It was nice just to have quality time alone with Katie after everything that has happened today. We were sat on the sofa waiting for Louis to come back from dropping Lauren off when Katie started to have a pillow fight with me. I managed to pin her down on the sofa, when we had this massive passionate kiss. I got up and lead her to the bedroom. We have always said to each other that when the time is right we would be each other’s first. I never thought that it would happen. We were on my bed. It felt right but I knew Katie didn’t wanna. “Honey you know if you don’t wanna I will understand. I won’t force you. I will respect your decision.” I got up and so did she. “I will when I’m ready. I will let you but just not tonight. It’s a bit fast. I love you.” She said quietly.
We got up and went into the front room. Louis returned with Lauren. Katie and I both looked at each other. Lauren said “Louis said that I could stay the night. I just had to get some stuff from home.” Katie smiled. Louis went and took Lauren’s bag into his room. They sat on the sofa for a little while. After that they both went to bed.
It was just me Katie on the couch. She was drifting in and out of sleep. God she is so cute when she sleeps. I picked her up and took her in to my room, I laid her on the bed and tucked her in. I then rang her mum’s phone to say that she was staying at mine tonight. Her mum trusts me I’ve known her family for my whole life. They feel like my second family.