The Life of A YouTube Sensation

I owe you all a huge apology. I promise something and do another, I know. The truth is, I have severe anxiety and depression. To begin with, fanfiction was my escape from the real world. My anxiety got better, and I felt like I was moving on until I relapsed.

Now, fanfiction is more of a task that I put pressure on myself to complete, and that's not good for my problems. I'm sure there are a lot of you out there with similar issues. I'm not going to update this story on a regular basis, it's just not going to happen. I need time out, I need time to sort myself out and when I'm back, hopefully I'll have gotten over this bump in the road and be ready to continue with my life, but until then, fanfiction is the last of my priorities. I've got GCSEs coming up too, I can't deal with all the pressure as it is and I'm months away from my exams.

Boys have also ruined my life recently, thinking you can trust them and then they listen to shit about you and completely blank you, no matter how much you depended on them. Trust me, don't do it. Never depend fully on them, they'll only let you down. Apparently he'll always have a special place for me in his heart, but where is he when I need him? So you must understand why it's hard for me to write a story about a perfect relationship, when my love life is far from that.

Anyway, I'm taking some time out, I'll update when I feel like it, and when I'm back, I'll be better. I hope you all understand. I love you a lot<3

~Tori<3

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