More Than Words

“Good morning girls, I hope you slept well and are all refreshed for our fitting session today.” Ginger said with complete enthusiasm to the band while they were sitting on the couch, waiting for our arrival. “Good morning.” I provided my share of the greeting as well. “Good morning girls! Coffee anyone?” Jesy Nelson, Leigh-Anne Pinnock, and Jade Thirlwall replied together replied softly, while Perrie stood up to the breakfast table to wait for our choices. “No thank you really we are fine for now.” Ginger and I replied directly in etiquette. “Fine then let us start the productive work girls!” Perrie announced as her three other band members stood up. “Of course; Miss Leigh-Anne you will be working with Ginger and Miss Jade I will be taking your measurements.” I replied to Perrie in complete calmness. “Cell phone Ring!” Perrie’s phone rang as we started taking her band mates’ measurements. “Good morning to you too babe ... no I won’t mind you come up, although we are in the middle of our fitting session ... sure Zayn.” Perrie talked out softly like she was telling a secret, but I was clearly listening. I gazed into Perrie’s eyes while I was taking the measurements, but it was very obvious my focus was to target her emotional expressions.

She sounded happy, which made me directly rush to the conclusion that Zayn and Perrie sorted everything out and are back normal now. “Good morning everyone!” Zayn announced as he entered the sweet. “Baby!!! Good morning to you too!” Perrie screamed as she rushed in his arms, while I dusted of my heart’s remains from the emotional ground. Zayn dropped Perrie’s hug after 2 seconds and came all the way up to my face and whispered: “ I didn’t include you in the my greeting, because you deserve one for yourself separately; Good morning Violet.” As he smiled after he finished whispering in my ear, I felt such big weakness in my knees that I felt like falling apart, but I directly dropped a respond loudly: “good morning to you too Mr. Zayn, I am glad you feel refreshed today.” “Indeed I do; Perrie can we talk inside please? He addressed both of us in the same sentence. “Sure baby!” Perrie jumped in excitement as she dragged his hand and walked him to her room. After this big distraction I witnessed along with the others, I returned my focus on Jade so I can finish her fitting while Jesy went to the bathroom, and Ginger preceded her work giggling silently with Leigh-Anne. The quite environment didn’t last more than 10 seconds as we heard a tremble of screams melodised by Perrie from her room.

“How did you know!!? Zayn listen to me please!! You can’t just say this and leave me! I was going to tell you sooner or later! “Perrie screeched out of nervousness and sadness. “ And what Perrie?! You expected me to wait for you until you are in a relation with that guy and then tell me?!” Zayn’s voice trembled in reply to Perrie. “Zayn don’t leave now! I’m Sorry! Please Zayn don’t go!” Perrie cried her lungs when Zayn walked out of her room in complete anger and heart break. I thought to myself as I looked at the scenery: “Was Zayn providing an act in front of us all to show us that he isn’t mad? Why was he so happy and in a minute after he was shaded in anger and sorrow? And Perrie is cheating on Zayn?! God! I think yesterday’s events are nothing compared to today’s occurrences.”

I pretended I heard nor saw anything, and kept taking the measurements, as Jesy rushed out of the bathroom in bewilderment with the support of both Jade and Leigh-Anne’s Faces facing Perrie. “Don’t look at me!! I was bored from this relation and I didn’t want it anymore! I deserve a change in my life as well! Aren’t I a human!?!” Perrie cried out in everyone’s face including mine and Ginger’s poker faces. She rushed to her room and locked her door while Ginger and I froze like status, not knowing what we should do as the girls rushed behind her with knocking actions on the door. “Girls, are we don’t for today?” Jesy said as they were still banging Perrie’s locked door. “... Yes! We get it, we will leave now.” Ginger replied with concern and quietness. We took our bags and rushed out of the sweet.

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