the past few days, liam came over my house alot more to hang out but ever since that one kiss..thats pretty much what we end up doing. we kiss constantly like nothing is wrong but him and danielle are still together. thats only thing that hurts me. that he comes to my house to hang out then pretty much makes out with me yet he is still with danielle. i couldnt hold it in any more.i had to tell him that i didnt like the feeling of him kissing me then still kissing on her. "liam?" i said nervously. he turned his head and said "yea sweety?" i took in a deep breath then said "umm..i want u to be completley honest...do u really...love danielle?" he got really tensed up then said "well..im not quite sure at the moment. im just really confused...im sorry if me kissing u kinda confuses u too. i just get really into the moment with u and ive always wanted to kiss u and see how it felt. and to my surprize...it feels really amazing. so now i dont know what to do" u smiled a little bit then said "liam, i understand your confused but to be honest with u.. i really dont like the feeling when you kiss me because later i feel like crap when u leave me later on in the day to go kiss her. im not your make out doll liam. im a real person with real feelings and its like u dont even love me. u come here to kiss me anyway u want to and i let u because i think that u love me then i realize that u dont. u kiss me for your own pleasure then once that desire to kiss me is over, u leave. how do u think that makes me feel liam?...it makes me feel worthless. im the one who looks foolish in the end because im still waiting for u to love me and only me but i guess thats too hard of a desicion for u to make." he looked completly astonished of what had just came out of your mouth then said "its like u have been dying to get that of your chest sammie. your completly right about everything u said. except for one part. the part where u said i didnt love u. babe if only knew how much i think about u and how many cover ups i had to do for almost calling danny your name....one time i almost said i love u sammie to her. i love u way more than u think and im sorry for not showing that to u more. i really want to be with u..i really do but something about danielle thats just stopping me from making that move. im sorry for making u feel like u were my make out doll. i should treat u like what your really worth. its just that when i kiss u...i feel like you've taken me to another world" i resisted smiling at that adorable comment and said "thats really sweet liam and im sorry but i cant let u kiss me if your kissing her with the same lips that im kissing." he sighed then said "i understand baby...no more kissing." he said looking down at the floor with a frown. i put my hand on his cheek and smiled then said "until we can kiss again...maybe this will hold u for know...until then." i said kissing him one last time. it was a sweet long kiss then i released. he smiled and said "i dont think it will be long until that happens again....i really do love u sammie...dont ever think differently. know matter what happens."

Notes

just wanted to let u guys know that i personally dont have anything against danielle. she was just the last gf that liam had so i just went along with it..but anyways tell me what u guys think ... thx <3