Mrs. All American Reject

Julia's POV
Well here i am almost 20 years old and i still feel like this scarred 10 year old i'm so happy to start my life but still so afraid. I know i'll change and have to grow up but i don't want to. I wanna be a singer and even thought i have no confidence in my voice and neither does anyone else that i told my dream too. I mostly keep it to my self now i'n to afraid of being laughed at one of the only that know is my 13 year old step sister and she really dosent care. I'm going to start collage in the fall and i'm super scarred about it, i'm just mostly scarred i'll look like an idiot. I care to much what people think of me i think its because of my mom she was always making fun of me and putting me down but it's whatever now.My dad remarried and now i have a step-mom if i should even call her that she is more like my real mom she treats me way better then my mom ever did, she is just amazing to me and my dad. And from her last marriage she has 3 kids jeb is a few months younger then me, emily who is 17 and is a junior in high school, and then abby who is the youngest at 13. Now going from an only child to now having 3 step siblings is a lot to handle but i think i adapted quite well.
Normal POV
"Julia!"
"yes abigail" julia said as she walked out of her room and in to the liveing room
"i'm bored can we do something?" abby asked
"like what?" julia said while plopping on the futon
"Well we could go to target or we could go to target, you pick."
"ok so anywhere but target got it!"
"Julia!"
''why do you go to target so bad?" julia asked
"because luke tweeted that they were going to target to prank people! duh!"
"Abby i higly doubt that they would be there, do you know how many targets their are in the world?"
"1,934 but that only the U.S stores" abby said confidently
Julia just sat there in shock
"did you really look that up?" julia asked scared
"yes now go get you shoes on so we can leave i already asked mom and she said yes"
"ugggg fine"
Julia's Pov
Well this sould be a fun night!

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