched like two movies. Then we umm put another one on and he decided to put a scary one on and I got shit scared and I was jumping so he pulled me closer and he cupped my face with his hands and he leaned in. Our foreheads connected and then our noses. He looked at my lips for a second and then he bit his. Then I just kinda leaned in. And we kissed" she said. "aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh that is soo cute. I think I'm gonna have to cry." I said. "that Aint the end though. We finished watching that film and we put the friends box set on and we were like third DVD in and I must off fell asleep. Cause I woke up this morning to be on the bed tucked in. So I got up and walked out not thinking anything off It. To find ashton on the couch with a duvet over him. I felt really bad that he slept on the sofa instead off in his bed." she said. "ahhh that's okay. Omg sooo u kissed. Aahhhhhhhhhh " I basically screamed. Everyone else came out and ashton and Niall came and sat on the bed with us. Ash must off told Niall cause Niall looked like he could tell that I knew. I went in and got a drink and I knew it was time for me to take my tablets but I I just didn't want to.
I couldn't go back to them on the roof I just went and sat on the bed in mine and niall's room. I sat there and just stared out off the window. I must off been there for a while because I felt niall's hands on my back. "you okay princess." he said as he sat next to me. "I I went to take my tablets and I just couldn't.I hate this Niall. I hate hate hate this." I said and yet again broke down in tears. Niall knew he was going have to say something to the others cause I can't go out like this. Niall gave me a hug and he calmed me down. I got changed and put on some harem pant and one off niall's hoodie's and we walked out.
Niall got me a hot drink. A while later I was snuggled up to Niall outside with the others, and drifted into a comftable sleep. I wasn't fully in a sleep because I could hear the others getting up and Niall and Liam talking.
"is she alright. She just hasn't been herself." Liam asked Niall sounding worried. Something clicked in my head and I knew at least Niall would feel better and a little relieved if he could tell someone. "I'm not. I told Niall to keep this quite but I can't help but think its better if he has someone to tell and talk about this with." I said as I slowly got up off of the bed.
"you don't have to babe." Niall said. I got up and went to stand inbetween Niall and Liam. "I have been diagnosed with a case off depression. I didn't know until the day off the photoshoot. things got ontop off me and and I locked myself in the bathroom and I cut myself." I said tears fell from my eyes as I pulled up my sleeves to show Liam the scars. "Katie." was all he could say as he was crying. We all were. "the doctor has given me medication but he had said that if it didnt work then to think about going to a centre. The first two weeks off June I'm going to a centre. I need to find ways off managing this. This is why a couple off day I've been in my room." I said. Liam didn't say anything he just hugged me. " you know you can talk to me." he said. " I know. I just haven't found the courage. Please don't tell the others I will tell them when I'm ready." I said and he kissed my forehead. "Niall we can, without any problems, get u back to go with Katie." he said. "its fine liam I can't expect him to come back from America for two weeks to come to the centre. Anyway I have said to him I wanna do it on my own. I'm gonna say something like I have a two week trip with the uni football team. I wanna face it on my own. " I replied to Liam and he understood.
"I just don't want Niall to worry anymore than he has to.I've put him through soo much and its not fair." I said. "shssh don't worry." Liam said. "we're in this together."Niall said and kissed me head.
Liam left us alone and me and Niall just stood there in a comftable silence. "thank you." I said. He didn't say anything he just hugged me. "you coming to the show tonight princess." he said a little shyly because he didn't know If I was going to after what has happened."I I not sure. I think I may just stay here. Actually fuck that. I'm gonna come." I said. "you sure." he replied. I nooded.
we went in and I went staight to mine and ni"s room. I started to get ready. Well all I done was put on a pair off shorts. I redone my hair in a lose pony. I cba to do my make up I picked up my phone and I was done. I walked out to Niall. I looked at Niall and moved my head to the side and walked into the kitchen and Niall followed me. I got a glass off water and I got my tablets. "I need you to see me do this Niall." I said. I took a gulp off water, put the tablets in my mouth and swolled. "I I just had to have you here so I could take it." I said. He didn't relpy he just picked me up and kissed me.
"so proud off you" he whispered. A small smile came to my face as Niall lowered me to the floor. "see let's see that beautiful smile off yours." I couldn't help but smile then.
We walked back out to the others. Liam looked at me and I could see the pain and sadness in his eyes. "so Leah you coming to the show." Louis asked. Leah looked at ashton and then at me and then at Louis again. "well yeah I am.' She replied and grabbed hold off ash's hand. We catched a quick look at each other and her eyes were just sparkling.
We went to the show and I stayed behind the back. Everyone else went out the front. Niall suggested that I went out their but he knew that it was a big deal for me just to be here so didn't worry to much. I sat on one off the empty stage boxes. Halfway through the show they came and got changed. Liam was the first back on stage and the others went on. Niall saw me and he came over. He kissed me and whispered "I can see you checking me out from the corner off my eye." I smiled. He really did make me smile.

