Soldier's Wife.
Coming Out.
Rose POV
2 Months Later
It has been such a constant battle this past couple of months, adjusting to the fact that Debbie is not around anymore is such a hard thing for me to cope up with. I have been really sloppy with my work as well, my head does not want to cooperate with me at all I always tend to become severely depressed at times.
Last month I was seriously ill I didn’t know what was going on with me, I just wanted to kill myself and at times I was so close to accomplishing that. Angel my 10 year old daughter told me to see a psychiatrist, I gave that a try and so far it is going slightly better for me. I have to always understand that I still have Niall and Angel to take care off, so I cannot leave this world just yet my mom or Debbie wouldn’t want that either.
Angel: “Mom I have something to tell you is now a good time to talk about this?.” I pulled out a chair beside my working space and told her to sit down, she looked so worried and scared about what she was going to tell me.
Angel: “Mom I think I might be slightly different than the other girls, like…” she huffed out a breath she didn’t look ready about what she was going to tell me. “sweetie look at me, I really don’t care if you are the most weirdest kid in the entire planet you are my one and only shinning star and you can tell me anything you want don’t be scared at mommy.” I grabbed her hands she looked slightly ready to tell me what was on her mind.
Angel: “Mommy I am different in the sense that I maybe into girls like maybe I might fall in love with a girl someday, because I don’t feel anything towards any boy in my school and like I always see them as friends nothing more than that but with girls I don’t know mommy. The way that daddy looks at you when you two are around, that’s how I picture myself but with a girl mommy.”
I looked at her and I gave her the biggest hug ever I embraced her so tightly, “I don’t give a damn if you are into girls or into guys honey. Please I have cousins that are into girls as well and guess what they are married to them, I fully support your decisions in life you are growing up now maybe you will feel different later on but if not then don’t you ever feel ashamed about who you love. Love doesn’t come with restrictions you can love a boy or a girl, people will bully they will call you names gay, lesbian, lesbo all those ugly names just answer them so what if I am a lesbian I am sure as hell proud of it.”
This is definitely one of the proudest moments of being a mother for me because I feel so happy that my child can come up to me and tell me her sexuality. It is not an issue with me I just want my child to be happy and the little baby we have on its way I cannot wait to have a complete family.
Angel: “I want to be the one telling daddy mommy about this because I want him to understand me okay mommy. Thank you for being so supportive and loving towards this, I love you so much mommy I only wish to be as a great of a mother when I grow older.”
End Of POV
2 Months Later
It has been such a constant battle this past couple of months, adjusting to the fact that Debbie is not around anymore is such a hard thing for me to cope up with. I have been really sloppy with my work as well, my head does not want to cooperate with me at all I always tend to become severely depressed at times.
Last month I was seriously ill I didn’t know what was going on with me, I just wanted to kill myself and at times I was so close to accomplishing that. Angel my 10 year old daughter told me to see a psychiatrist, I gave that a try and so far it is going slightly better for me. I have to always understand that I still have Niall and Angel to take care off, so I cannot leave this world just yet my mom or Debbie wouldn’t want that either.
Angel: “Mom I have something to tell you is now a good time to talk about this?.” I pulled out a chair beside my working space and told her to sit down, she looked so worried and scared about what she was going to tell me.
Angel: “Mom I think I might be slightly different than the other girls, like…” she huffed out a breath she didn’t look ready about what she was going to tell me. “sweetie look at me, I really don’t care if you are the most weirdest kid in the entire planet you are my one and only shinning star and you can tell me anything you want don’t be scared at mommy.” I grabbed her hands she looked slightly ready to tell me what was on her mind.
Angel: “Mommy I am different in the sense that I maybe into girls like maybe I might fall in love with a girl someday, because I don’t feel anything towards any boy in my school and like I always see them as friends nothing more than that but with girls I don’t know mommy. The way that daddy looks at you when you two are around, that’s how I picture myself but with a girl mommy.”
I looked at her and I gave her the biggest hug ever I embraced her so tightly, “I don’t give a damn if you are into girls or into guys honey. Please I have cousins that are into girls as well and guess what they are married to them, I fully support your decisions in life you are growing up now maybe you will feel different later on but if not then don’t you ever feel ashamed about who you love. Love doesn’t come with restrictions you can love a boy or a girl, people will bully they will call you names gay, lesbian, lesbo all those ugly names just answer them so what if I am a lesbian I am sure as hell proud of it.”
This is definitely one of the proudest moments of being a mother for me because I feel so happy that my child can come up to me and tell me her sexuality. It is not an issue with me I just want my child to be happy and the little baby we have on its way I cannot wait to have a complete family.
Angel: “I want to be the one telling daddy mommy about this because I want him to understand me okay mommy. Thank you for being so supportive and loving towards this, I love you so much mommy I only wish to be as a great of a mother when I grow older.”
End Of POV
Notes
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