You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)
Laughter (Chapter 35)
(Ivy’s P.O.V)
“People in this world may think you are blind…..but for me…..you are the only one who can see me….the real me that I never thought exist anymore……Ivy you are my eyes…..you are the one who is guiding me the way…..not the other way around.”
I was speechless by what Harry just told me and every word of his sound so truthful. I could feel Harry wipe my cheeks gently. I didn’t realize that I am actually crying. I don’t know what Harry is talking about, but I haven’t done anything for him.
He was the one who was there for me when my aunty insulted me. He was the one who was there for me when my aunty kicked me out. He was the one who offered me to stay at his dad’s house when I had nowhere to live. I am not the one who is guiding the way. He is…..he is helping me with my future life and I don’t even think he knows it.
“Don’t cry…..I don’t like seeing you cry,” he said softly still wiping my endless tears. “T-thank you,” I choked out.
“Why are you thanking me for? I am the one who should be thanking you.....for not leaving and forgiving me….even though I’ve hurt you so much,” he protested.
“No Harry….I should thank you. Even with all the ups and downs, you were still there for me in the end. You’ve done more than you think for me …..e-even t-though I am nothing but a blind g-girl….t-thank y-you for l-loving m-me,” I shattered and without a doubt I am crying a lot more as well.
“Don’t ever say that you hear me? You are more than just a girl who can’t see….you are everything for me,” he stated firmly while pulling me into a hug but I protested.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” I tried to pull back. “Ivy…..you giving me a hug won’t hurt me…..it will heal me,” he cooed in my ear while hugging tightly.
“I think this accident is making you become very sentimental……in fact it is making you all lovey dovey,” I said while laughing a little.
“Hey I am just expressing how I feel…..I want the girl who is special to me to know how I truly feel about her,” he chuckled. “Thank you,” I breathe out and he just kissed my forehead in reply.
“Ah-hum,” the sound of someone clearing there throat made me pull back quickly and I could hear Harry groaned in pain. “Sorry,” I whispered.
“I knew something was going on between you too,” Zayn stated seriously. “I am very very sad that you haven’t told me anything Ivy…..I am your best friend,” he said in a disappointing tone.
“Zayn….,” I started but he cut me off. “I’ve heard everything alright-,” but it was my turn to cut him off now. “You were eavesdropping on us?” I asked in disbelief.
“Well….yeah but that’s not the point,” he said seriously. “Harry I warn you didn’t I? If you hurt Ivy….you will see what is coming for you,” he warned.
“Zayn….I won’t anymore……well not purposely anyway,” Harry replied. “Umm…..I am still in the room you know…” I spoke up.
There were talking as if I am not in the room and I am surprise to hear Zayn warning Harry not to hurt me. What surprises me even more is the fact that Harry is actually listening to him.
“I am glad you’ve finally become a man and confess….gee I was about to force it out of you,” he laughed but I didn’t find his statement funny at all.
“I am more of a man then you are nerd,” Harry chuckled. When did this two bonded? I thought they hated each other’s gut…….what have I been missing?
“Um…..did I miss something?” I asked curiously. “Not that I know of…..why do you ask?” Zayn questioned suspiciously. “Have you two been hanging out behind my back or something?” I asked once more.
“Pftttt as if I will ever hang out with this nerd,” Harry scoffed. “Oh….I would never hang out with a jerk face like his,” Zayn huffed. And here I am, not really understanding what is going on.
Even though they both made it clear that they hate each other’s gut….in the bottom line….they are still brothers. Even though they are step brothers……I think they act just like normal siblings do.
I’ve heard that siblings fight a lot and they don’t get along well. I don’t know for sure…..because I’ve never had any siblings before. But apparently siblings fight…..but will always hold hand when going through tough times.
When it comes to my family that is totally not true because my aunty hates my mum, but Harry and Zayn seems to be showing a different result.
“Why are you smiling all creepy,” Zayn interfere my thoughts. “Nothing,” I chuckled while shaking in my head at them.
“What are you doing here?” Harry suddenly asked. “Oh don’t worry I didn’t come here to visit you. I came here to check if Ivy is doing o.k.” Zayn replied bluntly. “Why?” Harry questioned suspiciously.
“Well…..this special girl of you over here…..she hasn’t gone home since the accident and she hasn’t been eating properly which I am really mad her for it. So technically I am more worried about Ivy’s health then yours…..because I know you are fine,” he answered frankly.
I just gasped at Zayn’s response. He wasn’t supposed to say any of that stuff to Harry. Harry wasn’t supposed to know. “Zayn….I am going to kill you. I am eating fine thank you very much,” I gritted my teeth. “You’ve been here since the accident?” Harry interjected me from getting angry at Zayn.
