More Than Words
I Speak out Of Both : Perfect Love & Perfect Trust
The limo stopped and I didn’t notice that time flew so fast already; I guess it was right that time passes faster when you are happy and care free. I lifted my head from his warm chest and I looked at him as he smiled weakly; I was going to die to know what was wrong with him. I smiled in the same presentation as his and we stepped out of the car hand in hand as Paul, the main body Guard of the boys, waited for our arrival at the entrance of the restaurant. He escorted us to the inside of the restaurant and he left off to a closer table to ours.
“What would you like to have today?” The waiter arrived and he looked at us both, while we were flickering through the menu. “Ceaser Salad for me and sparkly water.” I closed the menu as I spoke to the waiter and handed him the book. “And, for you sir?” The waiter asked Zayn, who closed the menu after he heard him. “Umm! I will have the chicken with cheddar and mushroom sauce please.” He gave out his order and the waiter nodded as he rushed back to the kitchen and left us alone.
“Can we talk now?” I asked him with a smile of comfort on my face as to suggest to him to tell me. He took 3 seconds to look at me deeply and then he directly nodded and sat straight. “Well; we have a Fused Mash Up coming out.” He announced as I was happy to hear this amazing news. “Congrats bunny ( I lean from my seat across the table and land a kiss on his soft cheek; then I sit back in my seat properly.)! Who’s it with!? Which Songs are you fixing together!?” The sparkle from his eyes disappeared completely now after I asked him the questions from excitement. He took in a huge inhale of oxygen and then looked at me wondering whether he should speak or not. “It is going to be with Erm…Little Mix. It was Simon’s Idea I swear we never knew anything about it!” He explained to me as if he was telling me that he is innocent and he didn’t want me to be upset; I laughed a bit to what I heard but it wasn’t a laugh out of a funny feeling; it was a worried laugh to be honest. “Well… I know that Simon’s decisions are always for what is best for you; I’m happy for you.” The words didn’t sound convincing at all; I couldn’t control that he just told me indirectly that he will be seeing Perrie! “Violet, kitty cat; Pfft … I know this is making you worry now, but I promise you and I won’t be dealing with ‘You Know Who’ unless we had to sing our high vocals together. Please tell me you are ok now?” His words sounded like they were running waterfalls of honesty; he begged me to be relaxed and have faith in him. I sighed and I looked at him, he was really nervous and hoping I would be ok with the entire idea. “Of course I’m ok with it sweetie; all I want for you is the success you are used to produce with the boys. I’m fine trust me.” I smiled and spoke as he placed his palm over mine on the table; I was glad to see those brown jewels getting back their glitter again. “I love you.” he spoke it out filled with comfort; I just hoped that after a few minutes he would still love me after I tell him what I had to share as well.
“Can you tell me what’s wrong now baby?” he noticed I was nervous and truly my insides where boiling from worry. I looked down for a second and then back again at him. “I don’t really know how to say this, but like we have this meeting with ….pfft… Eric Jenkins ….” I stuffed my mouth with a drink of water and swallowed heavily after I saw his facial expressions turn to a poker face. “Mhm; Can’t Ginger handle it?”he asked and I noticed the madness in his voice mumbling underneath his tongue. “Zaynie I know you are worried a lot and I can smell your anger from all the way here. This time, Ginger will be with me since we both are the branch holders. Plus we will be in the office and 1 button on the phone, and the security will be up in seconds.” This was like the ultimate test to know if Zayn learned to trust me like I do. “Love; I really do trust you I swear to god, but I get nervous and I can’t control the anger once I even think of you and that jerk in one room.” He spoke and he sighed to release the pressure he stored inside. “Zayn it is strictly work and I told you sweetie; Ginger will be with me at the time. Can you please relax I beg you. Our main agreement in this relationship is honesty and trust right? I am telling you because I know you are understanding baby; please chill and relax. I promise I will even call you before and after the meeting ends if it makes you happier.” I pleaded him with my words as I felt the tension disappear from his face and the smile returned to be drawn on his face in slow motion. “You trust me with my situation, so why won’t I be with yours? Violet …Just be safe and please comfort me with the calls before and after that prick’s arrival and departure.”
I nodded as I was so happy to see him smiling and way relaxed. I am so glad that Zayn has finally got it how much respect and trust we both must share in order to have an unbreakable relationship. He stood from his seat and came to me leaning in for a kiss on my lips. I relaxed my pair with his and we both giggled as it was going on. He returned to his seat as the food arrived and we dove in, sine the nervousness made us hungry to the extreme.
Notes
THANKKKKKKKKKK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 They both were understanding with each other's situation!! <3 <3 <3 Do you think this trust and love will stay when Violet has her meeting, and Zayn starts recording with Perrie? Someone is Arriving to London? Hospital car Syrons !?!?! STAY TUNED SO THAT ALL THESE QUESTIONS GET ANSWERED MY LOVELIES!!!! <3 <3 <3 :DRATE
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8/22/13