More Than Words

We went back home in the limo arranged by the hotel and it dropped us to my place as it headed to drop the rest to their destinations. Zayn and I walked to the doorstep as we held hands all through this distance. I dropped the hold on his hand as I opened my purse and took the key out to unlock the door and enter. He was such a gentleman he insisted in carrying all the gift bags by his own; I didn’t mind that after I begged him to give me half to carry at least. We entered inside as he went straight upstairs to my room and dropped the bags inside.


“Baby; where should I put them?” he yelled from upstairs as I sat on the couch and told him to just lay them on the bed for now. He came down rushing downstairs and he approached me since I was already sitting on the sofa; giving him a glare and a shy smile. He smiled shyly as he approached the couch and sat down after he wrapped his arm over me. I giggled as I leaned forward to his chest and he kissed my forehead out of affection. “Sweetie; aren’t you sleepy?” I asked him softly. “Not a lot love why?” He whispered back in my hair. “I’m just asking that’s all; He-he you know? I am really glad you are back in my life Zaynie; if only you knew how many nights I spent crying over and over... Pfft.” I said as my voice hit a passionate/depressed tone. He sat back straight and took his shoulder off of me only to hug me tight and reply: “I guess this makes two of us now.” I giggled weakly as I hugged him stronger against me. I dropped the hug and relaxed my head on his lap as I played with one of my long wavy hair strand. “See this is what I love about you, you are a guy that isn’t ashamed of crying when you need to.” I said as I felt his fingers lean to my hair and started brushing them through over and over. “Trust me, I don’t know if this is something you don’t know, but I actually am really a sensitive guy; I can’t control it when I am hurt or touched, and I guess my shy attitude does also support this fact; He- he.” Without looking at him I knew he blushed at that moment when he was talking. “I patted his knee and I went back to sit up straight as I looked at him and couldn’t stop being hypnotised by his chocolate brown eyes. “Stop! Lol!” I laughed in passion as he was shocked while his eyes were talking with mine. “Lol! Stop what?” he replied sarcastically as we were still looking at each other without blinking; I smacked his shoulder playfully.



“Zayn enough! Lol stop trying to tempt me with your stares.” I said as my face turned red as a glossy strawberry and he cracked a loud laugh. “Lol! So it is working ha?” He replied playfully as he admitted that he knew what he was doing.”You can say so...Lol!” I replied getting him shy as well; we both started laughing like nerdy fools as he leaned in and made his lips dance with my own pair passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck without stopping the kiss as he grabbed my waist and the flow of the kisses didn’t stop. He held me tighter and tighter as he brought me closer and I reached my fingers to his hair; playing foolishly with it as I heard a soft moan pop while we both were still kissing. I directly woke back up to the reality and I noticed we are going fast forward; I dropped the kiss and stepped back a bit.



“What’s wrong baby?” he asked as he was a tiny bit shocked of what made me stop this make out session all of a sudden. “Erm... Nothing baby I just... well this is like you know... Erm ...You know... Heh.” I stuttered in my reply as he nodded and smiled to imply he understood that I didn’t want this to evolve us doing something I took a vow not to do before marriage. “I understand trust me; I’m sorry baby I didn’t want to force you but you lead me through He-he.” He said as he ran his fingers through his hair gushing shyly at me. “I think it is all because we both are you know, well actually Zayn I can’t go further with this because ...Erm... I can’t do this before the day I get married; it’s a girl’s point of view I don’t know ...” I replied with mixed up words because this subject was really sensitive for me to talk about, especially if it was to a guy. “I know angel just forget about it, but you know? I couldn’t be happier in this moment since you just told me this; I always knew you are like that kind of a clean and pure person. I just can’t believe myself that I actually am with such person like you. I honestly can tell you that I am a guy just like any other guy, nothing special about me except that I am in a phenomenal band.” He said these words as I got goose bumps all over my hand and I laughed quietly as he took my hand and rubbed it for me tenderly.


“You aren’t like other guys Zayn, put the One Direction fact aside; other guys wouldn’t have stopped and understood my point of view like you did respectively. See! You are making me love you more and more now! Lol! I hate you! Hahahahah.” I explained to Zayn and I through a tiny flirty joke in the end that made him blush like an innocent 3 year old and laugh in a high tone. “I love you more snuggle muffin; come here.” He dragged me from my hand and embraced me softly as I giggled and I massaged his shoulder with my hand softly. “Zaynie I’m a bit tired; let’s just go head to bed it’s already 2:45 am.” I said to him as he nodded and we dropped the embrace. I went up and gave him his shirt that I wore previously when I used to sleep over at his suite. He laughed as he smelled it and said:


“It smells like you now; I will never wash it.” I laughed and replied: “Don’t be silly He-he, go change in the bathroom sweetie.” He giggled as he went inside the bathroom and I started changing my clothes and put my Pjs on. He went out as I finished putting on my ankle socks and I looked at him as he stood there just looking at me taking off my makeup. “What?” I giggled as he flashed me a sneaky smile. “Nothing I just love looking at you; I missed it a lot since I couldn’t for a complete month.” I smiled shyly and I through the makeup wipe in the mini bin beside me and I kissed him good night as I went downstairs with him and fixed the convertible sofa for him and gave him a pillow and a warm sheets. He lied down as I sat on the edge to peck him with a kiss for a goodnight wish as he smiled and I left to the upstairs and turned the lights off.

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