Don't wanna be without you

A few weeks later, Harry and I had finally managed to meet up again after a lot of conflicting issues with his tour. We planned on going to a small, local park to have a picnic. We didn't go to Hyde Park though because we knew that we would be caught by paparazzi and some other fans.

We agreed on me going to the supermarket to grab some food and Harry would take a picnic blanket. We were going o meet up at 11:30 so I had to get up quite early to get the food. I just put on my black leggings that fit perfectly around my skinny legs. I also added my oversized plain purple t-shirt and heeled ankle boots.

I decided des to walk up the supermarket as it was only a 15 minute stroll and I felt like I needed some exercise. I quite enjoyed my journey because the soft air was filling my lungs and the sound of people's footsteps hitting the ground as they made their way to work making no noise with their mouths. I loved this peaceful atmosphere on a sunny morning.

When I reached the supermarket, I took a small trolley and I instantly saw some fresh sausage rolls and cocktail sausages. I calmly grabbed them and slung them in my trolley. I then slowly walked to the fruit aisle and placed some apples and strawberries in my trolley. I also bought some crisps, readymade ham and cheese sandwiches, some milkshakes, a few chocolate donuts and a large pack of malteasers.

I was then ready to buy the items that I put in my trolley and stepped to the self service. I usually have problems with these stupid machines meaning that the assistant needed to come and help me out, making me feel quite foolish. Today I luckily had no problems and was scanning my things in a rushed manner.

Finally, I picked up my bags after paying and made my way out of the store. I began my walked home and after about 10 minutes, I saw some tall blonde girls who I thought I recognised. As I slowly got closer, I realised it was them.

Quickly, I attempted to hide behind a tree randomly but of course I failed. They saw me and begun to walk over to me and this was no joke. These girls were bullies. They verbally tortured me which led to my self harm, depression and attempt of suicide that no one still knows about. Luckily, mum managed to stop my death because she rung me and told me to come home from studying because it was really late. I didn't want to worry her. The thing was, I wasn't actually doing my studies, I was stomping around the dark city streets just before I decided how I should die. I was helpless. I wasn't good enough. These girls said I was ugly, snotty, dumb, unwanted, stupid, weird, lonely. They were right. I was a nothing.

Then, the girls came over to me and noticed me trying to hide behind the tiny tree.

"Oh look, it's that thing from school with a bag of food. No wonder why she is so fat" she laughed in unison with the other girls.

I stayed silent, not knowing what to say or do.

"nothing to say as usual Ashley" said one of the blonde bullies to Ashley, the meanest of all of them.

"yeah. Remember when Miss Kate asked her a question in math class and she didn't know the answer? Proves she dumb"

"please leave me alone" I politely asked. I have no idea why I was being polite. I should be angry. I was.

"and we all know why her dad left her. She's so selfish and just... Ew" they all shouted the word 'ew' as they all stormed down the path, leaving me confused. Why are they here in London? They live in Manchester. Maybe they are here for the weekend.

Or not.

Notes

So, these are the bullies. They are so mean! Thank you all for reading this. I'm really enjoying writing it. I will update soon.