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You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)

Marks (Chapter 38)

(Harry’s P.O.V)

“Zayn can you tell me why Ivy is not here?” I asked suspiciously. Ivy hasn’t come to visit me for the last two days and I don’t buy the stupid excused that Zayn or Margret comes up with. I know something is not right but for some stupid reason they won’t tell me.

“Umm….she is at home waiting for you to return obviously,” he replied hesitantly. Something is definitely not right. Today was the day that I am getting released and was very disappointed when Zayn turn up alone without Ivy by his side.

“Zayn, do you really think that I buy your stupid shit?” I questioned harshly. He was a little bit taken back by my attitude but I can’t help it. I know for a fact that he is hiding something from me and I don’t like it……especially when it is around Ivy.

“Did a dog shit in your pants or something? You’ve been so moody for the last two days,” he tried to lighten the mood but it didn’t work. Zayn was right though, from the moment I saw Kevin and his family step in through the door without Ivy…..well let’s just say I wasn’t very pleasant. I am surprised that they still return the next day.

“Best friend code…..can’t break it jerk face…..maybe if you have a best friend….hang on wait…..if you even have a friend…you will know,” he chuckled at his not so funny statement. “Haha….you are funny,” I said sarcastically and he just laughed at my face. What a douche bag right?

****

“Oh what do you know? We are already home,” he said in a fake excitement and I shook my head as a response. “Harry wait,” Zayn stopped me before I got out of the car and groaned in pain. He was holding his arm exactly where my ribs were and let me tell you that they still hurt like hell.

“Sorry,” he quickly apologized and removes his arm. “Sorry doesn’t help reduce pain does it?” I glared at him. “Now why did you stop me?” I huffed. “When you get inside…..could you please not ask too many questions please?” he asked pleadingly and that made my curiosity arise even more.

“What the heck is going on Zayn?” I raised an eyebrow at him. “Just promise to not ask too many questions or bother her please,” he begged but I wasn’t listening anymore because I got out of the car and slammed the door.

Whatever he is hiding…..I will see it once I get inside right? What is all the secrecy stuff that has been going around over the last two days?

I walked through the door and went straight to the kitchen because that’s where I could hear the murmuring. “Ivy?” I called out as I approached the kitchen and I could hear plates shattering as it hits the kitchen tire.

“Harry? I thought you won’t be home until another half an hour,” she muffled with her words while getting down picking up the broken pieces. Her back was facing towards me and I was surprised that she didn’t turn around to approach me.

Is she not happy that I am finally able to come home?

“No Ivy….leave it, I will do it,” Margret quickly interjected. “It’s o.k. I can do it,” she replied sweetly. Is she crazy? She can’t even see where the pieces are and without a doubt she will hurt herself….badly I may add.

“I will help her Margret,” I offered but Ivy was too fast to push me off. “No! No…. I mean you are still injured Harry….you should go and rest, we will call you for lunch when it is ready.”

“I am fine,” I replied harshly….harsher than I expected but she didn’t reply and continued to fiddle her soft beautiful hands to pick up broken glasses. “Margret...” I started but she knows where I was going, therefore with a quick nod and she left the kitchen.

“Ivy stop,” I ordered but clearly she was too stubborn to listen to me. I forget how stubborn she is sometimes. “Harry you supposed to go and rest,” she whispered and from her voice…..I could tell that she was close to the point of crying.

“Why are you avoiding me?” I asked while walking up to her and grab her waist while pulling her away from the mess. “Why? Why have you been avoiding me for the last two days?” I whispered closely to her ear and goose bumps arose from her beautiful skin. I wanted to know….I has to know what the hell is going on.

“Was it because due to my sudden confession? Just so you know…I am not expecting anything in-,” before I could finish my sentence she cuts me off. “No! No Harry….it’s not about that….well it more about why? If you know what I mean,” she sighed.

What is she going on about? Haven’t I already told her why I love her?

“Then what is it?” I prompted her to continue. She wasn’t looking straight ahead of her, nor was she looking down. She was looking at the opposite direction of where I rested my head on the crook of her neck. “Harry….you don’t understand,” she replied with frustration. What does she mean that I don’t understand? I am very confused.

“Harry I know for a fact that you are a lady’s man alright…..and I have witnessed it myself,” she tried to unfold my arms around her waist but I am not going to let her go again. Ever….

“Ivy…..those girls means nothing to me….absolutely nothing….you have my heart now, don’t you see?” I asked softly. Does she really think that my confession was a joke? Hell no…..saying you love someone is the hardest thing in life….especially if you don’t mean it. But my love for Ivy is the most truthful thing I’ve ever done in my life.

