Redrum

i hate basements i fucking hate them. theres still two people in this building who are still after us. but we have to find liam. niall is trying to get through to him on the walkie but so far its just static. were still going down stairs but the static is becoming less and less so hopefully were getting closer.i snap my head up and grab zayn to stop. "we need to go back to the kitchen" i say and they all look at me like ive grown another head, "im serious thats where we got the knives. we need to get more." i say and they all nod. i try to remember where the kitchen is but its like a maze in this place. i see a sign on the wall and point the light at it. my eyes go wide as i read it. "this is all for you cadyn" is all it says, i cant even speak as the guys come to see what im looking at.

"what does that mean its all for you?" louis asks. "i have no idea, i dont even know that many people. who the fuck would do this." i say more talking to myself. "lets just get to the kitchen." i say and continue walking all the while i have chills all over me and i wish i knew what the note meant. who would do this? and for me? i dont understand. after a few minutes we make it to the kitchen and split up to find weapons of any kind. i find a clever and a few butcher knives i have no idea what they found. even scissors i grab them to cause there small enough to hide so i put it in my sock. i guess watching crime shows has helped find somewhere to put these. i put the clever in the back of my pants and move my shirt over it. i hear a soft thud and snap my head to the direction.

i move slowly as i can hoping its not one of the guys. i keep wakling when i hear a loud groan and bolt to the direction. i enter the pantry and find zayn on the floor. "ZAYN!!!" i scream at the top of my lungs and hear scrambling around the room. "zayn. oh god zayn can you hear me?" i yell as the boys enter the room. im full on crying at this point. "zayn please open your eyes" i say and he opens them a little. i grab my light i dropped and see a knife in his stomach. i feel the guys get closer to me and talking but i cant process what theyre saying. "p-perrie" he whispers "zayn stop. youre gonna be fine." niall says as his voice cracks. his head is in my lap and i can feel him start to struggle for breath.i can feel harrys head on my shoulder as he cries, i put my head on his as my hands are holding zayns hand and face. "ill tell her. i promise ill tell perrie you love her." i say and not a second later i feel him stop breathing.

"zayn" i say shaking him "ZAYN, please. you promised. you promised you would protect me. please dont go. zayn." im crying so hard i dont know what to do. i look at the boys and theyre all crying. hard crying. their brother and best friend is dead. harry gets up and screams."FUCK!!" ive never heard him cuss that much before so i know hes pissed. he starts punching the walls and throwing things all over the place.i gently place zayns head on the floor and stand to harry. it takes all of my strength plus some to get him to stop. "harry, babe. look at me." i say cupping his face in my hands. his eyes are almost black the essence of his gorgeous green eyes is gone. "you cant do this. he would want all of us to find liam and get out of here. we have to keep that promise to him wether hes here or not." i say his face is still hard, but i can tell he understands what im saying. he grabs my hand and pulls me back into the kitchen.

"harry what are you doing." i ask as he picks me up and sits me on the counter. "what he would want is for me to admit to you how much ive been in love with you. he told me to tell you so many times but i couldnt. i couldnt do that to liam. hes like your brother and i didnt want to hurt him. zayn always told me to just do it and get over myself because he knew you had feelings for me. he told me again yesterday. so for him im admitting how i feel about you. ive always liked you from the moment we met 3 years ago. when liam introduced us to you. i knew it wasnt jsut a crush but couldnt act on it. so here i am just after my best friend dies fucking admitting to you how i feel." he says and takes a deep breath. "harry, ive always felt the same. i know you know that" he nods and looks up at me his eyes glazed over and i know i dont look any different. i lean forward and kiss him with everything i have even though people never saw it zayn was kind and madly in love.

If he were here hed be throwing a damn party cause we admitted it finally. but now hes doing that else where. i can feel him crying as he kisses me more passionately. i pull away and pull his face to my chest and let him cry. niall and louis come over to us and wrap their arms around both of us and we all cry like babies. and not one of us cares. "we h-have to f-find liam" niall cries. we all nod in agreement and grab the various weapons we collected. we walk to the door and louis stops. "are we just gonna leave his body?" he says trying to refrain from breaking again. "when we get out of here the police will collect him." i say rubbing his back as he yanks me into a very forceful hug. "well be ok. well get out of here." i say and he nods as we walk out of the kitchen. the boys are all out of it. but me im more pissed than anything and i can feel my blood boiling at the fact that someone thinks they did this for me.

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