Choices
I love you
Niall’s POV
After Jesy kicked me over THERE, she walked over to her house and a few seconds after she entered her house, I saw the curtains close and then I heard her music. Although she’s already gone and it has been a few minutes it still hurts! I turn around and walk into my house, but I don’t know if you could call it walking if it takes you 5 minutes to walk 5 metres, but let’s just say that I took my time. When I finally reach my front door I unlock it and make my way into my house and slowly AND painfully make my way to my room.
Jesy’s POV
I close the water and climb out of the shower. I quickly brush my teeth and comb my hair. I walk out of my bathroom and make sure my curtains are closed before I get dressed. I quickly pick out my outfit and then I grab my phone to call Lily.
Lily: Hey Jess
Jesy: Hey Lil, you done?
Lily: Yeah
Jesy: Ok, I’m on my way
Lily: See you in a sec
Jesy: Bye
Lily: Bye
I grab my keys, lock the house and before you know it, I’m already on my way to Lily. When I reach her house, I pull into her driveway and hoot. A few seconds later I see her coming out of the house and I can see she’s in a hurry because she knows that I never just hoot, I always come in. “OK… Who pissed in your cup of tea?” she asks when she closed her door. “NIALL fucking…” I say before I suddenly stop “you don’t know his surname?” she smiles “nope” I reply as I could feel my cheeks lighting up. “What did he do?” she asks. “He was being a fucking idiot!” I reply before I pull out of her driveway and start driving towards Leah’s house. “Tell me” she replies “UGH, I actually don’t wanna talk about it” I reply “C’mon” she begs “OK” I say. “Well you remember that he said that he lived close to me?” I ask “Yeah” she answers “Ok, well that close in literately across the road” I start and she nods in reply “I asked him why he only told me now and guess what was his reply” I say waiting for her reply “what?” she replies “He said that he was too busy enjoying the show” I continue. “What show?” she asks “he asked me if I know how many times I forgot to close the curtains” I reply “WHAT!! He is a fucking arsehole!!!” she yells “Yup” I reply.
Niall’s POV
I walk to the tv-room and GENTLY sit down on the couch. I turn on the tv and with my luck the only programmes on tv are the most crappy one’s EVER. I stand up and once again I do that GENTLY. I walk to the kitchen and grab my phone, but before I could do anything I look up and see Jesy driving away. I scroll through my contacts until I get to Zayn and I then press dial.
Zayn: Hello
Niall: Hey
Zayn: Hi bro
Niall: Hii
Zayn: So what’s up?
Niall: I was wondering if I could catch a lift with you to Leah’s house
Zayn: Sure
Niall: Thanks bro. What time are you coming?
Zayn: I’m on my way
Niall: Thanks… Bye
Zayn: Bye
K that’s done
Harry’s POV
After everyone left I went up to Leah’s room and lucky for me the door wasn’t locked. I open the door and silently tiptoe in. Only when I reached her bed did I see that she was still awake and that she still had tears running down her cheeks. I lay down beside her and put my arm around her, not even hesitating. “Why?” she asks me “huh?” I reply confused “Why every time I think I’ll be fine and why every time I think I’m ready to move on, something like this happens?” she asks. “Something that I’ve learned is that you’ll never be able to avoid these situations, only learn to handle them better” I reply as I wipe her tears away and pull her closer to me “Even though I lost Deliah a few years ago, I still get these moments where I want to scream and cry, just wanting to forget about everything and then there were the moments where I didn’t wanted to live anymore.” I say and I can feel the tears rolling off my cheeks.
Leah’s POV
“Thanks god you’re still alive cause I don’t know what I would’ve done without you” I start and when I look up I can see the smile on his face “Harry, I’m serious. Without you I don’t know if I would’ve made it his far. You’re the one I think about to keep myself calm and you’re the one telling me what to do when I can’t take it anymore” I say “I love you” I say after he pulled me even closer to him and I didn’t even think that he would’ve been able to hear it, but somehow he did.
After a while I could hear footsteps coming up the stairs and then I could hear my door opening. When I looked up, I could see Lily and Jesy standing in my door and a few seconds later Jesy comes running towards my bed. When she reaches it, she places herself on it and a few seconds later she starts talking. When she’s about in the middle of her story Lily also places herself on my bed. “So what did you do after he grabbed your hands?” Harry asks “well I told him ‘I’m going home’ and then kicked him where the sun doesn’t shine” she replies. “OUCH!” harry exclaims “I just wish that I had kicked him harder” she says after a while, causing me to burst out in laughter.
“Girl don’t you think that you’ve kicked him hard enough?” Harry asks “nope” she replies and I can see that she is hurt, cause I know that she never wanted Niall to see her like that.
