Don't wanna be without you

When we arrived at the bowling alley, Perrie and I met up with Sophia and Eleanor.

"Perrie!!" They both squealed as they sprinted up to her and hugged her.

"hey guys, this is Sophie"

"hey, I'm Sophia and this is Eleanor"

"hey, it is so nice to meet you both. Shall we start bowling?"

All 3 girls replied with a yes in unison as we all strolled to our private lane to play the game that I knew I was going to lose.

Half way through the game, myself and Eleanor went to the bathroom together. With no surprise, I was badly losing the game by about 10 points.

"Ya know, Louis has told me that Harry never stops talking about you"

"I know, Louis told me too!"

We continued laughing and giggling as we stepped down the long hallway to the bathroom.

"I don't actually need to go to the toilet but I need to check my makeup"

"ok Sophie, I'm really desperate to go for a wee so I won't be long" she laughed.

"ok" I smiled.

After Eleanor closed and locked the stall door, I slowly adjusted my hair and make up and re-tied my shoe laces. My arm was a bit sore from the heavy bowling ball, making me feel a tiny migraine occurring. My heart was beating fast and my palms were sweaty. I then heard a loud flushing noise from where Eleanor was and I took a nice, deep breath. Eleanor then rushed out of the stall to find me in her sight struggling to breath probably. I think I was have a panic attack but I never had one of those before. Eleanor and I had gotten really close throughout the evening and she was really kind and caring to me. She reminded me of my mum.

"Sophie, are you ok sweetie?"

I turned to her with tears streaming out of my eyes and down my cheeks. Mascara was smudged under my eye and my winged eyeliner was blurred. I panicked and continued gasping for air. I felt sick and my heart was beating out of my chest.

"What's wrong sweetie?"

Still, I breathed heavily and became weaker and weaker.

"do you want me to call someone?"

"please take me home El, I think I'm having a panic attack"

"of course come on"

Eleanor grabbed my hand and guided me carefully out of the bathroom and to the girls where they were waiting for us.

"oh my god, Sophie are you ok?" Sophia asked, clearly concerned.

"girls we need to take her home"

"ok, Sophie, let's walk you out"

There were a lot of flashes outside so as Eleanor and Sophia held both of my hands, Perrie ran outside to warn the paparazzi that if they don't go, there would be consequences. They horribly refused to go. We finally stomped out of the main door and onto the pavement outside. I then began to feel dizzy and there were non stop flashing lights in my face and as everything began to go black, I felt my body hit the hard ground.

Notes

Hello...goodbye