Dad Or brother? Continued

Ashton's pov

micheal came running into the dressing room with Luke in a hold by his neck.

" Whoah what's happening here?" I stood up from my practice drums

" this little shit thought I was okay to beat up Brianna" Michael said throwing Luke onto the couch. I looked over afar him in disbelief

" is this true Luke?" I said u blood was getting hotter by the minute

"yeah she was starting rumors on Twitter about me" he nervously rubbed the back of his neck

" you fucking basstard she hasn't gone on there for months because of the shit your fucking ex said about her" I said clutching my drum sticks in my hand

" she fucking fine she is always happy" Luke scuffed

"you fucking think so" Michael said taking out his phone and pulling up some screen shots of the shit said on yic yak
"you think you would be happy if u read that about your self and also had to deal with some one calling you all the shit you call her!" Michael said shoving her s phone in Luke's face

" no"

brianna's pov

i look at my self in the mirror. I have a small bruise appearing in my neck. I look down at my wrists. My left arm has scars all on it even though they were fading I had new ones under my band bracelets. I pushed them up my arm. It revealed 4 dark red fresh cuts on my arm.I looked in my other right arm and there was a bruise in the shape of a hand surrounding my wrist. I look up at my reflexion, my eyes are dark my face is pale how could anyone fucking love me I'm ugly as hell.

I look away from the bathroom and I want to my bunk I pull out my phone and pull up YouTube. I check my YouTube channel and look at all the covers I posted. I look at the comments the likes and subscribers I have all new I haven't been able to check this ever since we started the tour. I have about 2000 thousand new subscribers I started it was one was my friend and the rest was the boys. I pull up the first video ever posted I look down at the comments there are many of saying oh my god you're so good you should keep going your voice is pretty all that shit but in there so many more saying you're hopeless you ugly look how fat you are your rules are going around guitar you're only using 5sos. I pull up the first video ever posted I look down at the comments there are many of saying oh my god you're so good you should keep going your voice is pretty all that shit but in there so many more saying you're hopeless you ugly look how fat you are your roles are going around guitar you're only using 5sos. And others saying that I should just die I was not worth living anymore.

hello Luke thinks I'm not worth ittheir fans think I'm not worth it. Why should I even be anymore don't really cares . Around until living in ago piece of paper and a pen I don't know what I'm doing anymore don't know I'm living anymore. I start writing
Dear dad,
i'm sorry for not being the perfect daughter I'm sorry for being a screw up. Sorry I didn't give you a chance to be 20-year-old you wanted to be maybe now you have a chance I'm saying goodbye I love you I love the boys and I still love Luke I love calum i love MichaeI love you even love you Larry the bus driver I am sorryI can't do this anymore I can't be the one look down upon. I stayed strong for you. And I want you to stay strong even though I'm not going to be here anymore I'll be looking upon you from wherever I am probably hell I'll still be looking out for you I love you good bye


i put the paper down and going to the bathroom and then I grab Michael sleeping pills I pour the whole bottle in my hand and grab a glass of water. I quickly down the pills and I quickly feel the effect on me then all of the sudden it went blavk

Notes

Hey guys I'm sorry I did not update in a long time I have been busy with my summer with my job and work in swim team stuff job market the sand I'm sorry.