More Than Words

A week after my stay in London with my boyfriend and his band mates:

(Zayn and the gang made sure I see all the historical sights and go out every day, even though I was left alone sometimes because they used to have concerts and interviews. It is not that they didn’t beg me to go; I took the decision so that I won’t be a clingy kind of girlfriend. I spoke to Ginger as much as we could but she was busy with the work and with her fabulous relationship with Jake. During this week I learned more about Zayn and so did he; we eventually got really close and he was breathing my name like I couldn’t think of anything but him. Tonight, we are supposed to go out with the boys to have some quality time at the evening, since they got 2 days off finally.)


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“Baby?! Violet!? Lol where are you?” Zayn opened the door searching for me as I was in the bathroom answering but he couldn’t hear from the water running from the shower. “I’m here Zaynie! He-he I answered you but it seems u didn’t hear; its ok” I replied as I went outside in my bathrobe and my hair all damp. “It’s alright baby; get ready come on we need to leave in an hour; I love you (kisses my lips).” Zayn said as he couldn’t take off his eyes from my look. I blushed as he left and was all shy looking. I pulled my hair drier as I jumped in my place since the door widely opened all of a sudden; it was El and Dani grabbing all their clothes and makeup, so that we can dress up and help each other in preparing our hair and makeup. We started dressing up after we took some time to finish our hair and our makeup; meanwhile the boys were dressing up as well so that we can be done and leave on time. My final look and the dress I chose were really complimenting my curves in the right way. (http://distilleryimage4.s3.amazonaws.com/9ff4de54c80411e2bb0f22000a1fbc94_7.jpg) Dani and El were looking amazing as usual; I really loved how they had a high fashion sense. We went downstairs to the ground floor as they boys were waiting for us in the car. Zayn was holding a red rose in his hand as he was the only one out of the car; waiting for me as I arrived and apparently rocked his world with my appearance. I couldn’t stop blushing as he approached me staring like I was the goddess of beauty, as he landed a kiss softly on my lips and gave me the flower. My face couldn’t be redder than the colour of the flower. I kissed him on his tender lips and he started giggling in a very shy attitude as he opened the door for us and the girls to enter and leave to the club.

We entered the club and sat down, where Louis directly announced: “Tonight we get drunk!” I looked at Louis since I wasn’t a heavy drinker, but I decided to nod at him, even though I wouldn’t drink a lot. “Shots are here!” Niall handed shots to everyone as I stuck on drinking my glass and refused to have a shot with everyone. I noticed Zayn getting really massive on the drinking and I was really worried about this issue; I couldn’t tell him to stop because it is his choice and not mine. He grabbed me and kissed me so hard and I pushed back because I noticed this isn’t his true character. He looked at me in shock and his eyes went darker, he then jumped from his seat beside me and went to the dance floor alone dancing like a mentally disturbed person. Dani rubbed my shoulder as she noticed I was really sad all of a sudden. I kept looking at him dancing crazy as I saw a girl approach him and started to dance with him inappropriately. My eyes were sparking from jealousy and anger! I didn’t accept the fact that anyone can dance with my boyfriend like that except me! I didn’t think of anything unless it was a revengeful move at that moment. I took off my seat as the group looked at me in wonder and startle.

I went to the dance floor and I started dancing alone in a very indecent way as a blonde random guy that was basically going crazy over me. Zayn couldn’t stop looking on how the guy was touching me and drove him furious as he ran towards us and punched the guy in the face. “Stay away from my girlfriend!! Do you hear me!?” Zayn yelled as the music stopped and everyone was silenced to the scene where the guy was on the floor from his punch. The boys jumped and dragged Zayn backwards and I ran outside the club through the streets crying and not knowing where to go. As I ran in sorrow and my heart cracked like broken crystals, my heel cracked and I fell on my face crying more now from the physical pain as well. I found myself in an empty street and it was already past 2:00 pm, I sat on the public bench and cried my eyes out till they became all red. My phone kept ringing and I couldn’t ignore it anymore since the voice made my head explode.

I picked up directly: “Violet thank god you answered! Sweetie where are you?!” Harry screamed as I finally answered in worried and relieve at the same time.” I don’t know ...!” I cried as I heard Harry’s voice which reminded me more about Zayn. “Darling calm down; we are all worried sick and we split up looking for you! Tell me what is located beside you; any store, sign?” Liam said as he took the phone from Harry directly and spoke to me worried even more and more. “It says Lake ... (sniffs and tears) Lake Shore Street.” I replied filled with emotional pain as my knee started to bleed from the fall I encountered previously.”I know where she is! Go to the right!” Dani yelled at Liam.

I closed the phone and kept crying from the double pain I have now. How could Zayn turn to become insane like this? Why did he drink a lot? Why was he unleashing this beastly side of him? How did this confident strike him to dance with a random girl just like that? All these question s kept running through my mind as my tears drowned my face. My head started spinning and I felt so light headed; which made me faint without noticing.

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