Holly's POV: I've really never been a "family person" I'm actually really scared too talk to my mom and dad, my mom is an alcoholic & my dad abuse's me and my sister Hannah. Our parent's never let us go out, only to school but they threaten us daily, they say to us : "You say anything, you're gone." It's just too much pressure, I'm not quiet sure what will happen? what If I tell someone and nothing happens? my parents find out, and im dead. I just can deal with this sh*t anymore.

Hannah's POV: My only bestfriend is Holly, I'm not a very social person at school due to the abuse. It really lowers my self esteem, I seriously feel like there's noone to talk to other than Holly, I can always trust her and I will always stick with her no matter the consequences.

Everyday is the same, we know the cycle we know everything that's going to happen, me and Hannah have been talking about the sh*t we've been thru. We just want this to stop, nobody want's their friends to see their horrible bruises and ask how I got them? it's such a terrible feeling I can deal with it, I admit I cut and so does my sister, it's our way to relieve pain even though we know it's not going to end. Many bad things have happened when I tried to cut, I've gone to the hospital more than 5 times, but noone calls them. My sister takes me there she doesn't want to see me die, our parent's don't give a sh*t about us, they do whatever. But we've done the right things, we haven't been drinking or doing drugs for our own sake, maybe someone will save us one day we wish.. but until then we wait.

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