
The Best Of Me
46. What It Leads To
Two Days Later
Niall’s POV
‘’Will you just fucking stop it!’’ I whisper yell at Jana, she was driving me insane. Demanding me to do this, ordering me to that. It’s all just to fucking much, okay. Too much.
‘’C’mon, scream it. Oh wait, that’s right.. There’s other people here. You’re too scared to.’’ She rolls her eyes as she turns on her heel. ‘’Jana.’’ I sigh out as I grab her wrist and pull her to me, I knew she’s not going to be able to pull away anyways.
‘’Turn and look at me.’’ I mumble and I hear her huff as she turns around, my hand still gripping tight on her wrist. ‘’Stop doing this. Okay. Just stop. You wonder why I get so mad, its because you act like I have to do everything.’’ I tell her,
‘’Let me go.’’ ‘’No, look at me when I’m talking to you.’’ I say in return, I wasn’t in the mood for her bull shit. ‘’We have company downstairs. We shouldn’t be up here arguing about nothing.’’
‘’Whatever. Let me go, you’re hurting me.’’ She mumbles, a slight whine tone to her voice. I sigh as I release her wrist, and before I knew it, she was out of the door and heading downstairs.
Jana’s POV
‘’Oh my god!’’ Sophia says suddenly, shocking everyone. ‘’What?’’ Liam asks her, putting his hand on her thigh. ‘’Jana… what happened to your.. wrist.’’ She whisper yells to me. I gulp a little as I look down at it.
It was blue and purple, swollen from the constant grip on it. ‘’Um.. nothing.’’ I sigh, pulling the arm of my sweater down and over the tips of my fingers, gripping the hem in my fist.
‘’Jana, can we talk?’’ Selena asks as she stands up. Sophia stands too as she motions me to stand with them. My heart was pounding. I was nervous. I nod lightly as I stand up. As we go towards the kitchen door, I look over my shoulder to see Niall’s eyes staring at me.
But I ignore it.
Once we were all in the kitchen, Selena locked the door and leaned against it. ‘’What the hell is going on, Jana?’’ She asks, crossing her arms on her chest. ‘’N-nothing.’’ I mumble, hoping they would let me return to everyone else soon. But I knew they wouldn’t.
At least they care..
‘’Jana, seriously. That’s not just any old sprain. What happened?’’ Sophia asks me. ‘’Its nothing, okay.’’ I sigh out, trying to keep my faith and pray that this will be over soon. ‘’No.. Jana. I know what a sprained wrist looks like. I know what suicidal marks look like. And I know what abuse marks look like.. and you and I both know.. which one that is.’’ Selena says as she steps towards me.
‘’Its.. I just.. Hit my hand, that’s all.’’ I say. ‘’No. It’s not. You think I’m stupid Jana?’’ Selena’s eyes were starting to water. And then it all hit me, what if she knew. What if Harry knew. What if anyone knew.
‘’I’ve been seeing the.. bruises.. on your arms. He’s.. He’s..’’ A single tear drips from Selena’s eye, and that done it for me. I started to tear up myself, I couldn’t handle seeing other people in pain because of my stupid, pathetic life.
‘’How.. long.. has it been going on?’’ Sophia whispers as she stands beside me, Selena slowly inches closer. ‘’Its not.. all the time.. just when.. when..’’ I sigh, not knowing what to do right now. I was nervous that they’d rat him out and he’d take the anger out on me.
Or more importantly, I was worried he would leave.
‘’He gets mad.. I know. I… I know.’’ Selena finishes my sentence in a whisper that was hidden by a deep breath she exhaled. ‘’I.. I wanted to.. I.. I don’t know.’’ I say, my eyes watering like crazy.
Selena was directly in front of me. She shocks me when she suddenly puts her hands on my cheeks and pulls me closer to her, leaning her forehead on her. ‘’I’ll… fucking… kill… him… if he.. touches you.. again.’’ She whispers.
‘’No.. Sel, its not like that.. Its just minor, small things.’’ I assure, but it doesn’t work. She releases me and steps back. ‘’Yeah, and so were mine. Why do you think I’m with Harry? He doesn’t treat me like that other bastard does. And I know Jana, I know what it leads to. And I won’t let that happen to you.’’ She shakes her head lightly as she turns around and pushes the door open.
And then.. all Hell breaks loose.
