Redrum

"HOLY FUCK!!" i scream and grab the photo and turn to grab the letter. "Louis" i whisper. "louis, Louis, LOUIS is L" as i scream coming to realization pacing the kitchen floor not worrying about the stain of the red wine on the white tile floor. "is he alive?" did we leave him there to suffer? i grab my phone and keys leaving everything else behind "I have to talk to Liam and Hary." i say more to myself as i open the door of the apartment and step into the hall. as i turn the corner i see a figure standing under a dimly lit porch light. i look away as he looks up and those eyes are something ill never forget, so peircingly blue like the color of the sky on a cloudless day. as im standing there my hand flies to my chest and i stumble back gasping at who i think ive just seen as he takes off around the corner.

i take off in the direction of the porch to try to catch him and turn the corner and see hes nowhere to be seen. i make my way back to the car passing the porch and something that catches my eye. a photo but not just any photo the same photo that i had in my hand minutes ago of Louis and myself. as i try to calm the wave emotion running through me i make my way back the car and step in. i grab my phone and tell myself "i have to call and get to Liam and Harry" as i make the familiar drive on the motorway to Liam's my mind keeps replaying what just happened. Is he alive? why is he doing this? wouldnt he want us to know hes alive?why wouldnt he tell us before now? maybe im just losing my mind and thinking that i saw him.

Pulling up to Liams house and not even caring to turn the engine off i jump out of the car and bolt into his house running up to his room and ripping of the comforter revealing him snuggled up to a small stuffed bunny rabbit. "Liam" i yell making him bolt out of the bed and onto the floor. "what the fuck cadyn" he yells looking up at me with wide eyes. "we need to leave and we need to leave now. ill explain when we get to Harrys" i say as he starts getting dressed i cant help it. i grab the stuffed bunny and throw at his face "jeeze do any of you have any balls?" laughing we walk to the car, and make the drive to harrys.

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