More Than Words

She refused to listen to me as I was stuttering and crying. She locked the door and I saw her from the window drinking even more. I dropped on the floor in tears. As my tears were dropping my phone vibrated and I saw Zayn’s name in the notification. I didn’t pick up as I was screaming my eyes out with water droplets gliding all the way from my cheeks through my chin center. What have I done to deserve all the hate in my life? So I get punished if I was with a celebrity boy? I didn’t choose him nor did he! We both had this connection and the blame is on the paparazzi group that kept snapping pictures of every move we did. Zayn called again and I picked up as I dried my tears and tried to hide my sadness. “Baby why didn’t you pick up?” he said happily concerned as I looked up to the sky trying to find a speedy excuse. “Erm...nothing Zayn I - I wasn’t paying attention sorry.” My voices crumbled in sadness even though I was trying t hide it in each second. “What's wrong Violet? Don’t you dare tell me you are ok!” he said in a worried voice to me. “Zayn, I can’t talk right now; I’m sorry.” I said as I burst in tears. “I’ll be there in 10 minutes maximum! Don’t say a word I’ll see you soon!” he yelled worried and waited for my reply nervously. “Mhm.” Hummed in agreement as I was crying and he closed the phone.

“Baby! Baby! What are you doing on the ground! Who did this to you! Come!” Zayn Yelled as the cab parked and he flashed out of the door picking me up with his arms and put me inside the backseat of the cab. I curled up my knees to my chest and I cried my eyes out silently as Zayn was punching the tears with his look at them, his heart was twisting 360 degrees from worry and anger. He took me up to the hotel suite as I barely walked myself upstairs; Zayn placed his hand on my waist and placed my arm all over his shoulder all the way up to help me walk better. “Baby tell me what’s wrong!? Please talk to me!” His temper came to a limit and his eyes wear glittered with water formation inside them.

I started crying less than I was and looked at him and replied slowly: “My mom was drunk and she kicked me out of the house after she pulled my hair hardly, and she filled me with curses.” I told him all what happened and he grabbed me and placed my head on his chest as he kept humming “SHHH” in my ear and calmed me down.”Love just relax, sleep here tonight and we will talk about it tomorrow I promise, but you need to rest for now.” He said calmly as he kept patting my head which was located on his chest. My tears drowned his shirt, and I nodded silently to what he stated, as I knew I couldn’t go back to my drunken mother. He kissed my forehead, glancing at him as he looked at me with wet eyes. I placed my nose on his nose and he leaned in to kiss my lips. Our lips tangled in each other as they were dancing a romantic slow dance to a quite party for 2 only. I felt explosions of happiness and relaxation as I had my first Kiss with Zayn. “Zayn... (Sighing) I need to Erm...wash my face please.” I said as I calmed down instantly. He smiled at me and pulled me tighter to his chest, he then released me after I fed on his cologne smell.”Baby feel free, I will go get you the clothes you wore a few days back; I kept them in case some day you planned to give me another sleep over visit, He-he.” He said as he ran his hand through his night dark hair, and stood up to go to his room.

I headed to the bathroom and turned the sink on to wash my face and calm down. I took of the dress and the accessories carefully and placed them in the cabinet in the bathroom. Zayn knocked the door and alerted me that he got me the clothes, I opened the door as I was I the bath robe and I grabbed them as I smiled thanking him with that action. He smiled at me and feasted on my look in the bath robe. I closed the door and dressed up. Liam surprisingly was sleeping in Dani’s room. So the room was for me and Zayn. We both slept on a bed of our own, and we said goodnight as he kissed my lips passionately and closed the lights.

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