More Than Words
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(2 days later):
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(I recall what my mother told me that day; honestly since then I decided to put everything on the side and just take care of him. It has been two days now since I spent my endless hours beside his hospitalized bed; the doctors said he that his nervous breakdown affected his nerves and still he needs to recover. They also promised me that hopefully today they would release him. Zayn’s Family members kept on visiting us both at the hospital; they always begged me to go rest at home, but I never agreed on that. Even if he would never get back together, at least I am just doing the good will of taking care of him. I mean he was going to be my … ugh I can’t even say it. As for the boys and girls; their constant care never dared to fade as they kept on taking shifts in visiting daily, but what’s the use? He was still asleep. I won’t lie; I did cry, a lot actually, but it never made him wake up. My mother was always by my side; even though her visit was about to end in a week, but still I was so happy that she was acting like she promised to change. I fell in love with her are for not only me, but to Zayn as well; she kept visiting and getting home cooked meals for me and him, even though he never was awake to taste her sensual meals. I managed to get everything sorted at work with Ginger in charge, from my phone’s emailing services (which Niall made sure to grab for me back then when everything happened that night.) If only he can wake up and say something; I don’t care if he would curse me or hurt me with what he would say; at least just seeing him awake would be the best I ever saw in these horrible 2 days. )
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I was so tired that even my wardrobe was consisting of comfy and baggy today; at least this was what my mom managed to get my yesterday (http://statigr.am/viewer.php#/detail/426252565446696393_19525806). I was lying down beside him on th couch as I heard the heart meter beep constantly. “Zayn …. Pfffft… if only you can hear me now and talk to me… even though what happened was unforgivable, but … I am willing on doing anything you want just wake up… (I stand and walk towards his bed where he was asleep) remember this? No matter what happens to us I will never take it off my hand… (I glance at the bracelet that I never took off from the time that he dressed on my wrist since my birthday.) Bunny? Am I still to call you that even … gosh I just wish you wake up and tell me where we stand now…( I grab his hand but it wasn’t responsive)” I dried my dangling tear in my left eye and I turned to sit back in my seat; a strong grip that I shockingly felt, made me turn around again!
He blinked his eyes and looked at me; he took off the oxygen mask and kissed my hand. “No one in the world …is allowed to call… me bunny … except… youhh…” He gasped weakly as he spoke to me! Zayn is awake!!! Wait a minute he was listening to me!!! Oh god Zayn please let me kiss you now!!! I teared and smiled softly as I saw him clearing his throat hardly; I left his hand grip and I rushed to get him some water in a glass from the fridge. I placed one hand at the back of his head and the other was taking charge in watering his mouth with the glass; I sat on the edge and made him slowly drink and refresh his parch. He took his hand and placed it on top of mine that was carrying the glass, as he proceeded to drink slowly.
“We won’t talk about anything now, the important thing is that you are fine now and finally awake…I’ll go call the nurses to notify the doctor.” As soon as I stood up after finishing my line, he grabbed my palm again stronger this time, and made me sit back on the edge of the bed beside him.”Violet, please just tell me, do you hate me now? You know the reason that I’m here is because of you running away heart brok…………” I stopped him from talking with my finger on the tip of his lips and he breathed slowly looking at me. “Not here; not now. I promise I will do whatever you want me to do as soon as you are back home safely.” I threw a smile since Zayn just answered all my anxiety questions; he truly still does love me!! But what about his betrayal scandal? Pfft… He nodded and kissed me the palm of my hand as I lightly blushed and walked outside to tell anyone I found outside for assistance.
(2 days later):
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(I recall what my mother told me that day; honestly since then I decided to put everything on the side and just take care of him. It has been two days now since I spent my endless hours beside his hospitalized bed; the doctors said he that his nervous breakdown affected his nerves and still he needs to recover. They also promised me that hopefully today they would release him. Zayn’s Family members kept on visiting us both at the hospital; they always begged me to go rest at home, but I never agreed on that. Even if he would never get back together, at least I am just doing the good will of taking care of him. I mean he was going to be my … ugh I can’t even say it. As for the boys and girls; their constant care never dared to fade as they kept on taking shifts in visiting daily, but what’s the use? He was still asleep. I won’t lie; I did cry, a lot actually, but it never made him wake up. My mother was always by my side; even though her visit was about to end in a week, but still I was so happy that she was acting like she promised to change. I fell in love with her are for not only me, but to Zayn as well; she kept visiting and getting home cooked meals for me and him, even though he never was awake to taste her sensual meals. I managed to get everything sorted at work with Ginger in charge, from my phone’s emailing services (which Niall made sure to grab for me back then when everything happened that night.) If only he can wake up and say something; I don’t care if he would curse me or hurt me with what he would say; at least just seeing him awake would be the best I ever saw in these horrible 2 days. )
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I was so tired that even my wardrobe was consisting of comfy and baggy today; at least this was what my mom managed to get my yesterday (http://statigr.am/viewer.php#/detail/426252565446696393_19525806). I was lying down beside him on th couch as I heard the heart meter beep constantly. “Zayn …. Pfffft… if only you can hear me now and talk to me… even though what happened was unforgivable, but … I am willing on doing anything you want just wake up… (I stand and walk towards his bed where he was asleep) remember this? No matter what happens to us I will never take it off my hand… (I glance at the bracelet that I never took off from the time that he dressed on my wrist since my birthday.) Bunny? Am I still to call you that even … gosh I just wish you wake up and tell me where we stand now…( I grab his hand but it wasn’t responsive)” I dried my dangling tear in my left eye and I turned to sit back in my seat; a strong grip that I shockingly felt, made me turn around again!
He blinked his eyes and looked at me; he took off the oxygen mask and kissed my hand. “No one in the world …is allowed to call… me bunny … except… youhh…” He gasped weakly as he spoke to me! Zayn is awake!!! Wait a minute he was listening to me!!! Oh god Zayn please let me kiss you now!!! I teared and smiled softly as I saw him clearing his throat hardly; I left his hand grip and I rushed to get him some water in a glass from the fridge. I placed one hand at the back of his head and the other was taking charge in watering his mouth with the glass; I sat on the edge and made him slowly drink and refresh his parch. He took his hand and placed it on top of mine that was carrying the glass, as he proceeded to drink slowly.
“We won’t talk about anything now, the important thing is that you are fine now and finally awake…I’ll go call the nurses to notify the doctor.” As soon as I stood up after finishing my line, he grabbed my palm again stronger this time, and made me sit back on the edge of the bed beside him.”Violet, please just tell me, do you hate me now? You know the reason that I’m here is because of you running away heart brok…………” I stopped him from talking with my finger on the tip of his lips and he breathed slowly looking at me. “Not here; not now. I promise I will do whatever you want me to do as soon as you are back home safely.” I threw a smile since Zayn just answered all my anxiety questions; he truly still does love me!! But what about his betrayal scandal? Pfft… He nodded and kissed me the palm of my hand as I lightly blushed and walked outside to tell anyone I found outside for assistance.
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