Dad Or brother? Continued

its been like 3 days since calum found out about my past with self harm. He promised to not tell anyone as long as i don't do any more of. Dad has been talking about putting me into a boarding school while they are on tour and michael has been trying to give luke hints to not be so hands on with Makayla when i'm around but it has not been working. At the moment we are all eating a dinner that luke made for us. He made it special so that when Makayla had to meet me for the first time she had the right impression.

"So how old are you?" She asked extremely sweet almost too sweet. Kinda like the first batch of Lukes frosting he made when i was helping make him cupcakes for tonight.

"Well im 16 how about you?" I asked as innocent as i could even thought i was thinking of shoving the alfredo chicken down her deeply v cut shirt.

"I am 23" she giggled " and let me say you are really a cute girl"

"Oh well im nothing close to as beautiful as you" You know that say kill them with kindness right? well i fucking hope she just falls down dead right now. clenched my jaw and i looked down at my food an took a bit.

"awe thank you you're to sweet thats not good for the boys" she said. Oh My god she is so fake with her bottle blonde hair and her blue eyes but her eyes were almost gray. Someone put their hand on my right leg and squeezed. I looked up and saw calum giving me a warning look. He must have caught on to what i was doing. I sighed and kept eating.

"Well i'm happy the two girls in my life are getting along together" luke chirped up all happy. He is so cute when he is like this. Maybe is really is happy with her. Maybe she is his one. Maybe Its meant to be this way.

"So Bri we were talking and we were thinking sing Kalya here has her teachers degree we could bring you and her on tour with us and you can finish your schooling" Ashton offered and calum took my hand under the table.

"oh okay when is that again?" i asked quietly

"it will be in 2 weeks" he said. The rest of the dinner I ate in silence as the rest of them ate and talked. Luke and Makayla went to his room and the rest of us went into the living room and watched some tv.

"Hey dad can i make a youtube vide, like of me doing cover like what you guys did" I asked making him mute the tv.

"Um yeah we have a camera down stairs and you can figure it all out if you want just be careful"

"okay thanks" I got up and went down stairs grabbing lukes guitar and the camera and going outside by the pool. I turned the camera on to record and back upe from it and sat on a stool that was by the bar area.


"Hey guys I'm Briana Irwin. Most of you might know me of Ashton Irwins Daughter so yeah, Um I am going to be do a cover of A little too much by Shawn Mendes." I started to strum then begun to sing the beginning verses

"She would not show that she was afraid
But being and feeling alone was too much to face
Though everyone said that she was so strong
What they didn't know was that she could barely carry on
But she knew that she would be okay
So she didn't let it get in her way
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much
She would always tell herself she could do this
She would use no help it would be just fine
But when it got hard she would lose her focus
So take my hand it will be alright
And she knew that she would be okay
So she didn't let it get in her way
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah
A little too much, I said a little too much, oh
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much'' I finished up and smiled.

"Thank you guys comment and subscribe and all the stuff haha And also maybe you guys could like put requests up for me to sing or what ever, Bye love y'all" I said i turned the camera recording off and then put everything away and went to my room. I walked into my room and i could hear giggling and laughing coming from upstairs. God I really wish that lukes room wasn't above mine.

"You voice is so beautiful" Michael came in my room.

"Well i don't know it is kinda gross but i am bored" I said plugging the camera into my laptop and uploading it to youtube. I turned to him and saw he had some kind of blue and purple boxes in his hands "Whats that?"


"I'm going to die your hair then you're going to use the rest of blue on my tips "He said pointing to the tips of his silvery white hair.

"Really dad said okay" I was all excited i've always want to dye my hair.

"Nope but lets do it anyways, New life new look Huh?" He said setting me down and getting his ingredients out

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