
The Best Of Me
38. Kinda Just In Pain
Jana’s POV
‘’Niall.. Please!’’ I groan out, I was hurting like complete Hell. ‘’Its okay baby, just calm down.’’ He sighs a little as he holds my hand. I’m surprised he hasn’t complained on how tight I’m holding it at the moment, because trust me, he may be Irish, but his skin isn’t normally that white.
‘’I was requested?’’ I heard that voice I was so thankful to hear, only because I needed something else to squeeze. Harry. You’re my life savior, well not really, but still. Thank you. I love you. No time for talking though, I have a baby on the way.
‘’Harry! Fuck, get over here!’’ I yell out. ‘’Babe.. calm down.’’ Niall says as he kisses my forehead. Was Harry the person I planned to be in the delivery room with, no. Was he my only option, sorta.
Selena’s with the kids, which I’m so grateful for. As for Harry though, he has a hand and I can squeeze the life out of it, therefore I will be releasing some pressure on myself, and also I will be changing his skin color, but still, this must happen.
Of course he didn’t have to come in here, but I honestly couldn’t survive with just holding onto Niall’s hand, I had a tight grip when it came to this, and I didn’t want to kill my husband because our baby’s being a bitch and won’t come out already.
I’d rather kill Harry, you know.
“Okay, she’s staring to dilate slowly, so that’s good.’’ The nurse says as she puts her other latex glove on. She bends down and puts her hands on the insides of my thighs, pushing my legs a little further apart.
I didn’t mind doctor’s touching me because they were the ones that will get this baby out, well besides me, but still. I was thankful for them, and glad I don’t have to do this shit at home, that would kill me.
The pain medicines are hardly working. I mean yeah, we only got in this room about half an hour ago, but still. I feel her hand presses against my pelvis. ‘’Oh yeah, he’s definitely dropped.’’ She mumbles mainly to herself.
‘’Dear God, Please!’’ I screamed out as I felt the first of many long contractions happening. ‘’Its alright sweetie, just keep calm.’’ The woman says as she stands up and reads a monitor thing before returning to sit on the stool between my legs.
The door opens and the doctor returns with a tray of things, a few other nurses following behind him and into the room. I watch as he prepares his things and soon the woman gets off the stool and he takes the position.
‘’Okay, lets see here..’’ He sighs as he gets closer to me and starts pressing on my legs, spreading them more and bringing them up a little. ‘’Good. Just keep pushing, Mrs. Horan.’’ He says before putting my legs down and moving the stool back some.
‘’Darlin’ you know I love you.’’ Niall whispers in my ear as he leans down, nuzzling his face into the side of my neck. ‘’I love you too baby.’’ I mumble back, the contraction ending for now.
‘’I promise everything’s going to be okay. I know it hurts you baby, I know. And I wish I could take it away. But I can’t. All I ask is to try your absolute best and just remember that I’m right here beside you, the entire time. Okay?’’ Niall leans up some so that he was looking into my eyes.
I nod a little. ‘’Can I have a kiss?’’ I mumble lightly. He smiles and nods, ‘’Of course.’’ Niall leans his face down to mine and gives me a soft, gentle, sweet kiss before leaning up and squeezing my hand tight.
‘’Harry, I trust you bro. And I don’t care if you watch.. but trust me.. it’s a little.. weird at first.’’ Niall says. ‘’I um.. I look forward to breakfast in the morning.. so I’ll just keep my eyes on Jana’s face or whatever. You know.’’ Harry laughs a little.
‘’You’d never understand, Styles.’’ I sigh out but then another one rolled on it. ‘’Fuck! Niall! Please!’’ I groan out, squeezing both of their hands so tight, will all the grip I have, which at the moment is a whole lot.
‘’Good, good. Keep that nice hard push, it’ll make this go faster.’’ The doctor says as he stands up and goes to the heart monitor. He looked at some things before returning to between my legs, checking in on me every few minutes.
As for Niall though, he continued to mumble and whisper soothing little nothings to me as he tried to keep me calm and collected. Harry was just wincing in pain when I would tighten my grip.
And well, as for me, I was kinda just in pain. That’s all. A lot of damn fucking pain.