“Why though? First of all….I can’t even see….I am blind Harry. People calls me mutant and freaks. I don’t even know what I look like and from all I know….I could be the most hideous person in this world. You on the other hand are probably a Greek God….where women fall for you by just looking a glimpse at your direction. On top of that….I have a ugly-,” before she could finish her silly self-doubts I turned her body to face me but she quickly covered her face.

“Ivy you are the first and the only girl in this world that I could ever love. There is no one in this world that can replace you….there is nothing about you that I don’t like…..absolutely nothing. You have the most captivating and intriguing eyes. I was caught in deer light from the moment I lay my eyes on you…..that’s how beautiful you are. One day you will see what I mean…..please don’t hide your beautiful face from me,” I cooed and tried to pull her hand from her face.

What I saw made my blood boil with anger. I was literally burning with rage. Three pretty noticeable scratch marks that was still quite fresh was on her smooth face. Who has done this to her? Whoever has done this to her has to pay. No one was supposed to hurt her…..not even lay one figure on her. Whoever did this is going to see a very unpleasant side of me.

“It’s ugly and hideous I know……but hey….you can take your words back Harry….I mean it haven’t sink into my system yet anyway,” she chuckled while tears were rolling down her cheeks.

What is she talking about? She thinks I will stop loving her because she has a scratch marks on her face? No way in a million years…..

“What are you talking about?” I cupped her cheeks gently while rubbing my thumb on her damaged face. “Look Harry…I know it’s ugly alright….I don’t have to able to see to tell that it’s ugly…..don’t pity me alright,” she tried to pull my hand off from her scarred cheeks.

Even with the scratch mark on her cheeks…..in my eyes she is flawless. If only she could see what I see. But it doesn’t mean that the people that hurt her will not pay…..they will definitely have to pay.

My lips landed softly on her plump pink lips. Kissing Ivy was like no other girls that I’ve kissed in the past. In fact every kiss that I’ve shared with Ivy is beyond comparable to my other kisses. Will every kiss that I gave her there was always some sort of emotion going on but I’ve only recently found out those emotions were….they were….love.

“You will always be beautiful and perfect forever in my eyes,” I told her truthfully and I meant every word. I kissed the cheek with the mark on it gently making sure not to hurt her and rested my forehead against hers.

“I love the way you laugh, smile, your stubbornness, your braveness, who you are as a person and your way of being optimistic....I love everything about you Ivy. It would make me the happiest person alive if you give me the honour of being my one and only. I know I don’t even deserve a chance but… with being the selfish person I am….I hope you will give me a chance because I want to give all my love to you….Ivanna Jones…will you be my first and last girlfriend?”


Notes

Sorry....it's been a week since I've updated :( But hey.....Harry asked Ivy out ^_^ What do you think she will say? Liking this side of Harry?

I hope you guys are still supporting me :D Please do still vote: comment: subscribe
- I love you all don't ever forget that......ever. Your supports means the world to me and I could not ask for better readers like you beautiful lots <3<3

Lots of love P.S xxx - Stay safe and beautiful alright <3<3 ^_^

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Comments

Please update :)

Teresa Horan Teresa Horan
6/20/16

@JustBloo.

See......we need more people like you in this world <3 <3 Yes!!!! you were very helpful and I messaged you with the biggest spoiler everrrrrr ^_^

@PS2Live the dream


Was I helpful? I have a problem conveying my thoughts into understandable sentences lol But what can I say? I'm just a fanfic reading girl willing to do anything to see her otp continue their story ;)

JustBloo. JustBloo.
12/11/15

@JustBloo

DO you know how much LOVE I have for you?? If you don't......well.....I LOVE YOU dear <3 <3

Hey!

I had this same thing happen to me too! Weirdness! But anyways...

I honestly think that this story has so far been written wonderfully. If there wasn't a plot or designated outcome, I sure as hell couldn't tell. But I know sometimes lack of "structure" puts a strain on the author just because of writer's block and other things like that.

I think from here, you can look at what you've written so far and ask yourself possible ways you can go next and sketch out and organize the rest of the story from this part (sometimes brainstorming concepts with someone else really makes the process easier and in some cases cleaner), and then go back to previous chapters and tweak certain things just so it' ll all wrap up nicely.

OR....

You can rewrite it (as you previously stated) and do things differently. The only problem that may arise with that, is since you are so far along in this story (40 chapters) the people that have previously subscribed to your story and have followed it this far may have trouble getting used to a new storyline and character adjustments.

But that's assuming there was a story line before (which it has seemed like), which you said there wasn't. So it's definitely a hard choice.

I think you should trust your gut and do what seems best to you. Everyone else will get over it :)

I'm here if you need a brainstorm session or a convo just to sketch out storylines by the way.

Ivarry shipper for life lolol


JustBloo. JustBloo.
12/10/15