“Yeah…..but you were not supposed to know that………..now you know thank to someone,” I huffed while giving Zayn the death glare. Well….I guessed where he was standing from his voice but I might be completely wrong.
“Ivy who are you glaring at? There is no one over there but a wall…..the wall might collapse from your death glare,” Zayn laughed.
“You are not funny Zayn,” I groaned in annoyance. “Nerd head….I am going to punch your face for making fun of Ivy,” Harry mused and I can tell he is holding back a laugh or a smile at least.
“Seriously….. I am going to kill you both,” I crossed my arms while making a grumpy face.
“I am sorry….I was only joking…..forgive me?” they both begged at the same time.
“Forgive us please…..you know I love you….and you know Harry love you now too…..so please forgive us?” Zayn tried to say in a childish voice and I couldn’t help myself but laugh.
“You are lucky that I love you….you know that?” I questioned without really thinking about my statement. “Does that mean you love me too?” Harry asked excitedly and he sounded exactly like a kid getting a Christmas present.
“Ummm yeah….I love Zayn because he is my brother….well as for you….,” Harry decided to cut my sentence off. “Zayn is my brother….I mean step brother…so that mean you and me must be a married couple. You can’t be Zayn sister unless you marry me…..or Matthew….,” he trailed off and Zayn was bursting out in laughter.
“I only have to wait a couple of years for Matthew….I don’t mind waiting,” I stated while wiggling my eyebrows. “You are not funny,” Harry huffed like a small child. “You are the one who brought up the subject,” I stated with a matter of fact way while laughing.
“But hey…..instead of waiting for Matthew….which will take a while…..I am here with open arms,” Harry said seriously.
Zayn and I can’t help but laugh and laugh. “Gosh….you don’t understand how desperate you sound jerk face…..goodness this is funny,” he said while trying to catch his breath.
“No wonder you two get along…..your sense of humour is so bad that it might be contagious,” Harry scoffed. “Harry…..we were only marking around,” I assured him once our laughter died down.
“Well I was being serious,” he said in monotone. “Sorry…..I know you are serious about this topic,” I sighed.
“I am sorry for not able to replicate your words Harry….I am still getting my head around the fact that you actually love me……I mean why? How can you love me when I can’t even love myself? There is nothing about me is lovable.”
“People in this world may think you are blind…..but for me…..you are the only one who can see me….the real me that I never thought exist anymore……Ivy you are my eyes…..you are the one who is guiding me the way…..not the other way around.”
I was speechless by what Harry just told me and every word of his sound so truthful. I could feel Harry wipe my cheeks gently. I didn’t realize that I am actually crying. I don’t know what Harry is talking about, but I haven’t done anything for him.
He was the one who was there for me when my aunty insulted me. He was the one who was there for me when my aunty kicked me out. He was the one who offered me to stay at his dad’s house when I had nowhere to live. I am not the one who is guiding the way. He is…..he is helping me with my future life and I don’t even think he knows it.
“Don’t cry…..I don’t like seeing you cry,” he said softly still wiping my endless tears. “T-thank you,” I choked out.
“Why are you thanking me for? I am the one who should be thanking you.....for not leaving and forgiving me….even though I’ve hurt you so much,” he protested.
“No Harry….I should thank you. Even with all the ups and downs, you were still there for me in the end. You’ve done more than you think for me …..e-even t-though I am nothing but a blind g-girl….t-thank y-you for l-loving m-me,” I shattered and without a doubt I am crying a lot more as well.
“Don’t ever say that you hear me? You are more than just a girl who can’t see….you are everything for me,” he stated firmly while pulling me into a hug but I protested.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” I tried to pull back. “Ivy…..you giving me a hug won’t hurt me…..it will heal me,” he cooed in my ear while hugging tightly.
“I think this accident is making you become very sentimental……in fact it is making you all lovey dovey,” I said while laughing a little.
“Hey I am just expressing how I feel…..I want the girl who is special to me to know how I truly feel about her,” he chuckled. “Thank you,” I breathe out and he just kissed my forehead in reply.
“Ah-hum,” the sound of someone clearing there throat made me pull back quickly and I could hear Harry groaned in pain. “Sorry,” I whispered.
“I knew something was going on between you too,” Zayn stated seriously. “I am very very sad that you haven’t told me anything Ivy…..I am your best friend,” he said in a disappointing tone.
“Zayn….,” I started but he cut me off. “I’ve heard everything alright-,” but it was my turn to cut him off now. “You were eavesdropping on us?” I asked in disbelief.