‘’Niall.. Please!’’ I groan out, I was hurting like complete Hell. ‘’Its okay baby, just calm down.’’ He sighs a little as he holds my hand. I’m surprised he hasn’t complained on how tight I’m holding it at the moment, because trust me, he may be Irish, but his skin isn’t normally that white.
‘’I was requested?’’ I heard that voice I was so thankful to hear, only because I needed something else to squeeze. Harry. You’re my life savior, well not really, but still. Thank you. I love you. No time for talking though, I have a baby on the way.
‘’Harry! Fuck, get over here!’’ I yell out. ‘’Babe.. calm down.’’ Niall says as he kisses my forehead. Was Harry the person I planned to be in the delivery room with, no. Was he my only option, sorta.
Selena’s with the kids, which I’m so grateful for. As for Harry though, he has a hand and I can squeeze the life out of it, therefore I will be releasing some pressure on myself, and also I will be changing his skin color, but still, this must happen.
Of course he didn’t have to come in here, but I honestly couldn’t survive with just holding onto Niall’s hand, I had a tight grip when it came to this, and I didn’t want to kill my husband because our baby’s being a bitch and won’t come out already.
I’d rather kill Harry, you know.
“Okay, she’s staring to dilate slowly, so that’s good.’’ The nurse says as she puts her other latex glove on. She bends down and puts her hands on the insides of my thighs, pushing my legs a little further apart.
I didn’t mind doctor’s touching me because they were the ones that will get this baby out, well besides me, but still. I was thankful for them, and glad I don’t have to do this shit at home, that would kill me.
The pain medicines are hardly working. I mean yeah, we only got in this room about half an hour ago, but still. I feel her hand presses against my pelvis. ‘’Oh yeah, he’s definitely dropped.’’ She mumbles mainly to herself.
‘’Dear God, Please!’’ I screamed out as I felt the first of many long contractions happening. ‘’Its alright sweetie, just keep calm.’’ The woman says as she stands up and reads a monitor thing before returning to sit on the stool between my legs.
The door opens and the doctor returns with a tray of things, a few other nurses following behind him and into the room. I watch as he prepares his things and soon the woman gets off the stool and he takes the position.
‘’Okay, lets see here..’’ He sighs as he gets closer to me and starts pressing on my legs, spreading them more and bringing them up a little. ‘’Good. Just keep pushing, Mrs. Horan.’’ He says before putting my legs down and moving the stool back some.
‘’Darlin’ you know I love you.’’ Niall whispers in my ear as he leans down, nuzzling his face into the side of my neck. ‘’I love you too baby.’’ I mumble back, the contraction ending for now.
‘’I promise everything’s going to be okay. I know it hurts you baby, I know. And I wish I could take it away. But I can’t. All I ask is to try your absolute best and just remember that I’m right here beside you, the entire time. Okay?’’ Niall leans up some so that he was looking into my eyes.
I nod a little. ‘’Can I have a kiss?’’ I mumble lightly. He smiles and nods, ‘’Of course.’’ Niall leans his face down to mine and gives me a soft, gentle, sweet kiss before leaning up and squeezing my hand tight.
‘’Harry, I trust you bro. And I don’t care if you watch.. but trust me.. it’s a little.. weird at first.’’ Niall says. ‘’I um.. I look forward to breakfast in the morning.. so I’ll just keep my eyes on Jana’s face or whatever. You know.’’ Harry laughs a little.
‘’You’d never understand, Styles.’’ I sigh out but then another one rolled on it. ‘’Fuck! Niall! Please!’’ I groan out, squeezing both of their hands so tight, will all the grip I have, which at the moment is a whole lot.
‘’Good, good. Keep that nice hard push, it’ll make this go faster.’’ The doctor says as he stands up and goes to the heart monitor. He looked at some things before returning to between my legs, checking in on me every few minutes.
As for Niall though, he continued to mumble and whisper soothing little nothings to me as he tried to keep me calm and collected. Harry was just wincing in pain when I would tighten my grip.
And well, as for me, I was kinda just in pain. That’s all. A lot of damn fucking pain.
Notes
I will update soon, Lol Harry right? I know, i know.. pretty weird. Comment your thoughts loves!! ♥♥
--B
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Actually, yes. But remember in the series the guys broke up a while back. Like book 2 I think?
10/13/15