After Jesy kicked me over THERE, she walked over to her house and a few seconds after she entered her house, I saw the curtains close and then I heard her music. Although she’s already gone and it has been a few minutes it still hurts! I turn around and walk into my house, but I don’t know if you could call it walking if it takes you 5 minutes to walk 5 metres, but let’s just say that I took my time. When I finally reach my front door I unlock it and make my way into my house and slowly AND painfully make my way to my room.
Jesy’s POV
I close the water and climb out of the shower. I quickly brush my teeth and comb my hair. I walk out of my bathroom and make sure my curtains are closed before I get dressed. I quickly pick out my outfit and then I grab my phone to call Lily.
Lily: Hey Jess
Jesy: Hey Lil, you done?
Lily: Yeah
Jesy: Ok, I’m on my way
Lily: See you in a sec
Jesy: Bye
Lily: Bye
I grab my keys, lock the house and before you know it, I’m already on my way to Lily. When I reach her house, I pull into her driveway and hoot. A few seconds later I see her coming out of the house and I can see she’s in a hurry because she knows that I never just hoot, I always come in. “OK… Who pissed in your cup of tea?” she asks when she closed her door. “NIALL fucking…” I say before I suddenly stop “you don’t know his surname?” she smiles “nope” I reply as I could feel my cheeks lighting up. “What did he do?” she asks. “He was being a fucking idiot!” I reply before I pull out of her driveway and start driving towards Leah’s house. “Tell me” she replies “UGH, I actually don’t wanna talk about it” I reply “C’mon” she begs “OK” I say. “Well you remember that he said that he lived close to me?” I ask “Yeah” she answers “Ok, well that close in literately across the road” I start and she nods in reply “I asked him why he only told me now and guess what was his reply” I say waiting for her reply “what?” she replies “He said that he was too busy enjoying the show” I continue. “What show?” she asks “he asked me if I know how many times I forgot to close the curtains” I reply “WHAT!! He is a fucking arsehole!!!” she yells “Yup” I reply.
Niall’s POV
I walk to the tv-room and GENTLY sit down on the couch. I turn on the tv and with my luck the only programmes on tv are the most crappy one’s EVER. I stand up and once again I do that GENTLY. I walk to the kitchen and grab my phone, but before I could do anything I look up and see Jesy driving away. I scroll through my contacts until I get to Zayn and I then press dial.
Zayn: Hello
Niall: Hey
Zayn: Hi bro
Niall: Hii
Zayn: So what’s up?
Niall: I was wondering if I could catch a lift with you to Leah’s house
Zayn: Sure
Niall: Thanks bro. What time are you coming?
Zayn: I’m on my way
Niall: Thanks… Bye
Zayn: Bye
K that’s done
Harry’s POV
After everyone left I went up to Leah’s room and lucky for me the door wasn’t locked. I open the door and silently tiptoe in. Only when I reached her bed did I see that she was still awake and that she still had tears running down her cheeks. I lay down beside her and put my arm around her, not even hesitating. “Why?” she asks me “huh?” I reply confused “Why every time I think I’ll be fine and why every time I think I’m ready to move on, something like this happens?” she asks. “Something that I’ve learned is that you’ll never be able to avoid these situations, only learn to handle them better” I reply as I wipe her tears away and pull her closer to me “Even though I lost Deliah a few years ago, I still get these moments where I want to scream and cry, just wanting to forget about everything and then there were the moments where I didn’t wanted to live anymore.” I say and I can feel the tears rolling off my cheeks.
Leah’s POV
“Thanks god you’re still alive cause I don’t know what I would’ve done without you” I start and when I look up I can see the smile on his face “Harry, I’m serious. Without you I don’t know if I would’ve made it his far. You’re the one I think about to keep myself calm and you’re the one telling me what to do when I can’t take it anymore” I say “I love you” I say after he pulled me even closer to him and I didn’t even think that he would’ve been able to hear it, but somehow he did.
After a while I could hear footsteps coming up the stairs and then I could hear my door opening. When I looked up, I could see Lily and Jesy standing in my door and a few seconds later Jesy comes running towards my bed. When she reaches it, she places herself on it and a few seconds later she starts talking. When she’s about in the middle of her story Lily also places herself on my bed. “So what did you do after he grabbed your hands?” Harry asks “well I told him ‘I’m going home’ and then kicked him where the sun doesn’t shine” she replies. “OUCH!” harry exclaims “I just wish that I had kicked him harder” she says after a while, causing me to burst out in laughter.
“Girl don’t you think that you’ve kicked him hard enough?” Harry asks “nope” she replies and I can see that she is hurt, cause I know that she never wanted Niall to see her like that.
Notes
Hii Hii hope you liked it :)
I just wanna say a SPECIAL thanks to @Hold my hand, for an AWESOME day and I love you bestie!
Dancing in the dark
Hii I just wanna say that I'm putting this story on hold, but it probably won't be for too long... and I also just wanna add that I have a new story, Love through a suicidal act, if you wanna read it.
Dancing in the dark
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7/8/15