Niall’s POV
‘’Will you just fucking stop it!’’ I whisper yell at Jana, she was driving me insane. Demanding me to do this, ordering me to that. It’s all just to fucking much, okay. Too much.
‘’C’mon, scream it. Oh wait, that’s right.. There’s other people here. You’re too scared to.’’ She rolls her eyes as she turns on her heel. ‘’Jana.’’ I sigh out as I grab her wrist and pull her to me, I knew she’s not going to be able to pull away anyways.
‘’Turn and look at me.’’ I mumble and I hear her huff as she turns around, my hand still gripping tight on her wrist. ‘’Stop doing this. Okay. Just stop. You wonder why I get so mad, its because you act like I have to do everything.’’ I tell her,
‘’Let me go.’’ ‘’No, look at me when I’m talking to you.’’ I say in return, I wasn’t in the mood for her bull shit. ‘’We have company downstairs. We shouldn’t be up here arguing about nothing.’’
‘’Whatever. Let me go, you’re hurting me.’’ She mumbles, a slight whine tone to her voice. I sigh as I release her wrist, and before I knew it, she was out of the door and heading downstairs.
Jana’s POV
‘’Oh my god!’’ Sophia says suddenly, shocking everyone. ‘’What?’’ Liam asks her, putting his hand on her thigh. ‘’Jana… what happened to your.. wrist.’’ She whisper yells to me. I gulp a little as I look down at it.
It was blue and purple, swollen from the constant grip on it. ‘’Um.. nothing.’’ I sigh, pulling the arm of my sweater down and over the tips of my fingers, gripping the hem in my fist.
‘’Jana, can we talk?’’ Selena asks as she stands up. Sophia stands too as she motions me to stand with them. My heart was pounding. I was nervous. I nod lightly as I stand up. As we go towards the kitchen door, I look over my shoulder to see Niall’s eyes staring at me.
But I ignore it.
Once we were all in the kitchen, Selena locked the door and leaned against it. ‘’What the hell is going on, Jana?’’ She asks, crossing her arms on her chest. ‘’N-nothing.’’ I mumble, hoping they would let me return to everyone else soon. But I knew they wouldn’t.
At least they care..
‘’Jana, seriously. That’s not just any old sprain. What happened?’’ Sophia asks me. ‘’Its nothing, okay.’’ I sigh out, trying to keep my faith and pray that this will be over soon. ‘’No.. Jana. I know what a sprained wrist looks like. I know what suicidal marks look like. And I know what abuse marks look like.. and you and I both know.. which one that is.’’ Selena says as she steps towards me.
‘’Its.. I just.. Hit my hand, that’s all.’’ I say. ‘’No. It’s not. You think I’m stupid Jana?’’ Selena’s eyes were starting to water. And then it all hit me, what if she knew. What if Harry knew. What if anyone knew.
‘’I’ve been seeing the.. bruises.. on your arms. He’s.. He’s..’’ A single tear drips from Selena’s eye, and that done it for me. I started to tear up myself, I couldn’t handle seeing other people in pain because of my stupid, pathetic life.
‘’How.. long.. has it been going on?’’ Sophia whispers as she stands beside me, Selena slowly inches closer. ‘’Its not.. all the time.. just when.. when..’’ I sigh, not knowing what to do right now. I was nervous that they’d rat him out and he’d take the anger out on me.
Or more importantly, I was worried he would leave.
‘’He gets mad.. I know. I… I know.’’ Selena finishes my sentence in a whisper that was hidden by a deep breath she exhaled. ‘’I.. I wanted to.. I.. I don’t know.’’ I say, my eyes watering like crazy.
Selena was directly in front of me. She shocks me when she suddenly puts her hands on my cheeks and pulls me closer to her, leaning her forehead on her. ‘’I’ll… fucking… kill… him… if he.. touches you.. again.’’ She whispers.
‘’No.. Sel, its not like that.. Its just minor, small things.’’ I assure, but it doesn’t work. She releases me and steps back. ‘’Yeah, and so were mine. Why do you think I’m with Harry? He doesn’t treat me like that other bastard does. And I know Jana, I know what it leads to. And I won’t let that happen to you.’’ She shakes her head lightly as she turns around and pushes the door open.
And then.. all Hell breaks loose.
Notes
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Actually, yes. But remember in the series the guys broke up a while back. Like book 2 I think?
10/13/15