“Well….yeah but that’s not the point,” he said seriously. “Harry I warn you didn’t I? If you hurt Ivy….you will see what is coming for you,” he warned.
“Zayn….I won’t anymore……well not purposely anyway,” Harry replied. “Umm…..I am still in the room you know…” I spoke up.
There were talking as if I am not in the room and I am surprise to hear Zayn warning Harry not to hurt me. What surprises me even more is the fact that Harry is actually listening to him.
“I am glad you’ve finally become a man and confess….gee I was about to force it out of you,” he laughed but I didn’t find his statement funny at all.
“I am more of a man then you are nerd,” Harry chuckled. When did this two bonded? I thought they hated each other’s gut…….what have I been missing?
“Um…..did I miss something?” I asked curiously. “Not that I know of…..why do you ask?” Zayn questioned suspiciously. “Have you two been hanging out behind my back or something?” I asked once more.
“Pftttt as if I will ever hang out with this nerd,” Harry scoffed. “Oh….I would never hang out with a jerk face like his,” Zayn huffed. And here I am, not really understanding what is going on.
Even though they both made it clear that they hate each other’s gut….in the bottom line….they are still brothers. Even though they are step brothers……I think they act just like normal siblings do.
I’ve heard that siblings fight a lot and they don’t get along well. I don’t know for sure…..because I’ve never had any siblings before. But apparently siblings fight…..but will always hold hand when going through tough times.
When it comes to my family that is totally not true because my aunty hates my mum, but Harry and Zayn seems to be showing a different result.
“Why are you smiling all creepy,” Zayn interfere my thoughts. “Nothing,” I chuckled while shaking in my head at them.
“What are you doing here?” Harry suddenly asked. “Oh don’t worry I didn’t come here to visit you. I came here to check if Ivy is doing o.k.” Zayn replied bluntly. “Why?” Harry questioned suspiciously.
“Well…..this special girl of you over here…..she hasn’t gone home since the accident and she hasn’t been eating properly which I am really mad her for it. So technically I am more worried about Ivy’s health then yours…..because I know you are fine,” he answered frankly.
I just gasped at Zayn’s response. He wasn’t supposed to say any of that stuff to Harry. Harry wasn’t supposed to know. “Zayn….I am going to kill you. I am eating fine thank you very much,” I gritted my teeth. “You’ve been here since the accident?” Harry interjected me from getting angry at Zayn.
“Yeah…..but you were not supposed to know that………..now you know thank to someone,” I huffed while giving Zayn the death glare. Well….I guessed where he was standing from his voice but I might be completely wrong.
“Ivy who are you glaring at? There is no one over there but a wall…..the wall might collapse from your death glare,” Zayn laughed.
“You are not funny Zayn,” I groaned in annoyance. “Nerd head….I am going to punch your face for making fun of Ivy,” Harry mused and I can tell he is holding back a laugh or a smile at least.
“Seriously….. I am going to kill you both,” I crossed my arms while making a grumpy face.
“I am sorry….I was only joking…..forgive me?” they both begged at the same time.
“Forgive us please…..you know I love you….and you know Harry love you now too…..so please forgive us?” Zayn tried to say in a childish voice and I couldn’t help myself but laugh.
“You are lucky that I love you….you know that?” I questioned without really thinking about my statement. “Does that mean you love me too?” Harry asked excitedly and he sounded exactly like a kid getting a Christmas present.
“Ummm yeah….I love Zayn because he is my brother….well as for you….,” Harry decided to cut my sentence off. “Zayn is my brother….I mean step brother…so that mean you and me must be a married couple. You can’t be Zayn sister unless you marry me…..or Matthew….,” he trailed off and Zayn was bursting out in laughter.
“I only have to wait a couple of years for Matthew….I don’t mind waiting,” I stated while wiggling my eyebrows. “You are not funny,” Harry huffed like a small child. “You are the one who brought up the subject,” I stated with a matter of fact way while laughing.
“But hey…..instead of waiting for Matthew….which will take a while…..I am here with open arms,” Harry said seriously.
Zayn and I can’t help but laugh and laugh. “Gosh….you don’t understand how desperate you sound jerk face…..goodness this is funny,” he said while trying to catch his breath.
“No wonder you two get along…..your sense of humour is so bad that it might be contagious,” Harry scoffed. “Harry…..we were only marking around,” I assured him once our laughter died down.
“Well I was being serious,” he said in monotone. “Sorry…..I know you are serious about this topic,” I sighed.
“I am sorry for not able to replicate your words Harry….I am still getting my head around the fact that you actually love me……I mean why? How can you love me when I can’t even love myself? There is nothing about me is lovable.”
Notes
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