The next couple off days went by quick but they were bad days. One day was very bad but I don't wanna go into the detail. It was time that Niall had to pack to go to america. I hated it and so did he. We were all packing. Paul was taking all the luggage in one car and the girls were driving the others. Me and Lauren were taking Louis and Niall as we were going back to Somerset. We put everything into the cars. The next time I would see Niall would be the end off June. I will truley miss him but I just have to think that when he gets back I will be a different person. We were on route to the airport and it all hit me. Today was a good day so far so I was thankful. Me and Lauren walked in with the boys and we said our goodbyes. Me and Lauren had deided that we wouldn't wait for their plane to leave because it would be too hard. We walked in waited for them to check in and then we left. I had a few tears in my eyes as we left the airport. the paparazzi were trying to get so many photo's off me and Lauren, that I just kinda flipped.
"leave us the fuck alone we're trying to live a normal life. So if you mind stop fucking taking shit loads off photo's and selling them for ridiculous amounts off money with a bullshit story. And one last thing move the fuck out the way." I said angrily and pushed my way through. Once we got to our cars. We just drove. I hocked up my phone to the car and just played music. I was soo angry it was unbelievable.
We stopped at Bristol services. We didn't get regonised thankgod. We got something to eat and we messaged the boys. We then got a drink for the rest off the ride home and then made our way back. I phoned mum to let her know that we were near. Lauren was stopping off at her mums house in Taunton but I was going home first then going to mums. As soon as I got to the apartment I put everything that needed to go away away and then done a few loads off washing. my sister came over and asked if I was okay. I told her about the bad days I've had and the way I flipped at the paps earlier. She understood and it was a big relief to talk about it to someone. I also told her about me telling Liam about it so at least Niall has someone to talk to about it on tour.
We turned on the TV and we were dancing away to the music channels and heat news came on. "so earlier today the hottest boyband made their way to the airport to head to America for their American leg off their sold out tour, take me home. But Louis tomlinson's and Niall horan's girlfriends had a run in with the paps. And let's say the young uprising star in the fashion industry miss Katie Kelland had a few stern words to share with the paps. Let's just say it wasn't very ladylike. We will be keeping an eye on her." the presenter said.
My sister changed the programme soon after. We were talking away when her phone went off it was mum wondering where we were. Amy and I went over to mums and we had tea. Amy walked back with me to the apartment. She was saying about how she could become assistant manager in her work but not to tell anyone. I'm glad me and her are closer now. I remember when we were at school we hardley talked, we hardley done anything together but now we are close which is really nice.
When we got back to mine we made a cuppa and we talked away. She reminded me about our uncles wedding in June so we would see each other then the only thing was though that I knew ni couldn't come but I was used to it.
The next month went by so fast and it was already may half term and time to head back up to London to the house but before I did me and mum started to box up my stuff so I could start to move it up to the house. I was excited and still scared,we had loads off stuff still left to do in the house. I had decided that I would get all the decorating done by the time I leave on Sunday. I know its a lot to do but I want to just move straight in the next time I'm here.
I made my way up to the house. As I got there the dfs lorry was there. I opened up the front door and they put the sofa's in. So that was the sofa's down all there was left to be delivered was the bed I ordered online (that Niall doesn't know about.) the table and the stuff from homesense. I was just bringing mystuff in when I heard a lorry at the gate. I opened the gate and it was the bed. Luckily I had aranged for them to put it together for me and to bring the new matress in. I was thankful that Niall and I had finished bedroom and bathroom. All that was left was the guest bedroom, bathroom, gym and the study.
I had also decided that I would do a cool hand painted pattern on the fake chimney breast in the front room. I hade decided for a like tree affect. I Had also decided to paint on the wall going up the stairs. I decided on an inspiration quote "in order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure." I had decided on that quote because well everyone has something that they are scared to fail at but if you want success then you have to want it soo bad that the failure disappears.
I got templates and was ready to paint the letters on the wall. I was so glad that this first day had gone so quick. I was glad that the bed was up. Niall and I skyped and he realized I was in the house and I was in our room on a new bed. "miss you soo much" we both said. Paul was calling Niall as he had to go. Tears started to form in my eyes. "don't cry princess. Remember I will always be here," he said and pointed to his heart" also if your missing me the look up to the sky and know that I will be looking up to it as well. Love you princess." he said and blew a kiss into the screen. I caught it and blew one back. He ended the call. Some tears escaped my eyes. I received a text. From:ni ni
To: princess.
Please don't cry. You know I hate being apart from u. Make that house amazing. Will speak tomorrow. ;) love you soooo much. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Niall knew that that would mean the world to me and it did. I ended up falling asleep. I woke up in the morning and was happy, I had a busy day today.